#lovememore

[miyeosin]

MIYEON ; VILLAIN DIES 240803 [ i-DOL ] in Seoul [ cr.lovememore. ]

[vartouhix]

"the last thing i want is to hurt you."

prompts for best friends to lovers

Thin pinpricks of raindrops fell from the inky black sky, twinkling like stars as they caught the neon of the signs lighting the streets and alleys. The music from inside filtered out directly in front of the entrance, but at the side of the building the bass was all that resonated through the walls. It wasn't exactly private--there were a couple of club-goers leaned up against the wall, puffing cigarette smoke out into the air. But it was away, and that's all she had wanted in the moment: to get away from the sight of Satoru sucking face with some woman.

She knew their arrangement wasn't exclusive. She hadn't wanted it to be; Jangmi had gotten involved with Satoru expecting to have some fun until someone serious came into her life. She had caught him out on dates before, but... she'd never seen him pressed body-to-body with another girl, his hands low on her hips and his tongue down her throat. It hit different. Right in the gut, actually; had knocked the wind out of her so bad that she got dizzy. So dizzy, in fact, that when she turned to escape the sight, she knocked right into another person and spilled the drinks they were carrying all over herself. It caused a bit of a commotion, and she hightailed it out of there, praying he hadn't spotted her.

As she picked a lime wedge out of her cleavage, she found that she wasn't so lucky. He came around the corner, and her chest ached at the sight of the napkins in his hand. When he came close and held them out to her, she begrudgingly took them, dabbing at her chest and the front of her top.

"The last thing I want is to hurt you."

Her eyes stung at the words. She didn't want his pity. She rolled her eyes as if he had said the stupidest thing she'd ever heard, but if he looked closely enough, they were glassy with a thin film of tears. "I'll survive a hit to my ego," she answered bitterly, downplaying her upset state as nothing more than a crumbling of her pride rather than of her heart. She didn't know what had gotten into her, but she felt that she was about to start crying, so she looked away and balled up the napkins, shoving them into her jeans' pocket before she turned her back on him. "Have fun," she said as she began to walk away.

[rei-the-head-shaker]

Good night to you all, amazing people! 🖤🌙

[gidle]

[ MIYEON ] 'Queencard' Christmas Version 231225 (cr. lovememore)

[seonghwaddict]

in your arms — choi san

request by @sankatchu. “Just saw ur seonghwa angst and it absolutely destroyed my heart but since I am a wreck for angst could you write the most heart breaking angst (with a happy ending bc as much as I love it I can’t deal with no comfort 😍) for my man sannn <3 ?”

pairing. choi san x reader. genre. heavy angst, comfort. warnings. argument, car crash, injury description, a lot of crying, hospitalisation, pet name (my love). wc. 1117 words. (i would usually write 1.1k but this was too cute sorry not sorry).

[ listening to . . . ] lovememore. by dosii.

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your whole world shattered within a day and there’s nothing you’ll regret more than letting it happen. it was a day like any other, but soon enough small irritations that accumulated over the course of months finally snapped and caused an argument with your boyfriend and the love of your life, choi san.

the relationship you two had was always very loving and despite being together for nearly a year, you were proud to say you never had any serious fights with him. until today, you supposed. there wasn’t really a point to the argument but you figured he must’ve been stressed from work—comebacks were always a bit hectic—and neither of you had been getting much sleep.

“just stop being so selfish and so self-righteous and leave me be for a seco-”

“get out.”

his anger faltered for just a moment before it was back, much more visible than before; his shoulders tensed and his fists clenched. “what?”

“i said get out. you said you wanted me to let you be, so leave. get out and come back when you’re ready to talk this through properly.”

The subject of it didn’t really matter anyway and you couldn’t even remember everything that was said, just the way your heart shattered when he walked out of your apartment with a slam of the front door behind him. even though the sadness of it all hit you as soon as he was gone, your rage never settled. how dare he talk to you so harshly? san was a painfully soft man—gentle words and tender touches. you’d never seen him like that.

san wasn’t sure where to go at first, but soon enough he was in his car, driving down the nearly empty streets at one in the morning and heading to the dorms he shared with his members. buildings rushed past him and soon enough his rigid posture relaxed, his hands on the steering wheel loosening as he sighed deeply. he contemplated turning the car around to go back and apologise, but before he could he felt the air being knocked out of his lungs as the screech of tired ripped through the air.

for a moment everything was silent, san’s ears ringing as he slowly started to figure out his bearings. the car was flipped sideways as his left shoulder was pressed against the shattered glass of the window and the concrete of the ground. his thoughts were slow, a sluggish attempt to keep him awake as he tried to move his limbs. he ignored any injuries he had, his hand reaching for his very cracked phone as he called the first person that came to mind. you.

but you didn’t pick up.

so he left you a voicemail, the high pitch of sirens already approaching in the background. with a final “i love you” he ended the message, coughing just after as he clicked his seatbelt off and slumped against the ground. after a few more breaths, he let his eyes close.

you were positively hysterical once you finally listened to the voicemail, hot tears running down your cheeks as you rushed to the nearest hospital that they must’ve taken him to. after talking to the receptionist and figuring out where his room was, you burst inside the room and stopped in your tracks.

his members were there, looking pale scattered around the room in varying states of distress, but you barely registered them as your heart sank. there were a few cuts and bruises blossoming on the sharp features of his face, a small plaster taped on his forehead. his left shoulder was wrapped in bandages as well as his right wrist. someone hugged you tightly as they cried into your shoulder, you didn’t really care who, though you figured it was wooyoung judging by the familiar smell, but your eyes stayed fixated on the unconscious, fragile body of san, the monitor next to him beeping at a steady pace. 

once he let go of you and told you they had to leave for schedules since the company didn’t want fans to worry too much, you took some tentative steps to the hospital bed. even though he looked quite beaten up, he still had that tenderness about him. with a frown and small furrow to your eyebrows, you let your fingers trace of the scratched on his hand.

before you knew it, you were sitting on chair you pulled next to the bed, holding onto his hand for dear life as you laid your head on his lap, not caring that your tears were staining the pristine white blanket. eventually, you fell asleep like that.

the next morning you stirred awake, a familiar hand brushing through your hair. a small noise leaving your lips as you turned your head and looked up. suddenly you had the energy of five redbulls as you jumped up and embraced him tightly, ignoring the fact you were probably suffocating him as tears began streaming again.

“i’m s-so so sorry, are you okay?” you told him through sobs and sniffles, “god, i’m so stupid and you’re right, i’m selfish and i should’ve just shut up, t-this is all my fault.”

san lifted his right hand to pat your arm gently before grasping it and pulling you away from him with the same slowness. as your tearful eyes looked into his strikingly soft ones, his hand moved so he could wipe away your tears. “i’m okay, none of this is your fault. i never meant a single word i said, you’re not selfish and fuck i would never want you to shut up. i should be the one apologising, my love.”

you lips trembled as you nodded slowly. “b-but if i never made you leave this wouldn’t have happened, it is my fault.”

“whatever happened, happened. please, don’t beat yourself up over this.” he pulled you close to him and his lips pressed heartfelt kisses to your hair as you buried your face in his uninjured shoulder, one on the nape of your neck and the other rubbing your back. “it’s okay, i’m okay, love.”

“i should be the one comforting you.” 

he chuckled and moved his hand from your neck to your cheek, guiding you to face him before leaning up to press his lips against yours. it was a firm kiss, wordless reassurance that he knew you needed as you melted against him and pressed yourself closer. his lips left yours too soon for your liking as he pressed more fluttering kisses on your cheeks, stopping your tears in the tracks, leaning back as he pressed one last kiss to the tip of your nose.

“i already find comfort in your arms.”

　　[ lilo's notes ... ] this ended up being a lot sadder than i intended but i hope you like it sankatchu!! writing angst is honestly so much fun but sometimes my heart can’t take it

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[boyfhee]

any song recs?

YES i love giving song recs please ask me about songs :D

baby, camo ft. jey

gemini, ethan low

invitation, junny

bolo, penomeco ft. ydg

shy ( eh o ), penomeco

rinadaman, penomeco ft. zico

saint, dpr ian

skintight, ethan low

promise, junny ... recommended by ri

lovememore, dosii ... recommended by ri

romantic street, snsd ... recommended by ji

somebody, keshi ... recommended by vi

[w3bgrl]

billie’s complete discography

predebut releases on soundcloud (@/wndus999)

hug me tight — 9/4/14 (heo hoy kyung)

ghost — 11/06/14 (lim ha ram)

sunflower — 4/2/15 (soojin)

honey tea — 7/10/15 (oohyo)

해야 돼 (have to) — 11/23/15 (teddy bear rises by oohyo)

lovememore. — 12/20/15 (dosii)

island without the ocean — 3/1/16 (shin yun su)

binu — 5/15/16 (bibi)

love me or hate me — 8/12/16 (song soo woo)

uptown girl — 12/29/16 (mirani)

kazino — 1/20/17 (bibi)

my bad — 3/10/17 (jerd)

trap — 7/7/17 (sumin)

flowering — 1/26/18 (soojin)

cantsay — 3/03/18 (bryn)

skz-replay (incl. record & player)

player: sunset — 5/16/19 (soojin)

player: tyty — 8/9/19 (soojin)

player: i got that — 5/12/20 (wow by mirani)

record: young lady — 6/11/20 (agassy by soojin)

record: cantsay re-release — 3/03/21 (bryn)

record: piece of a puzzle — 03/25/21 (changbin & seungmin)

player: up all night — 6/18/21 (chan, changbin, felix, seungmin)

player: bloodredroses — 7/16/21 (soojin)

record: the weekend — 2/3/22 (bibi)

player: restless — 5/16/22 (bibi)

record: what do you think — 10/31/22 (sumin)

sole producing, songwriting, and/or choreography credits

3rd eye - i am NOT (lyrics, prod.)

insomnia - i am WHO? (lyrics, prod.)

you. - i am YOU (lyrics, prod.)

0325 - i am YOU (lyrics, prod.)

maze of memories - clé 1: miroh (lyrics, prod.)

19 - clé 1: miroh (lyrics, prod.)

tmt - clé 2: yellow wood (prod.)

booster - clé: levanter (lyrics, prod.)

easy - go live (lyrics, choreo, prod.)

the tortoise and the hare - in life (lyrics, prod.)

domino - no easy (lyrics, choreo, prod.)

charmer - oddinary (lyrics, prod.)

taste - maxident (lyrics, prod.)

DLMLU - the sound (lyrics, prod.)

hall of fame - 5 star (lyrics, choreo, prod.)

item - 5 star (lyrics, prod.)

megaverse - rock star (prod.)

why? - single (lyrics, prod.)

a/n: to be updated as needed!

note* all songs produced by 3racha also list juyeon in the credits (core4)

[voraxiia]

꒰ ☾ ⁺₊ ꒱ — 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞 !

ㅤ(   ♡   )   sanctuary   //   joji ㅤㅤpull me , oh , so close , ㅤㅤ'cause you never know ㅤㅤjust how long our lives will be ...

ㅤ(   ♡   )   like real people do   //   hozier ㅤㅤhoney just put your sweet lips on my lips , ㅤㅤwe should just kiss like real people do .

ㅤ(   ♡   )   lovememore.   //   dosii ㅤㅤand look at me , more , ㅤㅤeven more , ㅤㅤeven if you'll forget everything ㅤㅤwhen tomorrow comes .

ㅤ(   ♡   )   lover , please stay   //   nothing but thieves ㅤㅤtake from me ㅤㅤwhatever you want , whatever you need , ㅤㅤbut lover , please stay with me .

ㅤ(   ♡   )   everything   //   the black skirts ㅤㅤeven when you come to me sad , ㅤㅤeven when you surprise me with a cheeky story . ㅤㅤ... ㅤㅤyou're my everything .

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[miyeosin]

"i clean your room it's so Tinky-Winky, want me your wife but she is, po Po po" - Dipsy, probably

[ cr. lovememore. ]

[springunnie]

Dosii / lovememore ♡

[bbdiann]

lovememore.

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[gidle]

lovememore.

[tenderloincherub]

I NEED YOU TO LOVE ME MORE LOVE ME MORE LOVEMEMORE