#like it's SOOOO. yheah

[cozypups]

I LEFT YOU ALL HANGING I'M SORRY BASICALLY i literally forgot everything i said in the previous post what the fuck

basically i have strong sensations and feelings? vibes i guess idk over certain things like sometimes my dreams feel way more like memories from things i've done before?? the fact that i can remember soooooo many details is i mean the biggest sign,

there's also like...... like this thing where i feel like even certain characters i draw. especially if they come easy to me, are more like.... like not people i've met in this world necessarily, but like another a different time or whatever, something like that OR like sometimes some characters of mine are like "ya it's my character i love the design soooo much" but then THE ONLY 2 characters i've felt this way with (this next hting not the previous thing) is that as i'm writing their stories or think about them mostly, it's almost like they tell me themselves what they would do, not auditorily or anything it's like.... in my head but i don't have to think about it, it just comes to me, even if i think "hmmm but would they do that?" it's like i can't change it, i have to stick with it because it's like telling someone who likes peanut butter they hate peanut butter what the FUCK.

people say "everyone does that" but they don't UNDERSTANDD i'm not here thinking "ouuu i love my oc" like i can't consider them ocs it's so weird, i've used OC to describe them sometimes but it doesn't feel correct?? IDK

but yheah i'm really bad at suppressing things or holding myself back, i internalize things usually but i want to EXTERNALIZE THINGS MORE HOLY SHIT I WANT TO SCREAM! if people want to read this they can, if they don't, then don't like....... i'm just gonna type and type and VIBE holy shit i literally want to explain my beliefs and what i'm feeling i don't want to suppress anything anymore i hate it so much i hate supressing things, i don't give a fuck what people think, i just hope my mutuals are interested and don't immediately start avoiding me because of this because it seems like it went 0 - 100 but i think honestly that might be because normally i just speak to myself when no one's around to listen because everyone is so busy all the time so yeah :)

[lyctorism]

still always absolutely obsessed with the theory that, yes, “canonically” reginald named them by number in the order that they were obtained but ALSO. he named them in the reverse order of highest likelihood to cause the apocalypse. like on a scale from 1 to 7, how likely are you, child of mine, to cause the apocalypse? how INTENTIONAL it was? is up for debate but it is oh so highly coincidental i can’t help but think about it

[chrysanthemumskies]

kremaclassi replied to your post “@kremaclassi WEEPS it’s just tables and I ended up using a generator...”

ur prof wants to make life difficult smh html is Hell tho...css? FEAR rip!! good luck nail IT

I FIGURED IT OUT .

also it’s like plain but i really do not have time to overlay images and whatnot so ;;; 

at least colors change when i hover over things!!! 

i just handed it in i’m like srry i know it’s super late but technically its before class starts (her class is at 7:00pm soooo like in ??? idk how many hrs . 

but yheah im like ‘rip me ‘ i should know better tbh bc i had taken her interactive installation class last semester and it was OOF . such a pain but i learned a lot but just; hoo boy the day everyone had to showcase their project  i literally do not remember it bc i was just Stress. like no thank u lets not relive that day