#like congrats to that fic writer u are still in my brain over a decade later......... sob

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the fic i read that bothered me the most and it continues to bother me CONTINUALLY was a sirius/harry fanfic (on ff.net, i dont remember the title and i definitely couldn't find it again). i was like 12 or 13 and it was like 50-100k of "everyone thinks this relationship is not okay but it is okay because we love each other, and everyone who thinks it's not okay either changes their mind or Gets Theirs in the end" and it made me feel so BAD and to this day thinking of it makes me feel BAD and its part of why i cannot stand fics like that. i mean i think in an objective sense as well, i wouldn't like those stories, but i also acknowledge that it's a fine line between a story like i described and a story that is Depicting An Abusive Relationship. which i think are fine and in fact i love reading those. and i think that is my main problem bc i enjoy reading about dark things, but sometimes the story is just not what i am looking for and in fact makes me feel BAD.