#leeannbeingtoopersonal

[braveblackbutterfly]

I'm so worried about my uncle today.

He's having pain in his chest, feet swollen, and says he feels like he needs to go to the hospital. So my dad called the nurse, and she is supposed to be coming sometime today. I hope she can help. It hasn't been 4 weeks yet. Not ready for the end.

[braveblackbutterfly]

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[braveblackbutterfly]

I just have this sickening feeling in my gut right now.

I wish I never started watching the good doctor with my mom.

I don't want to spoil the ending, but I just feel so angry right now. I have criticized this show before, but I did not like this "shocking" ending.

With everything going on right now in the world, the last thing we needed was that ending.

[braveblackbutterfly]

Welp, guess my mom isn't going to do my hair tonight. Hopefully I'll get it done in the morning.

I'm going to call it a night now.

I'm glad my dad enjoyed his father's day and liked the baseball cap I got him.

This is going to be one bittersweet week. Going to Atlanta on Tuesday and then coming back home in time for my uncle's funeral on Friday.

Night Tumblr fam

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[braveblackbutterfly]

I need sleep. So I'm calling it a night.

My dad called the emergency room and the lady told him my uncle hasn't been seen yet. Ofc. It takes forever to be seen by the er. Hopefully they will see him soon and he feels better.

Night tumblr fam

I love you

[braveblackbutterfly]

Damn.

I have been staring at a screen the entire day.

At work. At my uncle's house. At my own house.

The longest I was off my phone was when I went to the grocery store with my dad.

I really need to take a break from social media. But it's kinda hard when you don't have any local friends to interact with in person. And I can't really video chat with my family around.

This post is getting long.

Basically I'm feeling...sad. depressed. Over everything. I don't know.

I do know that I need to go to bed.

Night Tumblr fam

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[braveblackbutterfly]

/th/ sound, my greatest enemy

I always struggle with the th sounds/words! Which is not good as a reading tutor.

I'm trying to practice up before tomorrow's lessons.

[braveblackbutterfly]

Let me call it a night. I would stay the hell home again, but tomorrow is "treasure day" for the students. And they will be pissed if they didn't get a little toy/candy tomorrow. Even though some of them didn't earn enough points.

I just need to survive tomorrow and then it's spring break.

Night Tumblr Fam

[braveblackbutterfly]

Woke up from a morning nap about half an hour ago. Now playing some music so I won't be tempted to sleep again as I pack.

Got about 2 more hours before my friend's back home. I'm ready to get out of the house, lol.

[braveblackbutterfly]

Good morning Tumblr fam!!

Still sad that I got to fly back home tonight. I'm not ready to go back to reality. I'm honestly not looking forward to the funeral tomorrow morning.

Hopefully everything will turn out okay, and the dinner with my cousins will be nice on Sunday.

[braveblackbutterfly]

Let me finally go to sleep.

I'm glad my headache is finally gone.

Today was not a good day. I knew I shouldn’t have told my therapist about a recent situation. I felt like shit all damn day long.

But now, I just going to do...nothing. Because I don't know what to do.

Anyway, I'm glad tomorrow's Saturday which means going to the writers festival at the library.

Night Tumblr fam

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[braveblackbutterfly]

I'm going to call it a night now.

I'm glad today wasn't as draining as yesterday. But I felt so irritated throughout the day. Frustrated about this, frustrated about that. I don't mean to come off as a bitch. I don't know. I'll be glad when I go on my Atlanta trip later this month....even though it's right before my uncle's funeral. I just need to get away.

Night Tumblr fam

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[braveblackbutterfly]

Let me call it a night. I will watch some more episodes of Revolutionary Girl Utena tomorrow since my family and I are going to take a break from packing up things in my uncle's house.

Goodnight Tumblr fam

I love you even if you don't love me

[braveblackbutterfly]

TW: death

I had called my mom to let her know I was here at work by myself. And she told me my uncle passed away.

My dad found him in the hallway upstairs.

My mom is holding up okay since we all knew it was going to happen soon. But damn, I didn't think this soon.

I really feel like going home now, but there's not much I can do at home. Since my parents are busy calling people and stuff.

And no one's here to pack this shit up. But I might leave early and forget the phonics screener.

[braveblackbutterfly]

Morning

I had a disturbing dream last night. So I'm a little mentally shaking up right now. I don't understand why I would even dream that. Hopefully it will never happen again.

[braveblackbutterfly]

Morning.

I seriously don't feel like going to work today or this week in general. I'm tired physically and mentally.

But I'm going because I doubt I get any rest here.