#lol rememebrr when i had a panic attakcpming out to my best friend ivliterally came out in the stupidest way and i was shaking so bad that
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#hhhmmmfndjckdsk#u ever just#u ever just. be like. like s*xteen yrs old nd ur gay nd closeted nd#nd u listen to mccaffertytty ok thats it thats a post#********************#thats keyvoard snahses#hmm. i uh. i umm hmm haha#em.txt#ok i am listening2 the frontblttoms for the first time ever rn#im going to smash my head in i feel stupid#ahahahahhahahahahahshahahhahdhshajja hznsjcndnmzmddjsjkdndjsksldkfjsjsjskalldjdsjjdnfndkzkfjjdjskxjfjdjfjfjdjjxkfdkallsjeiskfkdkkamxndbsjska#like no offencd but it lowkey rlly fucks u growing up gay and closeted#like even if ur family is ‘supportive’ for the most part like. could i get a therapist lol#like having to a hide a part of urself nd feeling like that part is weird or abnormal or that ur wrong or gross like lol rlly fuck u if ur#cishet i will eat ur fsce off whyd u do this to me lol#i want to become dirt#ok maybe i wont listen to the frkmt bottoms its starting to rlly sound like 7th/8th grade that Wasnt fucking fun#lol rememebrr when i had a panic attakcpming out to my best friend ivliterally came out in the stupidest way and i was shaking so bad that#when she went to go give me a hug i knocked her glasses off her face and stepped on her feet lol#i have another close friend and we pretty close but shes cishet and like. if ur ever a lesbian with a straight cis girl best friend its kind#of fucked up. like ya ik that shes supportive nd cool nd whateever but i just get so fucjibg paranoid that shes secretly like ew creepy dyke#nd i like hardly ever talk abt my attraction towards girls with her#or like anyone for that matter thanks @ internalized lesbophobia#also like all the time i think abt how i could justvlike. come out to my family#like thats a thibg i can do i can just say that anytime that i want to thats so wacky#i dont know whatcmusic tovlisten tovi#to im listening to beach bunny rn but i dont wana#also yall gonna ignore all these typos rn okay#hm hm hmmm anyways i feel like im missing out on a lot of normal teenage experiences bc of my secuality#wait hol up theres a 30 tag limit??? is this new?????? HULLO??? i got stuff2 say fuck u tumblr what the fuck is this bullsjit who do u think
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