Es gab eine Zeit, da war ich ein liebevoller Mensch. Schwer vorstellbar, aber ich war es wirklich. Heute ist mir klar geworden, dass diese Eigenschaft nicht weg ist. Sie ist nur eingesperrt. Tief im Innersten bin ich immernoch liebevoll. Und ich selbst besitze sogar den Schlüssel. Ich muss mich nur trauen ihn im Schloss umzudrehen.
ah this year was pretty turbulent. but i don't think i did anything really.. new? i guess. i would like to meet new friends again next year.
14. favorite book you read this year?
ok so i started berserk, which i haven't finished because it was giving me too many #feels and i didn't wanna explode...
hmmm i read some INTERESTING books this year lmao none of which i can think really. gripped my heart or anything besides the aforementioned.
i reread revolt of the cockroach people and song of the hummingbird. both left me with feelings of. hollowness and pervasive sameness (left me thinking abt the cyclical nature of life etc), both of which i LIKE (not the feelings but the books lmaaoo) but.
um i got around to reading animal farm this year and it was. in line with what i thought of orwell last time i read him (i.e. 8 years ago). um and i read ruth reichl's memoir tender at the bone which i had some #thoughts on but was too shy to share anywhere except penciling them in the margins. after a while i got bored of her but those two were probably the least psychically-damaging status-quo-enforcing books i read this year.
i started villette earlier this year, but was moving while reading it. i had to take it back to the library and i haven't picked it up again. but i generally like charlotte brontë :-)
i'm trying farewell to arms again (re-started?? last week?) and one of the phrases those guys said in the mountains in the beginning was smth my grandfather used to say and is such an old fashioned saying my reading it in print made me laugh for like 30 mins yesterday.
23. if you could send a message to yourself back on the first day of the year, what would it be?
*grips me by the shoulders* help out or else. or else you will experience the biggest loss of your entire life. in fact my warning will probably do no good anyway. i would hate to be in this kind of time loop. it's torture. you are going to be traumatized for the rest of the year -- for the rest of your life. you are Going to experience the horrors. nothing you think is going to happen this year will.
Last movie: Rewatched Rogue One last night and I’m being insane about it!
Last thing I read: I’m reading a million things right now but the last thing I finished was this book of essays called Comics and Sacred Texts: Reimagining Religion & Graphic Narratives!
Tagging: @pygmalisms @batphobique @fantyna @oldblood and whoever else sees this and wants to share!
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