#literally nothing i've sent this year has reached its destination i'm scared to post anything ever again lol

[dearmrsawyer]

jAMILA i miss you and i hope you are doing okay. i was going to be like 'update us on everything that is going on in your life!' but don't actually want to put that kind of pressure on you! but i want you to know that i love you and i miss you and you are unforgettable! and i hope things are going ok

steph HI! 💖💖 gosh, life has been super overwhelming for the last few months like it has just been a lot every day. i love you too and missed you 😭 i've wanted to come on and say hi to people and give a bit of an update but i just haven't had time or energy!! I've been on grandparent duty anytime i'm not at work for the last 6 weeks, while my mum worked insane hours during our election, so anytime i'm not taking care of them i've been in bed watching shows before i fall asleep.

the chart toppers are that we're STILL waiting for our insurance to send an assessor after the downstairs flooding from march. also my grandparents' aged care provider hasn't come and fixed anything they said they would in march. nonna went to hospital for a week purely because we couldn't get a doctor to come out and listen to her chest, it was the only way we could get a doctor to give her a check up and then they wanted to keep her there even though they're so understaffed they didn't even have time to care for her while she was there. it was just a week of not being able to see her (bc of sensible hospital visiting limitations) for no reason. our cat Seppe has been missing for a month, i think he's just wandered up the mountain where there's lots of exciting nature but when he first disappeared we didn't even have time to go look for him (we put up flyers like a week later). i finally arranged for my wardrobe to be refitted (it was all 50 year old chip board inside) and i thought i could finally tick something off the list but the guy made a mistake so now i'm waiting for them to come back and fix it. also this is dumb but i have to let our grandparents' carers in at 7:30 every morning bc of delayed aged care provider repairs to our external stairs which isn't much but everything else is already so much do i also need to start every day by being face to face with a stranger at my most undignified 😩 also i still really miss my work friend who left in march, i've spoken to her a couple of times since but haven't had any time to catch up with her properly. I'm still doing all her work, i can't tell if being at work or being at home is more work atm lol, i'm just trying to get through each day. mum's work schedule is going to go back to normal in a week so things might feel a little easier soon?? maybe??