#luci i don't cry much but i'll force myself to for you <3

[wrongcaitlyn]

hi!! i know you get a lot of music recs but i thought i might just add some of my own too bc i love the dear reader series sm and literally cannot stop connecting songs to it 😭

'favor' by julien baker is maybe a bit depressing but also some of the lyrics just seem so nico, like 'turns out that all my friends were trying to do me a favour' and saying how hard it is to be tender and all (i feel like she has a lot of depressing songs which could be past nico-coded but not so much with his mental health getting better??)

but also more positively 'free treasure' by adrianne lenker which doesn't super feel like nico's style in terms of melody but the lyrics kind of fit to me, with things like 'you show me understanding, patience and pleasure' and 'just when i thought i couldn't feel more, i feel a little more'

also (last one!!) 'it'll all work out' by phoebe bridgers i can kind of see as nico either to bianca or to himself pre-transition - just kind of sad but healing at the same time

thank you for letting me ramble!! i love your work <3

AHHSDF YAY MORE SONG RECS sorry it took so long to get to listening to these but i'm here!!!

i swear julien baker (as well as lucy dacas) are artists that i keep telling myself i need to listen to bc i do love a lot of phoebe bridgers and boygenius songs and yet i never have😭 I WILL THIS SUMMER god i actually need to make a list of discographies to binge it's just hard forcing myself to listen to new musiclksjfd

but anyway onto the songs!!

you are SO real about depressive songs being so nico, and honestly even though his mental health is getting better, the problems don't always go completely away! i think it's very natural for him to still have those depressive songs, because like, he is still struggling with depression and ptsd and definitely still has bad days, and uses music as a way to vent :/

as for favor, these lyrics are SPOT ON but what stood out even more was the production on first listen, like it's such a nico coded song from everything from the lyrics to the production and i just love it?? god i have a playlist of songs that i want to add to albums and this is going straight there, at this point i have so many songs that i don't have the timespan to possibly have nico release all of them but i'll just keep in mind for possible future playlists😭😭 i absolutely love that one!! the lyric you pointed out is literally so real, and also "how long do i have until /i've spent up everyone's goodwill?" is just SO nico coded oh my god😭it's definitely him in high school coded, just thinking every now and then of like why he ended up where he did :/ and "who put me in your way to find? what right had you not to let me die?"LKSDJFDSJF IM SO OBSESSED WITH THIS NOW WTF im gonna keep listening to it all day and stressing over which possible album i could fit it in because i'm like out of room but also aghsldkfjsldf it needs to go somewhere

anyway. NEXT ONE

these lyrics😭😭i wanna cry this is just him finally feeling comfortable and happy and content with his life and with will and AHGSLDFJ THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY "we're sitting on the kitchen floor / just when i thought i couldn't feel more / i feel a little more" LIKE. THEY'RE JUST. SOULMATES. I LOVE THEM. AND I LOVE THIS.

(just scrolled back up and saw that that was the lyric that you put into the ask and that was a total coincidence but just goes to show your idea was absolutely perfect like spot on)

now onto phoebe!! i've listened to stranger in the alps a few times but i don't think i heard this one before which is odd, but then again i don't listen to phoebe as much as i'd like :/

but holy shit. i wish i heard this earlier. this one is 100% going on an album i just need to figure out which one bc it's literally perfect wtf. "when she needed me i wasn't around" talking abt when bianca died and he wasn't there, and then "now the wind is high and the rain is heavy" the RAINSDLFJ all i can think abt is nico thinking abt bianca when his dad died and the same sorta situation :// "never goes away, but it all works out" is just him finally trying to work through the trauma over the years and him finally coming to a time of like sort of peace? and contentedness in his life??

also idk why but my first thought at the lyric of "better off with him than here with me" was hearing it as "better off with Him" as in like referring to god and heaven, "than here with me" :(( i know that's 100% not the og meaning but that's how i initially interpreted it (bc i was already thinking of biancaksljdf) and probably how i'll continue to see it😭😭

anyway these were SUCH beautiful recs omg thank you so so much <333 i shall now scour through my playlists to try and find spots for them!!! worst comes to worst i'll have to move a few other songs into being unreleased songs, or singles, and maybe make a playlist of unreleased songs, and another for singles, we'll see!

[chasingfictions]

As a resident spuffy expert here on tumblr dot com. I absolutely NEED your Thoughts on what songs would fit on a playlist for them… asking for a friend..

BESTIE you have come to the right place . not to brag but i have an unhinged number of btvs playlists i have 3 for spuffy alone. dkjfdsf i am going to use a random number generator to pick spuffy songs from those hang on bestie hang on

vintage - blu detiger // Always holds the door but I found him in a mosh pit / Way too dressed to kill, how I feel

just a lover - hayley williams // Really hope we don't wreck this / When you coming over?

ivy - taylor swift // Oh, I can't stop you putting roots in my dreamland / My house of stone, your ivy grows, and now I'm covered in you

oh no - softee // What if I did it? / What if I kissed you right here? / And what if you felt it? / What if you felt the way I felt about you?

howl - florence + the machine // My blood is singing with your voice, I want to pour it out / The saints can't help me now, the ropes have been unbound / I hunt for you with bloody feet across the hallowed ground

killer + the sound - phoebe bridgers, abby gundersen, noah gundersen // Can the killer in me / Tame the fire in you? / I know there's something waiting for us / I am sick of the chase / But I'm stupid in love / And there's nothing I can do

super trouper - abba // So I'll be there when you arrive / the sight of you will prove to me I'm still alive / and when you take me in your arms, and hold me tight / I know it's gonna mean so much tonight

please stay - lucy dacus // I think you mean what you say / When you say you wanna die / I think you mean what you say / When you say you want to stay alive

sweetest devotion - adele // I find it funny that you're the only one I never looked for / There is something in your loving that tears down my walls / I wasn't ready then, I'm ready now, I'm heading straight for you

kerina - adrianne lenker // You don't want me, honey / Just 'cause I wanted you / Caught in the turning / Losing my mind / Lose what I'm learning / When I'm calling you all the time

be sweet - japanese breakfast // Be sweet to me, baby / I wanna believe in you / I wanna believe in something

leaning on you - haim // It takes all that I got / Not to fuck this up / So won't you let me know / If I'm not alone / Leaning on you

heat wave - linda ronstadt // Whenever I'm with him / Something inside / Starts to burning / And I'm filled with desire / Could it be the devil in me / Or is this the way love's supposed to be

good old fashioned lover boy - queen // I can dim the lights and sing you songs full of sad things / We can do the tango just for two

say it - maggie rogers // I knew it when you looked my way / That I'd be begging you to stay / I couldn't say it to myself

wicked game - chris isaak // What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you / And I don't wanna fall in love

fast as you can - fiona apple // I let the beast in too soon / I don't know how to live without my hand on his throat / I fight him always and still / O darling, it's so sweet

big god - florence + the machine // Shower your affection, let it rain on me / Don't leave me on this white cliff

from eden - hozier // Babe, there's something wretched about this / Something so precious about this / Where to begin?

lover - taylor swift // I take this magnetic force of a man to be my lover / My heart's been borrowed and yours has been blue / All's well that ends well to end up with you / Swear to be overdramatic and true to my lover / And you'll save all your dirtiest jokes for me / And at every table, I'll save you a seat, lover

also literally all of the buffering the vampire slayer songs that are just. about spuffy. something blue, fool for love, crush, intervention, smashed, as you were, entropy <3333 also the s7 ones that havent been released as full albums yet bc the podcast is still doing that season <333 but the one for sleeper already made me cry. also the one for never leave me is im pretty sure a spuffy song but it's not released yet. also touched is um. gonna kill me i know it. also highkey the songs for lovers walk and school hard are cute.

[jazeswhbhaven]

Ohhh~ I’m in a lucifer mood ehehehe

what hcs do you have with how would lucifer be like with a sensitive S/O who cries or tears up easily even when someone raises their voice at them? Do you think lucifer would take advantage of that because of his dacryphilia? In fact when he sees mc crying over something serious do u think he gets turned on or knows how to control it? ໒(⊙ᴗ⊙)७✎▤

[me, 🫧] p.s this is my first time requesting so im very sorry if the idea has already been done or taken (つ﹏<。)

Hi 🫧, this request hasn't been done yet! I thank you for your patience on this ;.; (i swear i've said this like a million times now lol)

Lucifer would know how to control his horniness so well it's scary. He could be in a crowded room full of people crying and he'd patiently wait until he's home to relieve himself. So when it comes to his s/o being upset about something serious, he handles the situation quickly often mad at whoever caused the crying in the first place. If it's a sad event or that they miss being home, Luci opens his arms and has MC cry into his chest as much as they need. I also very heavily believe that he gets turned on by tears of pleasure or tears of laughter because of how innocent this action is in humans. It intrigues him so he's trying to see what it is to get that reaction from his s/o and go from there. But also consider this...his s/o crying during intimacy because they miss him so much and he can't help but be turned on by how beautiful they are crying and more so to how much they miss him and crave him, he eats that up.