#like i think about that one ask i got forver ago and im like yes *good* i'm *glad* certain performers

[the-cat-at-the-theatre-door]

Speaking of three words, though, I much prefer Munkustrap's "Imposing, Energetic, Courageous" over the other three, strictly because it eliminates the prevalent fandom idea that Munkustrap cannot be played on the high energy, bounding, absolutely silly and side - but then it also gives room for the "But if he's had enough, he's had *enough* and he should scare you because of it" angle.

[that-one-weeb-but-starwars]

Thank you! Your so kind 🥺..but when writing this request don’t be kind! Give us all the angsty Crosshair x reader!

So the reader is a Jedi and escaped with TBB during order 66, and she was their general and during her time as a Jedi she formed a forbidden/secret relationship with Cross. Basically I’m thinking how upset the reader would be thinking she lost Cross, maybe he even tried to kill her at one point because of his chip and she just became a fugitive with TBB, but still fighting and standing up for Crosshair. She could get captured with Hunter and in the last episode she finally reunites with Cross and he tells her and TBB he had his chip removed awhile ago and how they left him and that whole convo. Not sure how you want to end it or if you want to wait till the last episode and see how that plays out and then write it. However you decide to write it, whether happy or sad, I’m here for it! Thank youuuuu

Oh.....oh god.....I- I wanna apologize for this in advanced, I am so sorry- this will be antagonizingly painful

This is litterally. Im so sorry.

⚠️Warnings⚠️: fuckin sad, alot of death, horrible friends, pain, the loss of a baby by force (no not by the force, but forced too) ⚠️

This is extremely angsty so please do read with HUGE warning

How many more people can I loose| Crosshair

"Y/n."

She looked up seeing Omega by her side, she had been cleaning her saber, the hilt as one but could split into two with a push of a button.

"Yes little one?" She asked with a smile.

"I was wondering..."

Y/n smiled, "yes?"

"Could you teach me how to use a saber-"

"Oh! Me too!" Wrecker cheered picking Omega up and putting her on his shoulder.

"You both want to use lightsabers?"

"Yeah!" They cheered.

Y/n laughed happily, "very well, but first we'll have to be patient, the others should call for a pickup."

"Alright!" The two cheered high fiving happily as Y/n went back to cleaning up her weapons.

"Im gonna get celebratatory water!" Omega cheered as Wrecker laughed, letting her down as she rushed off.

"Shes a real ball of energy." Y/n smiled.

"She is isnt she!" Wrecker smiled back, but it soon fell as Y/n looked back towards her weapons.

"I remember when you made those!"

Y/n looked back up at Wrecker, "Huh. Seems like forver ago."

"Yeah! We all pitched in remember! I still remember how you put it together!" Wrecker cheered taking a seat next to her, his knee touching hers as they sat on the small bunk, hunched over.

Y/n looked at the weapon somberly, "You do huh? Im glad someone does."

"Hey." Wrecker spoke, "I miss him too, we'll get him back. Then you and your little one can finally see him again."

"It seems so far away..." y/n spoke, "he...seems so far away."

Wrecker pulled her into his side kissing the top of her head in a brotherly fashion.

But then the comm went off. The two rushing over as Omega rushed in, forgetting about the water.

"We need support! We need support!" Tech shouted through the comn fire being heard in the background.

"Tech?!" Y/n answered back, "we're on our way!"

Omega and Wreck hoped into the pilolettting chairs taking off as quick as possibke.

Y/n quickly got her things ready, saber clipped as individually two on her belt, she tighting her robes and slinging her back across her shoulder, tightening the belt she had on.

"There they are!" Wrecker pointed out as they neared the opening in the mountain the ramp down.

"Come on!" Y/n shouted as Tech jumped first, Y/n catching his hand in support, "hurry!"

Gregor was next and with the helmet of Echo he made it onto the ship.

"Echo! Hunter!-"

Y-fighter shots fires intruppting her mid conversation as the craft jerked away, Y/n loosijg her balance as she managed to make it to solid ground of the cliff.

Taking a saber in hand she deflected the incoming blaster bolts from the KT Troopers, they bouncing off her blade and hitting the un-clone troopers.

"Get down!"

She was pulled off to the side as stun bullets were shot, missing her.

"Thank Echo."

"Thank me later!" Echo shouted as the ship making its way back around.

"Come on!" Omega spoke, hand out as Echo jumped, making it.

"General-" Hunter shouted the two standing there ground on the cliff, "We can't hold this postion any longer!"

Y/n looked back at Hunter.

"Then it was an honor serving with you!" Y/n shouted, rushing into the hall.

"General!" Echo shouted wanting to go after her.

"Come on! Jump!" Omega shouted as Hunter looked at Omega then back at Y/n, slicing through troopers with ease, but more, and more kept coming.

"General! Come on!" Hunter argued.

"Go without me!"

"I can't hold this postion much longer!" Tech argued.

Hunter looked back towards Omega.

"Im sorry general."

He took a step back running for only a step or two he jumped a Y-Wing landing a hit as the ship jerked, Hunter loosing his footing, slipping and falling.

"Hunter!" Omega shouted for him, Echo pulling Omega in as the ramp retreated.

Forcing a group of troopers down the hall, Scorch who she had knocked out came up from his spot on the ground.

Turning around hearing the armour against the metal floor she couldn't react fast enough as she was stunned, falling to the floor.

"Sir. I have a jedi stunned and down." He replied into his comn.

"Good. The emperor said we'd be successful today, bring her in." Rampart told him, "But do not let the trooper known as Crosshair know she is in custody."

Scorch followed orders, grabbing her weapons and cuffing her hands as he dragged her along by a wrist.

Opening her eyes she groaned.

"Echo?" She questioned the ceiling above her white in color, and bright.

Attempting to cover her eyes, she found her arm unable to lift, her eyes quickly adjusted as she looked down at her arm, in tight restraints.

Thrashing her whole body in hopes to relieve herself she was unable to move her back barely being able to arch.

"What?" She questioned to herself, where was she.

Hearing footsteps along the floor she looked to her side.

"Oh. Thank maker! Anakin! Help me out of these!' She spoke, "Don't Really know how I even got here to begin with."

Looking towards him again she raised a brow, "Anakin?'

He was silent as a dark figure came from behind him a hand on Anakins shoulder.

"Anakin skywalker is no more." He spoke.

"And what are you? I don't do costumes." Y/n argued.

"You will learn in time, my new padawan. Prime Minister."

"Prime Minister?" Y/n questioned, of where? Who?

She looked to the side, "Lama Su? I don't understand! Why are you here!"

"This. Is for your best interest." He responded, "and as your friend I wouldn't do anything this abusrbed it it wasnt out of your best interest."

"Absurd?! Su your makin no sense!" She argued.

He set the metal tray on the table next to her head.

"What is this?! Let me go!" Y/n argued, Lama Su holding a device over her stomach.

"Is in not far along, the child is about 13 to 14 weeks." He informed the black cloaked man as Y/n's struggle grew.

"You will hurt yourself if you dont stop-" Lama su spoke as she managed to tear through one of the restraints, grabbing a near by metal rod as a weapon she immediately froze holding it in her hand.

Her ears being filled with the loud sobs of mothers and babies.

"Get up!"

She jolted awake with a groan as she looked around, "Where...Where am I-"

Looking up the KT trooper only scoffed as Y/n shifted.

"I. I don't understand..." Y/n responded, cuffs shifting as she looked at them in confusion.

"Where's...I..."

"How far the Jedi have fallen." The trooper spat then went about his day.

Y/n's head throbbing as she held it in her hand. The distant ringing and crying of children and woman plauging the back side of her mind.

"Ground yourself..." Y/n whispered to herself slowly sitting up, crossing her legs and straightening her back, "you're..."

She flinched at the sound of the cries, "okay. Y-you're okay..."

Hunter shifted in his spot, Crosshair leaving him in the cargo hold. The hairs on the back of his neck stood as he shivered.

"Maker...stop.-" he complained his own starting to hurt, his stomach feeling pain.

"Hunter..." Y/n spoke feeling his presence, "hunter's here...if we're captured..."

"Crosshair is here." Hunter whispered.

Y/n raised her eyebrows her eyes closed, "You can hear me? And I. I can hear you..."

Hunter looked around making sure for a moment no one would come in.

"Yeah...how?"

"I must've picked up that electromagnetic frequency of yours with the force, and tweaked it some how..." Y/n responded.

It was silent for a moment, "are. Are you and the kid safe?"

"I..I dont know." Y/n told him, "Im fine. But...I think I know where we're going..."

"Where?"

Y/n gulped, "Kaminio."

That was when the ship came to a stop, slightly jolting as the ship landed.

"I'll find you." Hunter spoke, "If Crosshair doesnt listen me he'll listen to you."

"I can only wish...."

That was the last of there conversation, and soon aftee Hunter was taken away, the doors to her temporary cell opened.

"Well. It is a true honor." Rampart spoke walking through troopers by his side, "Truely. I heard about your...expeditions...read multiple of your battle reports. I am as honored as one can be to meet with you."

"Wish I could say the same," Y/n responded, "oh wait. I don't."

He glared at her, "You should be glad, the empire will save the outer rim first, then the galaxy."

"The outer rim? Theres never been a way to save the outer rim. We're outer for a reason. Outsiders." Y/n aruged, "we're bandits, bounty hunter, clones and everything damn in between. So go ahead. Try. You'll only fail."

"Go ahead and try to stop me." Rampart declared, "Bring her in."

The Tk troopers grabbed her by the arms picking her up.

"Watch your back Rampart!" She shouted as the troopers dragged her out.

The Kaminio hanger surronding them as she pulled away from the troopers.

"I can walk by myself dickwad." She barked at them.

Turning back around she stopped, in the door way across the way stood Lama Su a few troopers get to him.

They pushed her along, Y/n glaring at him the whole way until they were face to face.

"Y/n."

"Fuck. You." Y/n seethed, "fuck you! You were my friend! After all that time I thought credit had finally left your mind- all you ever care about is money! What happened to being friends?!"

It was silent as she glared up at him, "Go ahead and take her to medical. I will operate on her there."

So.

Its true.

The KT troopers grabbed her keeping a tight grip on her.

"Lama su! Think about what you're doing now!" She demanded fighting back.

"This will be better for you-"

Its all true.

The end.

"Lama Su! You're the prime minister! You ordered the making of life! How dare you take it away!" She screamed at him, "How dare you! You piece of shit!"

"Get her down!"

The troopers that surrounded Lama su took charge as well, everyone barely managing to keep her down.

"I trusted you!" Y/n shouted.

Hunter turned his head, hearing the echoing of her screams, they faint by now.

"Y/n."

"Oh." Crosshair spoke, "She's still alive? Its odd how traitors always live."

Truth be told, Crosshair didn't believe she was there, the only thing he focused on? Was revenge.

"Crosshair! She can help you! She helped Wrecker! She's on your side, you know that."

Crosshair forced him in the training hall.

"Right. Because everyone loves a Jedi." Crosshair argued, venom dripping from his voice.

It wasnt long before the others had walked into there trap, the batchers lined up on the lift. KT troopers surrounding them.

"Don't do this." Hunter pleaded, he was shoved forward towards the troop with the push of Crosshair's barell to his back, "You're one of us!"

"I was." Crosshair spoke, "once."

"Where's Y/n?" Wrecker whispered to the two besides him.

"That...I don't know." Tech responded quietly.

"You all, all may have forgotten," Crosshair spoke, "Jedi, Clone, brother,"

Just as he finsihed two KT troopers walked in, Y/n in nothing but her jedi cloak, she seemed lethargic, drunk even. Unable to hold herself up as they did it for her the three clones in the back went to move but stopped as they were held at even closer gunpoint. She was dragged in, passing both Hunter and Crosshair as she was thrown into the boys, Echo catching her.

"I got you...I got you..." he spoke holding her close, her skin was warm, beads of sweat running down her face but was pale and shaking uncontrollably.

Hunter looked back to see Echo only nod.

"We didn't have a choice!" Hunter argued, "Look what they did to-"

"But I did!?" Crosshair argued cutting Hunter off, "I was one of you, I was one with Y/n, once. That was a long time ago. Not only did my brothers betrayed me but the one person I ever let in, kicked me to the curb, she betrayed me. Y/n. Betrayed me."

"Y/n?" Hunter questioned, "You. It was You-"

"What? Trying to put the blame on me for something I didn't do?" Crosshair argued, "that I killed her? That I was her end?! I loved her, and I loved her. I loved her more than I could ever love myself. But she left. And she left. With you."

"You. Were with Y/n. For how long?!" Hunter argued.

"All until you left me. ALONE." Crosshair spoke, "but, unlike you, and her, I'll give you something you never gave me."

"A chance." Crosshair cut the restraints off Hunter.

"Why should we trust you?"

"hold your fire."

"No can do sir-"

"You're okay. You're okay..." Echo told her, Tech crouched down by his side to help.

Crosshair fired the kill shot, KT troopers dropping to the floor like flys as it went silent.

"Her heart rate is high." Tech spoke, "I can calm it down, but I don't know if they put anything that will react to such drugs."

"Why is she naked?" Echo argued.

"Rape seems unlikely here...she has no marks on her neck and chest, check her wrist and ankles," Tech told.

"Crosshair?" She questioned, mistaking Echo for Crosshair she looked up at him, "I. I was hoping I'd atleast get you back...."

"See what they've done?" Hunter argued, "They hurt Y/n. They hurt someone you so dearly love."

Crosshair looked at Echo who held you, Tech and Wrecker on each side of her.

"Taking the side of the Jedi, The Republic. Again." Crosshair seethed, "after what she did to mean she deserves pain. She deserves to suffer. Do you know how it feels!? When someone that you let have whatever you own, you let down your walls! You cry! You cry becausw you wake up and they were never there to begin with!"

"You're feelings are justified-" Hunter started

"Then why are you going against me!" Crosshair argued, "Join the empire! Have Purpose again!"

"Because the crosshair I know. Would be over there, begging for her to get the fuck up, in love with her or not. She never left you Crosshair. She was protecting your future!" Hunter defended, "its your Inhibitor chip, Y/n can help you. She helped surpress Wreckers. And she can help surprise yours."

"Y/n. Come on Y/n...who's talking tell me who's talking." Tech told her.

"H-hunter...Crosshair...." she mummbled.

"Good..Good." Tech spoke, "tell me what they're saying."

"I ensured my own future," Crosshair spoke, "I had my Inhibitor chip removed. A long time ago."

Y/n let out a sore cry, she pushing herself off Echo finally realizing who he was and found Crosshair standing infront of Hunter.

"Its not true..." Y/n spoke hoarsly,"You're lieing to me...please. tell me your lieing."

Tech held his arms out in safety of her, ready to catch her, as she walked quickly forward, tumbling into Hunter.

"Please...your lieing. It's a joke...Its a nightmare but a dream." Y/n spoke, her gaze never truly breaking from Crosshair, eyes glossing over with tears that would dehydrate her, she had been sweating, screaming and crying for so long.

She pushed from Hunter running into Crosshair's chest.

"Please...Please. please, please, please please!" She begged gripping his shoulder's, "Please! Tell me this wasn't you! This wasn't your idea your plans! You still have the chip in that beatiful mind of yours!"

He stood shocked as she gripped his head, too hurt to even attach herself to the force, "I couldn't, I...I couldn't save our child. So let me save you!"

The group looked at each other, they knew she was pregnant but just not by who. They had suspicions but Crosshair never had crossed there mines.

"My best friend that loved to create life took one, because the empire forced him too...please don't let it take you. Im begging you." Y/n cried, her arms wrapped around him weakly in a hug as she soon fell limp, Crosshair catching her on the way down as he fell to her knees.

Looking down at her he pulled her cloak closed, holding her cheek as he slowly registered what was happening.

Looking up at the boys who stood just as shocked, each on there own verge of tears.

"Help her," Crosshair cried out softly, "Help Her Damn It!"

"Please! Help her! Help Her now!" Crosshair begged, "Help her! Help her!"

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I tip my hat and bow. Yee fucking haw