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10,000 Affirmations Challege | the tea 👀🍵

Actually, there is no tea. but I wanted to grab your attention. I'm in the process of doing this challenge with my SP and i'm down to 5.5k affirmations. This is the experience.

Spoiler alert: This is less on results and more on process, movement, etc.

History of Me and SP lol ⬇️

I met SP right, we clicked first night and also the second night. then a little bit of chatting here and there. I was smitten y'all. Like this man is handsome, tall, and every girlie that I talk to would be like, damn he good-looking and he play sports too.

But SP would chat me only if I chatted him, didn't really ask me on a date, non-chalant, and even told me once that I moved way too fast. Then suddenly, just out of the blue, he wasnt answering my text nor calls. not viewing my stories. And I was like damn, this is another crush to the trash bin. I muted his accounts and all because my ego got bruised lol.

A few months later, when I was free from dating guys, I thought of him again (joke, I thought of him ever occassionally and day dream about him because he was so cute). And that's where I decided to do the affirmation challenge.

10k Aff. Challenge Experience ⬇️

I started the 10k challenge with so much passion and desire, I was affirming numerous times per day. During 4k he started reacting to my IG stories and post, and you know what's the interesting part of this? I looked at that notification and I was like "cool," then moved on, that is so fascinating to me because in the first part of the challenge, I was excited and I was always 'checking' if he noticed me. But now that I reached 5k, i'm like, okay, I just want this to finish lol.

Btw, the affirmation was "SP is obsessed with me & inlove with me", I used the technique, and now the state I am in feels like... if he is inlove with me, I shouldn't be chasing like a dog... him perceiving and adoring me is just a natural part of it?

I think, the cutest part of the story here is that I took someone off the pedestal, I stopped questioning whether or not he likes me, and ask questions like, will I like him? Will he catch up with my banter? Will he be patient and kind? And in a way, i placed my wants and needs first.

I know that we love the results part of LOA, finally getting what we desire but this is the most fascinating part for me too. Will I continue the 10k challenge? Yes. This is where they mean the persisting part.

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