#like. no matter how cringey. bc I know I am soooooo cringe. but it makes me me. and I would never ever changethat.
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Saw old photos of myself. Calvin Orion I love you.
#rian’s slay compilation#I don't know that those of you who've known me for two or so years now remember me too distinctly#my best guess is that I was a lil annoying at times but just like. the inbox guy. there were some hits in there.#anyway fun fact um. also weird as hell as we go towards three years. I was 14. and like idk.#it's strange thinking about how long I've had an identity here and also reflecting on photos and like#I was just a goofy little guy then! and... I still am.#and I'm still mentally ill and now 20% more traumatized (not from here. just like. general bad stuff in life.) but... I stay silly#in all these little photos of me I have goofy ass expressions and even though I know I was super depressed then... I was happy#and... I still am. not always. but the people around me bring me so much joy. and being myself#like. no matter how cringey. bc I know I am soooooo cringe. but it makes me me. and I would never ever changethat.#oh god I'm gonna cry#cal of two years ago stuff is gonna get crazy. but you're gonna meet a lotta new people (some good. some bad. most human.) and it'll#rock your world#oh. and you're beautiful.#and I love you#and I do not say it out of pity but out of the deepest. most sincere regions of my heart.
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