#like that part of 1984 with the lil coral paperweight and how its beautiful and so contrasting with the morality of the future and present.
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The mystery flesh pit is maddeningly horrifying to YOU. She gets me though.
#idk i cant explain it its just lookingat that superorganism gives me a strong strong feeling of 'thats my home.'#the pit is the only thing left from the bygone era in which i belong. its all thats left of my origin.#like that part of 1984 with the lil coral paperweight and how its beautiful and so contrasting with the morality of the future and present.#because within the past lives.#maybe its something about collectivism and how we are all connected in an ecosystem like it or not.#maybe its the warm oblivion from which we all walked long long ago makin me miss the time before creation.#maybe its just that the permanasin superorganism looks kinda like a big vagina.#idk. but theres the past and theres my family and theres EVERYONE. the world can build infrastructure and burn books and sterilize#every beautiful act of decay. but she'll always be down there. just waiting.#individualism only lasts briefly from birth til death.#the world cant kill me as long as they cant kill her.
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