#likeee what is this why do i need this I can't follow simple instructions?? | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

saebaragi · 26 days

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i felt so inspired yesterday:DD now how do i do things and live a lovely life :DD even if I don't know how to navigate myself walking on the streets cuz directions confuse me, don't know how to take the bus, don't have any money to call for an uber, also can't drive, little bugs make me shake and cry, I have no special abilities or talents, I'm not very smart, my phone lags way too much so it helps making even more hard to do burocracy, my phone also don't make calls, I have no friends in this state, my family is scary and I feel like there's no place for me in the world. how do I do that :DD

#random stuff on my account like usual #vent post #everytime i feel hopeful about life i remember i legitimately don't know how do things so how am i gona live😭😭#i have to start leaving the house i think but i have nowhere to go everything terrifies me walking to places make me anxious #i have no money no support no sense of security and no courage #sometimes it feels so easy to solve all this but then my parents try to instruct me to go somewhere and my brain stops braining #they have to literally draw sometimes #once not even with my mom drawing i could understand how to go to the dentist luckily my little sister was in a good mood #she opened google maps and showed me the way #likeee what is this why do i need this I can't follow simple instructions??#some places are not close enough for me to learn the way with google maps #this is so stressful

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