#lenn.personal

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they call me the guy who feels permanently guilty about everything ever. No for no reason they just thought it'll be a cool nickname

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I have a job interview tomorrow morning I'm so nervousss

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I SURVIVED THE FIRST TEST

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I was looking at second-hand digital cameras online to buy one since I've been meaning to make youtube videos for so long but making them using only my phone is too complicated. I found one that came with a tripod, and showed it to my friends to ask if it was worth the money. After a while they didn't reply and I got kind of sad thinking about it may not even be worth it to buy it and said "well idk if it would be worth it anyway since it's not like i will be super creative and bring anything that new to youtube" which I know was stupid to say btw I'm now aware if came off as self deprecating. but one of my friends replied to it and just said "yeah tbh". lmao Okay sorry

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while I don't have anything against christian music in general (you can listen to whatever you want idc) i kind of wish my mom would play literally anything other than the same 10 pop-gospel songs that say essentially the same thing over and over in the living room's TV while I'm there 😭

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(guy who cried all day because he hates his uni and doesn't wanna study for the final exams because he doesn't care anymore at this point voice) I did well on my exam today :)

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two of my friends and I are going to a korean restaurant and later to a very big book fair this friday i'm so excited

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I'm going to a sleepover at a friend's house and he suggested that we should do a power point presentation night on our hyperfixiations and I am so excited to talk about alnst but i can't pick a singular theme from it

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this was my worst most bullshitted essay ever but at least is done

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slept for five hours (total) and yet still missed my morning class 💔

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I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!!!!

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okay my job interview just ended. I think it went well! They said they would give me an answer on friday at most. I'm nervous but hoping for the best 🤞

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I didn't do that well on my important project.. we won't have our grades until next week but the professor told me that a lot of it was wrong just at first glance :(

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guys they fucked up my hair so bad I'm actually gonna crash out

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IM GETTING A HAIRCUT TODAY!!!!!

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if anyone has seen my,, continuous posting about how I hate my university and wanted to drop out Well I have good news! I'm in the process of moving my scholarship to a different uni for another major (the one I originally wanted instead of graphic design) and we aren't sure they're gonna give it to me but let's hope for the best :)