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voidcoretxt · 3 months

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they should invent an abandonment that you cant see coming. they should invent an abandonment that you dont have to prepare yourself for for months or maybe even years. they should invent an abandonment thats quick and easy - like ripping a bandaid off!

#i dont know whats worse. knowing its coming and being able to prepare yourself for it #but feeling like you just wanna die the whole time youre waiting for it #(which as weve established earlier can take months or years!!!)#or having it happen all of a sudden when just days earlier you were sure youd have them with you forever #like suddenly having rug swept from under your feet. i wonder how bad would recovering from it be then?#dont mind me im just musing. its been exactly a year since the last big one happened #and i know ive got another one coming up in a few years! its kinda killing me im not gonna lie. but what can you do!#i just really wish someone would stay for once. but i know im not worth it. so.#honestly is anyone worth rotting in one place for. godbless globalization godbless trains and planes and cars.#ive got the whole world just. right there. and i know i will never be a part of it. ill always be alone. i mean im just that kind of person #but. ahh honestly i dont know #idk where im going with this and idk what everything ive said even means #something clicked in my brain a few days back and everything suddenly feels even more foreign that it already did #umm . nobody is allowed to message me about this post btw or i will hiss at you like a feral cat #okay peace and love guys ✌ veil by keina suda save meee #voidcore.txt

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