#like not in a boomer ‘tough luck pal life aint fair’ way I mean like allowing himself the mercy of acknowledging how unfairly he was treated | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

castielcommunism · 2 years

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He wasn’t there for Sam, I always was! He wasn’t fair! I didn’t deserve what he put on me! 🤝 I had to be more than just a brother. I had to be a father, and I had to be a mother, to keep him safe. And that wasn’t fair. And I couldn’t do it.

#dean.txt #i think those r like. the only two times dean ever admits that his life wasn’t fair #like not in a boomer ‘tough luck pal life aint fair’ way I mean like allowing himself the mercy of acknowledging how unfairly he was treated #and dean thinks of himself as a complete and total failure. like that’s who he is #so for him to stand up for himself like this and say yeah actually that was shit and I was set up for failure #and the first time he does it he’s doing it completely in private 😭 he’s just talking to himself #AND THEN YEARS LATER. he finally says it to his mom #this woman he barely knows

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