#kinnporsche is romantic comedy to me so. let that explain a lot

[mejomonster]

Like. While I fully intend for my new fic to be (mostly) a fluff fest

You know I can't wait for Ye Zun to see Ghosts in a haunted village, jump into Da Qings arms, accidentally awaken his own powers and suck a ghost into himself cannibalism style to save them

Then freak the fuck out over WHAT THE FUCK that means for his powers and life and who he is, with the looming threat of people from his past life who might still Be Alive and not particularly want a person like him with his powers to Keep Existing (you know... cause I love that power related angst that only xmen like setups like Guardian allow me...)

Also despite my best efforts at Comedy, already I've happened to write Shen Wei instinctively somehow aware he lost Zhao Yunlan before (because inexplicably to his concious mind he can't figure out why he's So Irrationally Worried Zhao Yunlan will disappear now in the present), and Ye Zun is secretly hiding a lot from Shen Wei to try and protect him from having anyone burden him with expecting him to save the world (like in his last life) which is also a bit um Emotionally heavy

Meanwhile the only angst I Expected fully to be in this fic was Zhao Yunlan coming to grips with Shen Wei's past life over and his new life Technically a new person to a degree and wtf that Means, and the balance between grief and hope inherent in this kind of romance storyline type. Which is present as you would expect but like. I maybe didn't grasp how Much it was going to permeate the Zhao Yunlan pov parts

I think the the root of the matter is simply. I'm good at emotionally weighting plots lol. U can't expect fluff from me without Something tugging the heartstrings like a brick ToT