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ihatethishellwebsite · 2 years

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Thinking about... Aberdeen Zalinki cover again...

Bro really uploaded one of the most beautifully painful songs I have ever heard in my fucking life and then wiped it off the face of the earth without warning, I only have it downloaded bc I was gonna use it in a speedpaint and then HOURS after I downloaded it he took it down like holy shit

#I have this like #specific memory of having listened to this song one time and then saving it for later bc it's a song I knew would inspire me #and then the next day at work I at somepoint became incredibly stressed and started to have a mental spiral #like I very narrowly avoided brain turning into jelly in the middle of my shift #and during this the part where he yells aberdeen in a drawn out scream just.#looped and spiraled and contorted and twisted in my head #for that entire time I was borderline having a breakdown #Zalinki's music got me through a lot of that summer and I have a lot of emotions tied to his work #but man that specific instance was definitely one of the more surreal things I've experienced #like wow my mental state sure was collapsing what the fuck was that #I'm fine now tho that job just kinda sucked

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