#like i need him to boot camp me emotionally and physically. part of my protege fantasy LOL

[futurewife]

c.able being my boyfriend would fix me for real, I need someone with discipline who won't let me give up on myself ever!! like someone who is a bit of a hardass but adores me so much. knows when to be stern/tough love me but also when to be gentle and delicate IDK my irl life is in the drain rn I find myself fantasising about having his consistent unwavering external support and encouragement you know. I don't have the self worth to "do it for me" or back myself (yet) but if he was "oh no you don't"-ing me DAILY and forcing me to follow routines for my own good even if I grimace and complain the whole time i feel like id be actually like... going somewhere. cause mark my words I'd do it to not disappoint him lol (also to get atta girls)