#lee ren smad hours

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like 80% of my friends on here love this one singer and at this point i don't even check my dash at all because it's all her and i'm just so close to unfollowing all these people but then someone's gonna get their fucking feelings hurt and argh

fuck it whatever i'm doing what i wanna do just ignore this or whatever

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can we please normalize not giving a shit if we're likable? no, i will not smile more! i will not shut up! and i also won't talk more, just to benefit you! i won't stop being a bitch! and i certainly won't change my attitude so people want to be my friend!!! fuck that <3

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so apparently i'm over-dramatic, a faker, bitchy, don't have common sense, and can never do anything right 😍😍💫💫💫

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one thing about me is that i will text you like i'm in the best mood ever because i want you to be happy and i don't wanna spoil your mood even though on my side of the screen i'm crying and hyperventilating until i can't sven breathe but hey as a friend i need to put your happiness before my own

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what if i sit down in the corner of my room and cry in just my towel what then huh

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i'm actually not funny. i just mimicked your personality so really we don't have the same humor

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but when i rant to you expressing my worries and feelings it would be nice if you didn't just say that i need to "fucking calm down"

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i fucking hate every parent that just barges into the bathroom when their kid is inside

like i don't care if you even knock and then come in

don't fucking enter unless your child SAYS it's okay

if i respond with "yeah?" THAT DOESN'T MEAN I WANT YOU TO COME IN IF I WANTED YOU TO ENTER I WOULD HAVE SAID YOU CAN COME IN

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can't wait to find that person that gives me a hug when i'm crying, instead of telling me that i'm faking

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okay so i've constantly been called a liar throughout my childhood even when i was being honest(happened five minutes ago). and i know some people joke around and are like "oh my god, you're lying 🤪" but if someone even lightheartedly accuses me of not telling the truth when i AM i get so fucking mad because it's like damn so my family doesn't even believe me but now my friends? Oof

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i want to write but what if it's shitty

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You actually don't know how bad I want a barbie doll.

I was never interested in dolls, especially barbie when I was younger because it just wasn't my thing. And then I was very resentful towards anything girlie, like dolls because I knew that I would be ridiculed for it. And my family knows that I'm not a girlie person and I'm considered "too old" to be playing with dolls so there's no point in asking for one. But I really need one to heal my inner child. Idk I'm just at a point where I'm looking back at how I was as a little kid and how miserable my childhood actually was. I was taught too many things that I didn't need to worry about at such a young age and my innocence faded away far too soon. My parents thought that it would help me in the long run but all it did was damage the way I thought as I got older.

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i want Iced coffee buts it's my new fucking bed time and i fucking hate everything right now and an ICED COFFEE WOULD CURE ME

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☆ - cat lover. deftones. f1. horror.

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i sleep a lot, so if i don't respond to interactions right away, that's why lol

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main fandoms: rrverse, marauders, mcu & marvel, grishaverse, and tig. (but there are many more, and it fluctuates frequently)

tags:

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#lee ren smad hours

#ren makes food

#lee writes things

#lee's asks

#all i wanted was queue

#☆ ren's fic recs

#alej talks sports

#☆ me core

#☆ ren watches

#☆ favs

#☆ need to know

#☆ alej listens

#☆ happy juice

#ren's moodboards

side-blogs:

@lee-writes-things - my writing (?) @lees-unhinged-reactions - liveblogging productions

current read - tsats by rick riordan, the picture of dorian gray by oscar wilde

current watch - american horror story (s2) and suits

socials are reserved for moots i interact with often.

asks are always open for anything, have fun, dude

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There was this HUGE thunderstorm last night and my mom came in my room to check on me and asked if the thunderstorm woke me up but I lied

My stupid ass is the reason I woke up. I fell asleep reading and hit my head but she couldn't know that

So yeah my whole fucking routine is jacked up cus I was supposed to do my workout at 5:30am but then I fucking fell asleep so when I woke up I did it at 7:30 so yeah whatever I have to do my whole sleep training thing again

Fuck my life

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when in doubt; punch walls