#learn. whtaever.)

[justicecaballer]

ive been dual booting linux and windows on my laptop for a while now and i love using linux but theres a bunch of stuff on windows i still need and use. my laptop is kind of old at this point but linux works Beautifully while windows has been getting slower and slower and more frustrating to use. well last night windows would not even let me log in or boot in safe mode or do Anything and ive spent all day trying to figure out wtf is going on with it and its still giving me issues after doing a fresh install so like. microsoft die i guess

[diarrheaworldstarhiphop]

Its a metaphor for how i feel, like i dont have any life experience or social skills

You’re still 19, lol

i think there’s a really fucking hilarious misconception that you MUST accomplish or do all the stupid project X looking ass shit by college or whatever..

Life experience, as it goes, is something you naturally accrue over time, provided that you try in spite of anything holding you back. You’re still a baby and im like a decade older than u lmao. It’s the basics of wisdom. And social skills? You can learn and develop those, even if you are autistic. I know alot of autistic people who are genuinely sociable, considerate and fun people.

But like, I really empathize with you. I mean I’ll peel back a bit of the veil here to relate here, but in highschool, i was the dark cloud carrying, all black baggy clothing, furious at everyone school shooter plotting scary kid (i even had a mental and written list of targets and priorities in such a scenario) with no friends and life prospects. Spent all my time wandering the halls alone or using the computer in the library to browse something awful, then ytmnd and then imageboards or whtaever… I was more or less still this way by the time i was 20.

Dont sweat not having life experience, that will come to you. First you got to recognize that social skills and life “experience” are something you hunger for. Which you have, now put yourself out there.. Second, you must actualize that hunger because that hunger is the divining rod you will need to break out of your rut. Break comfort zones, push against the fog and darkness and produce a context to sustain yourself with, even if it is online communities or chats. It’s important that you try, even though it WILL be embarrasing and heartbreaking at times, when your inability to read social cues pops up. The experience from trying will still give you that life experience and confidence that you want.