#look I said I wasn't gonna feel sorry for myself anymore re: my romantic life but goddamn someone's gotta do it

[judesstfrancis]

slowly coming to the realization that I truly have been delusional my entire life, romantically speaking. and while yeah it's fun while actively in the trenches of a crush to have that feeling of omg they totally like me too I can tell it's absolutely not fun at all no good very bad feeling finding out way after the fact that that was just fully not true. they didn't even have a reciprocal thought in their mind. god bless or whatever