#loudly . w my headphones. and the detail and emotion etc would sink in . and like id just be lost in sound
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i think i actually owe my life to sony's noise cancelling headphones like quite literally
#its not just them saving me from sensory meltdowns etc#its that when i was like. at the edge of it. like when i was seriously like yeah death means the discontinuation of this suffering and#i want that. like when i was truly like...Wanting To Die. abt to do it. etc. id listen to one song#loudly . w my headphones. and the detail and emotion etc would sink in . and like id just be lost in sound#and then living was worth it again just to hear another song#im convinced if the music quality was any lower and the noise cancelling was any worse i wouldnt be#left alone with the music in the way i was which means i wouldnt be alive#like music saved my life and im sure it saved a lot of peoples lives but specifically the thing that channeled the music to me ..#its an object but i am thankful to it#those were the xm3s and now i have xm4s which r even better but i literally think of those xm3s every day like truly i miss them#im sorry i lost you :( u got me through so much#i took better care of those headphones than i did of any other possession i have ever owned i think#the only imperfection on them after yrs and yrs was a few holes in the fabric from my cat#deciding to make bread In The Headphones once#i stopped her but she still left her mark 😔 but it added charm and a story to the headphones so its ok
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