#lolani high school

[likeadrug-ff]

T H R E E . O N E

L O N D Y N 

I smacked my teeth as my phone was going off the hook. Somebody was blowing me up so much that it fell off the nightstand. I roughly threw the covers from over my head and felt for my phone. Once I had it, it started to ring again. “What took you so long?” I sighed and threw myself back on the bed. “Maybe ‘cause I was sleeping boy.”

It had to have been at least two or three in the morning. It was still dark as fuck out. “Wake up mama.” I rolled onto my stomach and wrapped one arm around my pillow. “Im up baby, whats the matter?” I asked. “Im bout to come through after I make this slam,” I kind of left out the part about him being deep into the drug business. 

He started dealing our senior year of high school. I was the first to know and of course I didnt like it one bit. I begged him everyday to let it go but he was determined to make his money. “Ima be there in a hour.” I hung up and threw the phone next to me and drifted back to sleep. 

I felt a strong pair of arms slide around my bare waist and I instantly melted. My man was finally here. “You better not have no shit in my room.” He hugged me from behind and I felt that he was only in his boxers. “Only my book bag and weed.” Just when I thought I was going back to sleep he started grinding his dick onto my ass. I whined and tried pushing him back.

“Im tired Kaiden. Its four in the morning and I just went to sleep at one.” He went to leaving passion marks on my neck while using one hand to roll my nipple between his fingers. “Let me just slid in real quick. I need to bust.” Being that I was completely naked he grabbed my leg, lifted it in the air and pulled his dick out. 

He went to rubbing his dick all in my wetness and around my clit. His dick was so thick and long and I thought it was the prettiest thing in the world. “K-Kaiden.” 

Kaidens grip on my leg tightened as he pushed into me causing me to moan and shudder. “Its gon’ be quick mama.” Our bodies moved as one as he picked up his speed. “Dont stop. Dont..fucking..stop!” He covered my mouth as he pounded me from the back with no remorse. I was close. I felt it coming and so could he. In a matter of minutes we were both cumming. 

“Best quickie of my life.” He was practically panting breathlessly. “Aight you can go to sleep now.” Kissing me roughly on my cheek he pulled out but stayed close behind me. 

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“Lon baby? Its mama.” She knocked softly and I scurried out of bed. Kaiden huffed and turned on his stomach covering his whole body. I snatched my silk robe off the door and opened the door as I tied the straps. “Good morning.” I cleared my throat. “Hey mamas Rosey,” I had to side eye her. “I made everyone breakfast sandwiches. Including Mr. Kaiden.” She gave me her best ‘I knew it’ face. 

“Im going to be staying the night at the hospital, please dont forget to study. I need you to be ready before we can put you in the field mamas.” My mom is the head pediatric nurse and she took her job very serious. “I’ll get on it.” She kissed my cheek and said her I love yous before leaving the house. I closed the door and cleaned up the sprawled clothes from the floor. 

“Yo ya ass is moving like crazy.” I turned to see that Kaiden was now woke and watching my every move. “You look so beautiful, I heard moms cooked.” He clapped his hands together and rubbed them together afterwards. “Whats the plans for tonight? Why you aint talkin’? Oh cat got ya tongue huh?” I stood completely still. Its too early for these questions. Like I just woke the fuck up. 

“Im working all day, both jobs. I wont get home until its time to get ready for Loryns grand opening.” I raked my hands through my hair and walked back to the bed. He sat up against the headboard and patted his lap. Of course I made my way to him and got comfortable. “My lil brotha coming in town so I gotta pick him up, get him situated and then we’ll be on our way here.” 

“Sounds good?” I nodded my head then kissed him quickly before getting up and getting ready for work.

K A I D E N

“Move the fuck out the way then bitch.” I grumbled when some old bitch honked her horn at me. I was speeding towards Lolanis school. She called me at the last minute asking if I could come pick her up. Rolling up to the exact spot she sent me I seen her arguing with some nigga. So me being me, I immediately threw the car in park and jumped out making sure to slam the door.

Heads turned in the process but I aint give not one fuck. “Whats da problem?” When I say she looked back like she seen a ghost. I had to keep myself from laughing man. “What-How did you even get here that fast?” Who ever this nigga was , was grilling the fuck out of us. “So this the nigga that got you ignoring me? Must’ve been why you broke shit off too huh?” Lil Lo got a man? Well shit, had a man.

“Omari you know exactly why I ended shit between us! You think you can have your cake and eat it too? You had a whole baby on me and didnt give a shit to even tell me!” Well this shit here is awkward. I aint know if I should say something or just wait in the car. This what my ass get for getting out in the first place rather than just letting her know that I was here.

“Aye..Ima just go wait-” Lolani quickly held her hand up. “Its not gonna take long. So you’re just gonna stand there looking dumb?” I wanted to laugh but it wasn’t the right place nor time. Well neither was this argument they were having but hell, shit happens.

Right when I thought we could walk away he decides he want to start talking. And of course I couldn’t help my overly dramatic sigh. “Look Im sorry aight? I aint.. I aint mean to hurt you Lani.” I probably looked bout crazy going back and forth between them. “You aint no fucking sorry!” She made us both jump back as she bucked at him and talked through clenched teeth.

“You’re sorry that I found out. You’re sorry that we can no longer fuck and chill anymore! Im done Omari. I wish you the best of luck with your child and everything but please, Im begging you to please leave me alone ok?” She turned and strolled to the car with me on her heels.

L O L A N I

Heartbroken. Shattered. Fucked. I dont know how to feel at this moment. Omari was my first everything and I just cant believe he would do something like this to me. But he did. The ride to my house was very much silent like I needed it to be.

I needed to get my thoughts together. Try to understand this whole thing. The only man I’ve ever loved and let explore my body has betrayed me. “You aight Lil Lo?” This nigga just had to ruin the peace and quiet. I picked at my nails and shrugged. “No but I’ll be fine. I get over it one day.” When I looked over at him he gave me a small side small. “You will.”

Why couldn’t Omari be like Kaiden? Even before he made things official with Londyn he was always loyal and true to her in their friendship. “You have any brothers?” He screwed his face then we both busted out laughing. “Ok ok, take me serious Kaiden.” He was in the middle of rolling a backwood as we sat at the red light.

“I do, hes suppose to be coming down tonight for Loryns grand opening.” He licked the wood closed and searched for his lighter. Looking up he saw that the light had turned green and proceeded down the road. “But if you’on mind me saying, Ion think its a good idea to just try to jump into something new after what I witnessed today.”

I crossed my arms and looked out the window. “Just like ya stubborn ass sister. Just hear me out Lil Lo aight?” He sparked the blunt before talking again. “Today you only got a lil taste of how grimey niggas can really be. I just feel like you should focus on yaself and school right now. Dont get me wrong we all wanna see you happy and living life, but dont rush it. Thats all Im saying.”

I sunk in my seat. “Fine. At least let me meet him.” He gave me a thumbs up and hesitated on passing me the blunt. I laughed and took it from him. Just because Im a college girl doesn’t mean I dont have my fun. Just as he pulled in the drive way we finished the wood. “Thank you again Kaiden. Please dont tell Londyn about this, I’d never hear the end of it.”

I smiled and patted his shoulder before letting myself out. Letting myself into the house I headed up the stairs and straight to my room. Being a pastry chef was not easy. Some days I have to work overnight and sometimes I dont get a break. I went to pick out some set of bra and panties. Then I gathered everything I needed for a nice hot bubble bath.

[salaz-bryana]

10 Things You Didn’t Know About Bryana Salaz Bryana Salaz is an American actress and pop star who has graced the big screen and airwaves for some time now. She is famous for doing covers of hit songs and posting them on her YouTube channel. Her appearance in television shows has also increased her popularity. According to her Wikipedia profile, Bryana made her breakthrough into the spotlight back in 2014. Bryana was on NBC’s “The Voice “reality show as a member of Gwen Stefani’s team. She consequently made it to the top 20 in the competition. She claims she draws her inspiration from her “The Voice” coach Gwen Stefani, Beyonce, Christina Aguilera, and Whitney Houston. Here are several things about the young woman that you probably did not know. 1. Her personal and past life Bryana Salaz was born in Orlando on August 25, 1997. Her father’s name is Colonel Edward Salaz while there are no records of her mother’s name. Owing to her father’s military career, Bryana’s family was always on the move after every two or three years. As such, she attended four schools by the time she was done with her high school education. It never crossed Salaz’s mind that she would pursue a career in music; her passion was always playing soccer. However, her mother forced her into a military singing competition where she thrived and found her new passion. After her impressive performance, she earned other performances in other events in Hawaii. She performed in Martin Luther King Jr’s event in Kapiolani Park, Don HO’s Island Grill and also sang the National Anthem in front of a crowd of 10,000 people in a DARE program event. Her upsurge did not stop there; she went on to bag the first place award in the Lolani Talent Competition 2010 edition. The star also auditioned for America’s Got Talent show back in 2011 but was eliminated in the Las Vegas Rounds. 2. She was a Member of the Sweet Suspense Band Bryana Salaz joined the Sweet Suspense band on June 11, 2015, as a replacement for Celine Polengi. The group which had initially made a breakthrough through the famous X Factor show was on the rise and was on the verge of releasing a hit song. However, Bryana Salaz dropped out before the release of their intended single, “Money” to coin out a career in acting. Her exit caused instability in the group leaving its future at stake. 3. Her Movie and Television Appearances Since 2014, Bryana Salaz has won roles in multiple television shows and movies. Some of her notable appearances are in several shows including the film “Joyful Noise” in 2012. Moreover, in 2015, she won a role in the “Urban Cowboy” movie, taking up the character of Anita. Bryana further appeared in the “Best Friend Whenever” the following year acting as Daisy. She claims that this was her best show ever. Salaz in the same year was also able to secure a role in the Movie “Bizaardvark” taking the character of Becky. Recently, in 2019 the celebrity has also won roles in several shows and movies. Bryana has featured in the series “The Lion Guard” assuming the character of Anga. Moreover, she is amongst the cast of the film, “Star vs. the Forces of Evil,” where she acts as Teen Meteora. Most notable, however, is her recent appearance in the trending “Malibu” show. Bryana Salaz is also expected to star in the upcoming show, “Team Kaylie” where she will play the lead role of Kaylie. 4. She Lost her Friend to Murder Bryana Salaz went through a grieving moment three years ago when her friend was murdered. According to Healthy Celebs, her friend and fellow contestant Christina Grimmie was killed in cold blood. Christina was coming from performing in a concert when she met her untimely death, causing Bryana Salaz to be overwhelmingly heartbroken. 5. Her Social Media Presence Bryana Salaz is popular in social media with a lot of fans following her on her social media accounts. She currently boasts of about 294k followers on her Instagram account and another 59.6k on her Twitter account. Salaz uses these platforms to garner support for her projects as well as entertain her fans with beautiful photos and videos. She also endorses her client’s brands through them. 6. She is a Model Bryana Salaz is a successful model representing powerful brands. She has done brand endorsements for the several major brands which must be lucrative for her. In 2018, Salaz was one of the brand partners for Pepsi in the Latin Grammy Awards. She has also appeared in commercials for several video games, “Capri Sun,” “Just Dance 4” and “Bop” for the toy games brand Hasbro. 7. She was a Sea World Performer Before contesting at the career-defining “The Voice” show, Bryana Salaz was one of the performers at the Sea World Theme Park in San Antonio, Texas. It is from this stage that Gwen Stefani spotted her talent and advised her mother to sign her up for “The Voice.” 8. Her Interests and Hobbies Bryana Salaz loves to have a good time, as seen on her Instagram account. She loves dancing, acting, singing, and doing community service. Her favorite music genre is R&B hence her choice of artists. Furthermore, since her childhood, she has always loved soccer. She has also revealed that her favorite TV show is “13 Reasons Why” perhaps connecting with it due to her friend’s murder. 9. Her Net Worth The hotshot has earned immensely from her careers accumulating a lot of money. According to Celebstrendnow.com, the celebrity’s net worth is estimated to range between $100k and $1 million as of 2019. However, this amount is bound to rapidly increase soon since her acting career is on the rise. Besides, with her musical talent, she might decide to give music a try and earn more. 10. Her Management and Representation Bryana Salaz is represented and signed under several entities. She is represented legally by Stone, Genow, Christopher, Binder $ Smelkinson Legal Representatives for Beverly Hills. Furthermore, she is managed by Rare Global (Los Angeles), Jervis Talent Agent (Atlanta), Osbrink Talent Agency (Califonia) and Kim Dawson Talent Agency (Texas). Source : https://www.tvovermind.com/bryana-salaz/

[alethiaii]

I love how Steve McGarrett goes from Navy SEAL, who has trouble reading people and expressing his emotions, to teddy bear in .1 second when Danny arrives to the game with Grace in tow.

‘Hello Gracie.’ Why do you sound so fucking precious Steve? 

‘Your daddy talks about you all the time.’

And Grace, the MVP. ‘He talks about you a lot too.’

Ahem, Danny...What exactly have you been telling your little monkey about Steve? Because I have hard time imagining he was have a paced yelling about Steve’s laser focus and trouble magnetism. You are certainly not commiserating as you say. 

But I do love your rants. And frankly, your rant about kids and guns is very much on point. Sorry Steve, I love you but you don’t just let an angry kid just walk away after you have taken a gun from him. Odds are, he’s going to find another one and innocent people might get hurt in the process. 

‘You weren’t held as a baby, were you?’

‘It’s called tough love.’

‘And by the way, I was held as a baby. I have pictures if you want proof.’

‘Photoshopped.’ 

I love this fucking married couple bickering. And A+ for my very resourceful Navy SEAL and impromptu chemistry lesson. I love how he and Danny complement each other by being well of useful information on different subjects. 

‘Thick crust, extra bullets please.’ The look on Danny’s face like *I can’t believe that actually worked. Coincidentally, I am turned on right now.*

‘You should try lolani's in Waikiki. They do the best ham and pineapple on the lsland...

‘Oh! Oh!’ 

‘What?’

‘Let me explain something to you, okay? Pizza is mozz, sauce and dough. That is it. All right, you want to put a pepperoni on your slice that's fine, but ham, out. Fruit, out. Okay, I don't care where we are. Pizza and pineapple do not belong in the same airspace.’

‘I guess you feel quite strongly about this.’

Well of course he does Steve, you should have guessed that from ‘pineapple infested hellhole’. However the face. The face during this mini anti ham and pineaple rant is so fucking precious. It is literally Steve inwardly screaming because his potential life partner sounds fucking righteous and horrified about something that is probably one of Steve’s favorite meals.

Now...Since I have additional information and I am completely aware that Danny said ‘no’ to marriage counselor even though in all likelihood would not have saved it, I still get really irritated every time I see the third episode and Rachel wants to drag Danny back to court over visitation because ‘it is not safe for Grace to be around her father’ as if he should have some sort of foresight abilties to predict that going to a high school football game would end up with a shootout. 

Like woman, no. You divorced him, married someone else very quickly afterwards, took his child and dog five thousand miles away so you practically forced him to leave behind everyone he knew and everything he had just so he can get some odd days to see his daughter all the while your new husband keeps buying ridiculous gifts to ingratiate himself to Grace and would have gone through with revoking his rights had Steve not poked around and put a pressure on step father to back off.

You could be charming, maybe even well reasoned in some of your fears but the fact you declared father of your child to be a danger to her because of series of events that were completely out of his sphere of influence and control just makes me dislike you. Let’s not for now mention your later actions that were just about unbelievable. 

Moving on. Episode three, we have so far seen Steve driving a car onto the deck of a freighter, hang a guy off a roof and now...shark cages. It’s like the writers had a competition to see just how far they can go with Steve being extra. And then you have Danny who looks like he is one second closer to a stroke with every case he works on alongside Steve. 

‘Your dad couldn't stop screaming.’ 

‘You were there with my dad?’ 

‘Yeah. I was fresh out of the academy, he was my training officer. I'll tell you, any day that Steve McGarrett was starting at quarterback was an official day off.’

Cue to me sobbing because that look in Steve’s eyes...It’s amazing really that you could read so much from his eyes even if the rest of his face is a total blank. ‘McGarrett men do not show their feelings.’ Look, I get that John wanted to protect his children and all but that statement is such a bullshit and it’s really painful to Steve to constantly find out that his father shared his feelings with everyone else but he got the strained, fucked up version. Luckily, he has a short partner from Jersey doing his best to do some sort of damage control on that front. 

[datingadviceonreddit]

Hi all!I'm new to this whole reddit thing, so forgive me if this post is very long.I (27 F) recently was on bumble and came across this guy (27) that I had a huge crush on in high school. I swiped right on him for shits and giggles and it turns out he swiped right as well and we matched. If you're unfamiliar with bumble, the girl must send a message within 24 hours and the guy must respond in 24 hrs or the match disappears. So, I sent a message saying, "you went to (my high school), right?". Well, I didn't get a response and our match disappeared. Then, a day or so later, my friends were talking about him and I explained to them what happened with bumble. They know him from high school as well and a couple of them are fb friends with him. They proceeded to tell me that we are very similar and blah blah blah. They insisted that I send a friend request, so I did. It has been two days since I sent the request and he has yet to accept. My friend who knows him said he has posted some stuff recently on fb, so she decided to send him a message that basically said, "haven't talked to you in awhile, how's it going?" in hopes that she can change the convo into something about me. He hasn't seen the message yet or responded.So here is my dilemma. We matched on bumble and I've sent him a friend request on fb. My friend (which he might not realize is my friend) messaged him. Would it be overkill or weird if I sent him a message on fb since were not friends AND I haven't seen this guy in 9 years? Also, we probably only exchanged maybe 10 words to each other in high school. I don't want to come off as a creepy stalker person. Chances of him remembering me are slim.Sometimes you have to venture out of your comfort zones and I have nothing to lose. I just don't want to come off as a creep while doing so. lolAny advice on what you would do in this situation or how you would respond if you were him, would be greatly appreciated! via /r/dating_advice

[likeadrug-ff]

F O U R

L O N D Y N 

After Loryns grand opening we waited for her to come back so we could go out and celebrate but this hoe never came home. So the girls and I went to bed while mama went back to work. Kaiden ended up sleeping over but left early to check on his brother. 

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All this week I had my head in the books studying for my exams. It was definitely crunch time. I had just got done taking my exams and I felt like a weight was lifted from my shoulders. I had a good feeling about my results so I called the girls after I got in the car. I leaned the seat back and got comfortable while waiting. 

“Waddup bitch?” I could tell that was Leilani stupid ass. Laughing at her I said, “what yall doing tonight?” 

“Wait. Can we make this a group face time?” I huffed and pulled the phone away from my ear. I clicked the face time option and seconds later their faces popped up. “Yall hoes aint doin shit.” I mumbled looking at them. 

“Girl I just left the shop. Im relaxing so shut up.” Loryn replied. “Speaking of the shop, where you disappear to last week?” Waiting for her reply, she looked away smiling hard, im talking dimples hard. “Must've been with Ace huh? I seen him sneaking in.” Leilani blurted out. 

“Girl,” Loryn smacked her teeth, “he came in there talking bout he had a gift for me in the car. I know yall seen me leaving with him. Anyway, we get in the car and this nigga hands me a duffel full of stacks.” My jaw dropped. “This bitch didnt say a stack. Her ass said full of stacks!” Lolani beat me to it. “Girl get out of my head!” I teased. 

“This the good part here, he also got me this Pandora bracelet,” she lifted her arm to show us, “and a Cuban link chain. Then gon’ come out his mouth and say, dont get fucked up out here. Remember who ya man is.” We all screamed and gassed it up. “Oh shiiiiit sus! My sista got a man, my sista got a man!” The girls and I sung. The only thing Loryn could muster up was, “I guess so.” 

After we all calmed down I repeated my question from earlier. They replied with basically saying nothing. “I just got done taking my exams, and I dont feel like going to work at that bargain store.” Leilani smacked her teeth. “They gon’ fire you yo.” I shrugged. “And I wont give a fuck. Anywho, lets go out tonight? Drinks on me cause I know I aced that shit!” 

“Free drinks? Hell to da yeah!” Lolani snapped her fingers and started dancing. In high school I had this friend that made fake IDs. I asked him to make some for us and he did it with no problem. It had our pictures on it but he just changed the birthday. “Thats what Im talking bout. Well Im on my way home so get shit popping.” I hung up on them and cranked my baby up. 

When I made it home and inside, the girls had Dreezy playing throughout the house. Mama was still at work of course. I went to my room and hopped in the shower before running the flat iron through my hair. “Let me use your foundation.” Loryn came in the bathroom looking through my cabinets. “Im almost running out now.” Shes been using my shit more than me. “I’ll get you some more.” She replied and walked out with the foundation in her hand.

“Are you ladies ready?” I glanced at the clock and seen it was hitting eight thirty. I had enough time to do my hair, a nice beat and get fly as fuck. I picked up my shoes and everything else I needed before turning the light out and heading in the living room. All my sisters looked good. Right when we were about to walk out mama walked in.

“And where in the hell are yall going?” She examined our outfits and shook her head. “Where the rest of yall clothes at?” I leaned all of my weight on one leg and sighed. “Ma c’mon now.” She kissed our foreheads and said, “please be safe and look out for each other.”

“Oh yeah, can we drive the Rubicon?” Loryn was fidgeting with her hands. Mama cocked her head to the side. “And who will be driving?” They snapped their heads in my direction saying, “Londyn.” She took the keys off the wall and held them to me. “Dont wreck it!” She yelled as we rushed out the house in excitement.  

Stepping inside of the club, I drug them to the bar and ordered shots of Hennessy. “Lets get fucked up!” I asked the bartender for another round of shots and after downed them, we went to the dance floor. “Girl dont look now, but I think I see Kaiden.” My head snapped in the direction Loryn was looking in so fast. Now why would this bitch even tell me not to look?

Kaiden and I made eye contact and he gave me a good overlook. When he noticed how I was dressing he got up from the table, whispered something in his brothers ear, who I just noticed was here, and made his way to me. “Wassup ladies?” He greeted my sisters. “You single now or sumn?” I was beyond confused. 

“I mean you dressed like you aint got no man so you must be.” I didnt see anything wrong with my outfit. I thought I looked good as fuck. “Fuck wrong witchu Londyn?” I jerked my head back. “Hey to you too, yeah my exams went well today.” I fired off sarcastically. His face softened. “Damn I forgot you had to take ya exams this week.” This nigga here. 

“I already know ya smart ass passed that shit so congrats princess.” He lent down pressed his lips to mines. His hands made their way to my ass. “Lets go to the bathroom real quick.” I pushed him back a little and shook my head. “Pause. What are you doing here anyway?” I placed my hands on my hips only for Kaiden to slap them down. 

“Working.” He responded nonchalantly shrugging. “With your brother here?” I could already see him catching an attitude. “We goin’ to the bathroom or what?” I rolled my eyes. “No nigga. Buy me a drink.” He pulled his pants up a little and grabbed onto my hips. Walking back to the bar I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me. Lolani and Karter was looking mighty comfortable, enjoying each others company and shit. 

“You tryna be a love doctor I see.” I slid into the small space between him and the bar. I looked up at him as he ordered two Hennessy straights. “Whatchu talkin’ bout?” I gave him my best nigga please face. “Your brother and Lolani?” 

Kaiden searched around for them then suddenly stopped. “Girl mind yo business. And for two, I aint even know yall was gon’ be here.” My sister is my business. “That girl is grown believe it or not,” he handed me my drink and I gladly took a sip, “she gon’ do what she wanna do regardless. She probably aint even gon’ give his ass a chance.” 

“Why you think that?” He opened his mouth but closed it back shrugging. “Just a guess.” Mhm, you think you slick nigga. Ima just leave it alone until shes ready to tell me about Karter. Downing the rest of our drinks Kaiden wrapped his arms around my waist, swaying our bodies to the music. “I've been missing you like crazy.” He left trails of soft kisses on my neck. “Shit. I cant tell.” I fussed. “I haven't seen you this whole week.”

I poked my bottom lip out. I was really missing my man and only wanted to be under him while studying. “My fault baby. Ive been busy wit work and everythang. Niggas short on money nshit like that.” He sighed looking down at me. I applaud Kaiden for being about his money, I just wished he went about it another way. “You got all my attention.” We were in our own little world. Not giving a damn who seen us slobbering each other down at the bar. 

L E I L A N I 

Seems like I was the only bitch single out here and the dj had some nerve. Playing slow jams all night. Loryn, who was holding the keys in her purse, handed them over to me about an hour ago. This hoe was ditching us again for Ace. Said he had “plans” for them. Lolani and Londyn were in their own little worlds so I made me way outside and to the jeep. 

“Where you been hiding at lil mama?” I knew that voice like the back of my hand. “I been here, just staying lowkey.” I could feel him burning a whole through the back of my head. “Oh yeeeeah, staying lowkey after you killed my child huh?” In a swift second I was facing him. 

“Dont,” I held my hand up. “we would've ruined that kid and you know it. You was running around fucking mad hoes.” Jamal took a step towards me and I held my breath. “You aint so innocent LeiLei.” I loved when he called me that. “I never crossed you! Anything I did, was done after you. I know you think I was wrong for killing the baby but I did what was best for us.” I refused to cry. I did enough crying after I aborted my child. 

That was something I had to do on my own; without my sisters. Without their comfort. My family was against abortion but I couldn't bring that child into this world knowing I couldn't raise it. “Are you happy without me?” Truth be told I couldn't answer that. “Ive changed LeiLei. And I know Ive said that many time but I mean it this time. Let me show you.” Jamal was never the type to beg. 

I met him in middle school and from then we had this love hate relationship. But when it came time for high school we hooked up, and boy we were fucking like rabbits. Everyone thought we were dating so played along not knowing that it would end up serious. The same day I found out about being pregnant was the same day his fuck buddy came to me. Also the same day Jamal got arrested, for damn near killing her. 

She wanted to be bold and let him know what she had done, and that was the reaction he gave her in return. “Lei?” He now had his hands on my waist. I missed his touch. I quickly backed up and handed him my phone. “Put your number in and I’ll hit you up. I gotta smoke on this shit.” Without hesitation he put his number in.

When I got my phone back I proceeded on my way. My leg felt like jelly and I was too geeked when I found the truck. I got in the backseat and immediately went for the weed and woods. I cant believe this nigga just popped his ass up on me. How? Why? After all this time you decided to just show up? Now? He just gotta be shitting me man.

It only took me five minuted to roll up and I sparked it with quickness after I was done. I sat in nothing but silence and a cloud full of smoke. Mama would kill me if she knew about me smoking in here but shit, oh well.

Lolani almost made me shit bricks when she knocked on the window. I unlocked the door and opened it. “Why you just aint use ya phone stupid?” I scolded. She shrug ans slid in beside me. “Why you aint getting lit?” I lifted the wood. “I am.” After snatching it from me she questioned,”I mean in there Lei.” She bent down to unzip her heels.

“Yall bitches left me and went after some dick. Loryn is with Ace, Londyn in there swallowing Kaiden tongue and you,” I looked over at her “well shit you here now.” She hit the wood a couple of times before passing it back to me. “Karter wont really bout shit ya know? It was like a one way conversation if you asked me.” 

“You could've fooled me.” Smoke got caught in my throat and coughed hard as hell. “You sound like a man.” “Fuck you. But anyways you do know thats gonna be your brother in law?” I took another hit and passed it to her. “Kaiden and Londyn really fucking with each other. So I think you should just let that go sus.” I only wanted the best for my twin. 

“Omari has a baby on the way.” “I just seen Jamal.” We blurted at the same time. Lolani quickly put the wood out and turned her body towards me. “Where has he been?” “Your guess is as good as mine. He just popped the fuck up. Scared a bitch too.” Be both shared a laugh. “Nah but listen, he went to jail for beating up a bitch he was cheating with and now he says that he changed. I missed him. A lot.”

I felt like venting so thats what I did. “It was like, during our relationship my whole world revolved around him. I did everything I could for him and it still wasn't enough. He just had to dip into something new.” I picked at my nails. “I ended up getting pregnant but aborted it.” A single tear fell from my eye. “Lei,” 

“I never wanted to do it Lolani. I swear! I still think about how fucked up I was for killing an innocent child, but..” Lolani slid close to me and hugged me tight. “Who am I to judge Lei? Im your sister and Im far from innocent.” She kissed my forehead and sighed. “Fuck Jamal. You dont need him. Shit we dont need these niggas girl. You can always find someone better who will literally worship the ground you walk on. Trust me, I know.” 

She continued comforting me until our phones chimed. It was Londyn letting us know that she was going on home with Kaiden. “Andrews?” Without saying a word we both jumped in the front. Might as well eat before we head home. “You better air this shit out.” Lolani reminded me.