#madameddirector

[oceanelf]

the colors blue and green!! stay by mons vi and wouldnt it be nice by the beach boys and a lot of other songs too! honestly for aesthetic anything with cool tones and the ocean!! I also associate you with the rain and all sea creatures and peaches and music in general and also for people the mcelroys, and uhh honestly i think about u when i see anything

i associate you w/ blue and purple! especially softer shades of those colours. i associate those songs with you and also dawn by cloud cult. so much stuff reminds me of you but especially the rain, coffee, and tea. also anything related to summer because ive been having so much fun with you this summer. as for media i think of you whenever theres anything related to hxh or the ishimaru game (i forgot the name of it) and uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lots of other stuff but. Yeah.

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[oceanelf]

1-30 !!!

1. describe your idea of a perfect date

anything with a certain someone as long as both of us are having a wonderful time

2. whats your “type”

i dont think i have a type, things i like abt ppl are like. waaaay too specific

3. do you want kids?

idk ive never really wanted them personally at all, in fact the idea of having them used to make me super uncomfortable. im still not big on the idea but if my partner really wanted them i think i would

4. if you do, will you adopt or use some other form of child birth?

adopt

5. describe the cutest date you’ve ever been on

idk if i’ve evr been on an official date...if i hav it was a long long time ago when i was in like. middle school

6. no

7. are you a morning time gay or night time gay?

night time gay

8. opinion on nap dates?

god i love the idea so much idk if itd work cuz i dissociate bad after napping usually but maybe i could do it cuz being with someone else usually keeps me grounded

9. opinion on brown eyes?

my fav eyes are brown eyes. they are so beautiful

10. dog gay or cat gay?

dog gay

11. would you ever date someone who owned rodents or reptiles?

absolutely, goals is owning reptiles or rodents w/ my partner

12. whats a turn off you look for before you start officially dating someone

someone who doesnt really show much regard for ppl around them

13. what is a misconception you had about lgb people before you realized you were one?

ive known im gay as long as i can remember so im not sure

14. what is a piece of advice you would give to your younger self

wait a bit longer before coming out, you dont need to do it until you’re sure of yourself

15. (if attracted to more than one gender) do you have different “types” for different genders?

not rly

16. who is an ex you regret?

almost all of them

17. night club gay or cafe gay?

cafe gay

18. who is one person you would “go straight” for

since im nonbinary going str8 is like. impossible

19. video game gay, book gay, or movie gay?

video game gay

20. favourite gay ship (canon or not)

taakitz

21. favourite gay youtuber

pixielocks is so cute

22. have you ever unknowingly asked out a straight person?

ive been w/ str8 ppl b4.......disgusting

23. have you ever been in love?

yep

24. have you ever been heartbroken?

uhhh not quite

25. how do you determine if you want to be them or be with someone

its not that difficult idk

26. favourite lgb musician/band

27. what is a piece of advice you have for young / baby gays

take your time, everything will make sense and feel so much better with time

28. are you out? if so how did you come out

yea uh in 8th grade i rly impulsively came out to my mom and she kinda outed me to the rest of my immediate family after that. in hs i came out to a couple ppl and they outed me to a bunch of other ppl, so it just kinda happened

29. what is the most uncomfortable / strange coming out experience you have

the situation coming out to my dad was awful. i was super unclose w/ him at the tme and was spending the weekend at his apartment, hanging with my friends. it was like 1 week after i’d come out to my mom and suddenly i got a call frmo him saying my mom told him i had something to tell him. i freaked out in front of my friends and came out to them then and there while waiting for him to pick me up, then he brought me to a restaurant and i had a panic attack while i was telling him and he kept crying and the waiter was so awkward and it was just. fucking awful. hes super republican so i really hadnt planned n him knowing for a long time

30. what is a piece of advice for people who may not be in a safe place to express their sexuality

dont worry, everything will be a lot better smeday. until then, just know that not being out doesnt make u any less gay

[oceanelf]

Romance, beloved, and huggable!!

Romance : Perfect date?

oh man i could come up with so many there isnt one single perfect date, i just wanna like enjoy time with someone i love. as long as we’re both happy and in love im in heaven. that being said this would be a kickass date:

very short hike w/ a little bit of climbing, just enough to be rly fun for both of us but not like difficult at all, to a beautiful secluded beach. we spend a couple hours exploring, playing in the water, and maybe building sandcastles. splash fights are definitely involved. when our eyes burn too much from the salt or the sun is too hot we leave the beach to explore the nearby town, both of us picking out a souvenir or 2 for the other. we get dinner at a place overlooking the ocean, and eat slowly between conversation, watching the sunset as we talk. just as night is setting in we go for a walk hand in hand along the shoreline of more populated beach because its in town, ankles being lapped by the waves. we take it all in together, we’ve been talking all day but words arent needed now.

i mean please

Beloved : What do you love the most about yourself?

donkle

Huggable : What are your favorite flowers?

all of them i just love flowers in general theyre such nice little colourful gifts from the earth i love flowers.

[oceanelf]

@madameddirector YEA