#mail from: millie ❣️

[xiaojuun]

i think purkiss nerdy is vewy ewi . yeppi breathe & cherry . and honestly caught up in you feels extremely you also like not just bc u introduced me to it like it rlly feels . v ewi actually

is it bc ur so caught up in me . little girl

send me a song you think matches my vibe

[xiaojuun]

🎵 aaand 🎊 aaaaaand 🥅!!! also did u hab fun w miwwie be honest . ps i kithie u

hiii miwwie who i had so much fun with ofc !!! i rly did thank u for letting me drag u around even though it was hot and humid and a LOT of walking 🥲💝 next time u can show me paris !!!!

🎵 - what's a song that made your summer playlist? since it's u asking, firework by &team !

🎊 - what was a comeback that surprised you? i answered before but move by our beloved T5 i still can't believe that song came out of JUNKYU

🥅 - what's a new goal you’re setting? currently as u know i am trying to get outside and walk every day !!

summer recap asks

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20, 25, 27!!!!

o it's my beloved thank u for these

20. your favourite fandom(s) to make graphics / gifs for so if this were asking favorite groups i would obv say all *my* favorite groups but since it's fandoms it's a little bit different - i love creating for gg fans because i always feel like stuff is appreciated there, but maybe it's just because there are more of those fans on tumblr. i also love creating for a.c.e fans (best people on this site. seriously) so sorry i don't do that more and i *do* enjoy creating for luvity, it's small but mighty here like i do think we have a nice active and fun group of people on here supporting each other's crab content. i love creating for treasure but i wouldn't say that teumes are my favorite fandom to create for mostly bc there's like -2 on here and i don't feel that anyone outside of my own circle really engages with creative visual content as much as writing / updates but maybe they also just don't like me/my content yk and that's fine. idk it's not what it used to be but it also won't stop me (this was not the question sry)

25. what would you like to see others learn how to do? the wording of this question feels like anything i say would be a bit condescending so let me preface with i'm included in this lol but i think i'd like for all of us to be able to learn to stop comparing ourselves to others. i've had the feeling of like ah, 'no point in me giffing this bc someone else probably already did it better' or something along those lines and it's like ... idk no one pays us to be here. you should make the things you want to, that make you happy, in your own unique style and the way only you can do. who cares if it's not the mona lisa of kpop gifs and graphics or if someone else made a similar set like we all have lives outside of this and we may as well enjoy our hobby right?

27. advice you’d give yourself when you were starting out? ummm probably would make sure i knew the proper sizing / dimensions for posting on tumblr lol other than that i think i dove right in, made ugly gifs at first the way most of us do, figured out my style, tried things, learned things, etc . not much else i could ask myself to do!

gif / graphic maker asks

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look my ewi . . . it's your circle !! 🫂🫂💗

donggeurami ☹️🫶🏻 thank u he is so round n perfect n healing

[xiaojuun]

❤️‍🩹!! amd also... nurse ewi..... i am suffering from kith deficiency...

luckily u do not need a prescription ( outside of my scope ) for a kith ! MWAAAHHH !

my dx for u is: risk for calcium deficiency related to broccoli shortage as evidenced by store never having broccoli </3

[xiaojuun]

eriiiiiii what abt 5, 14, 23 & 26!! ik some of these u answered alr but i was wondering if u had more answers in mind nd if not . well thats okfjdvsjv

mimimiiiiiii hewwo <3

5. who feels the most like home? ⏤ is it like saur cliche to say my husband probably but i rly think it is sehyoon. interestingly enough he's been around longer than most bc i think ace was like the 2nd group i ever looked at (thanks mary) and in a sea of extremely loud biases sdjndjs he's the most gentle, the most like an anchor. also amongst so many biases who are younger than i am he's like ... i think maybe the only one who is actually the same age so he feels more safe to lean on i guess (weird to say abt people i don't know JNDJGHB but . it's the general feeling). anyways every day i wait by my window wistfully yearning for his return from war

14. any stories to share about starting to bias someone? ⏤ oh well i didn't originally bias 4/4 yeppis JNAJDHGB but the funny thing abt woojin specifically was that i didn't initially bias him in ab6ix but i DID bias him in wanna one retroactively and then i was like well i can't really do that if i don't also admit he's an ab6ix bias and that's how we ended up 4/4

23. any particular clips or pics that you find comforting of a bias? ⏤ idk that i have more at top of mind aside from what i mentioned before, i guess i could get specific for u though. here are some emotional support pics of various biases straight from my camera roll:

26. what do you share in common with your biases? ⏤ the funny thing abt this question is that like ... the members that my actual best friend who has known me for years says i'm like are never my biases JDBSGJH she says in trsr i'm most like mashiho and in crvt i'm most like woobin or serim. i think i see certain qualities of myself in my biases that maybe other people don't often see bc i don't ... show them ? ajdngjsh like the need for attention and need to not be alone. but i like to think i also share the work ethic and love for being around other people that i find to be similar amongst my biases. and we're all cute. JKBDSGJHB

ask me about my biases ~

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omg omg sleepover preparations? d / i / l / y ? 👀💗

mini sleepover ! aka me showing up at everyone's door in my pjs holding snacks and plushies like hiiiiii until someone lets me in to flop on the floor JDFGJB

⏤ D: your favorite dance? obviously selmsong's talent show couple dance performance of trouble maker and the subsequent tomatoz cover of the selmsong talent show couple dance performance of trouble maker . but if we want to talk favorite choreos i think my all time is still 'surf' by to1 ~!

⏤ I: here

⏤ L: your favorite line from a song? SINGLE FAVE LINE ??? scans entire brain for 15 minutes i guess i can interpret this more like let me choose a song n then give you my fave line instead of . single fave line JKDBJHGB from jeong sewoon's garden, "you can just come in, i'll be here" ♡

⏤ Y: the last M/V you watched on Youtube? yena's smartphone !! my beloved girlie

unusual kpop asks !

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hands u golcha and w1 for a start

kisses ur hand

⏤ golcha: ✦ my first bias: youngtaek !! ✦ my current bias(es): still youngtaek, n somehow i ended up ulting that jangjun guy 🧍🏼‍♀️ ✦ my album and/or era ranking (or favorite of each): their discog is massiveeeee so i'm gonna b lazy and just give u my faves ... fave album is game changer ++ fave era is one (lucid dream) ! ✦ how i got into them: this one a classic case of me being annoying and not latching onto ra pam pam when it came out even though mary bless her was like u would like this / them ! but i can't be told stuff like that . so i gave ddara a shot and once again was like hm not yet. i don't remember how or why i ended up revisiting ra pam pam a few months later, but when i did i was like wait . i'm stupid ✦ which member would be my best friend: honestly probably daeyeol since we're same-ish age and i know he can take a joke jsdngjhdf ✦ something i associate with them (or with a bias/any member): i always think of sports (various) and laugh abt it ajndgjhs but also @minimotual 😙

⏤ w1: ✦ my first bias: incredible question i actually think it was woojin, which is weird bc as you know he wasn't one of my yeppi biases at first but daehwi was and yet daehwi was not my first w1 bias but i guess maybe he was by default ? it's complicated sjdkgns ✦ my current bias(es): chamhwi + that jihoon guy who i like a normal amount ✦ my album and/or era ranking (or favorite of each): light my underrated era of all time + undivided my underrated album 😔 then debut -> boomerang -> spring breeze -> burn it up ✦ how i got into them: honestly how DID i get into them. i think it was bc i was getting into ab6ix and i wanted more context so i watched a little bit of their produce season and then i was like wait . i know a bunch of these guys and energetic slaps ajsbdsgjhs so only a few years late i went down the rabbit hole and then they had a reunion for me and meg alone ✦ which member would be my best friend: honestly probably kang danny my fellow sagittarius ... he's so quirky but also i feel like we could kick it and talk abt life / careers / cats / get advice from each other and it would b really easy ✦ something i associate with them (or with a bias/any member): daniel's cats, baejin's ballpit room, and ofc @slowrabbitpd 😙

send me a group!

[xiaojuun]

hewwo my ewi!!!!!!!!! whom i love!!!!!!!!!!!! hands u these: 💛💙🖤🤍

o it's my miwwi whom i love !

💛 [yellow] something that made me happy today / recently well i'm cooking rn and even though the timing is irresponsible (i should have started like an hour ago) it does in fact . make me happy so

💙 [blue] something that brings me peace really killer sunsets / sunrises ... when the sky is just PINK . it always settles something in my little bones

🖤 [black] a song i love a song i love, that now also makes me think of you - yours by greyson chance <3

🤍 [white] a person i love (tag a bestie or tell us abt someone irl!) i'll give this shoutout to my dear megstie @slowrabbitpd ... a real one 🍃 thank you for being an online and offline and all rounder friend always !!!!

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clears throat i have arrived!!!! MY EWI!!!!!!!!!! MY BELOVED!!!!!!!! MY HOME (<- i live on your shoulder)!!!!!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPIESTEST BIRTHDAY!!!!! 💖💓💞💕💖💗💞💓💖💕💗💗💞💓💖💓💕💓💗💞💗💖💓💕💞💓💗💖💓💞💕💓💕💞💗💖🧸💐 i hope you're having a wonderful morning AND that it only gets better from there!!!!!!! in spirit i am sending u a version of my little treats that u can eat AND if u feel like. heavy or tired at any point of the day im sorry its me hanging from u i am still hugging u i havent stopped since last night </3 i gib u kith and wish for alllllll ALLLLLLLLLLLL of your dreams to come true i LOVE u mwah!!!!!!!

my miwwimiwwi thank you so much !! for being number one celebrator of eri day and always being on my shoulder 💖 I love u sooooo much and appreciate u so dearly … thank u for everything always !!!! 🫶🏻✨🎂

[xiaojuun]

psssst here i have love letters 💌 in both hands one is fow the game 💌 and one's fow u 💌

miwwi miwwi ... i could write so much but i said i was going to limit myself on this round . so one of the many things i love and always appreciate is ur innate openness ... i feel like i never have to worry about being misinterpreted when i talk about anything with you, and that's kind of huge bc i often worry abt the way my tone comes across ... basically years of ppl reading me wrong just bc i can be very to-the-point really messed me up JDBGJH but i know i can always speak freely with you and u make me feel very safe to do so <3

mutuals send me a 💌 and ill tell u something i love about you

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game time to get us started tonight nods nods <3 hav 2, 4, 6 & 11 w the one n only Me

clap clap clap ! thank u for getting us started today

2. mutual(s) you'd like to talk to more p much anyone who wants to talk to me more NDJGN but actually i was thinking abt some of my longtime mutuals who i used to talk to more often and now we don't as much bc diverged interests, busy lives etc ... it's not that i mind the natural flow and change but more that i hope they know they can always still talk to me and i love them !

4. mutual(s) you think knows you best i mean it has to be mary @dongkwan by default KJNDGHJ since we've been friends since before i was into kpop and started this blog n all that, she actually knows me offline primarily. but miwwie knows me pretty well too i think <3

6. tell us what you like about your best friend since i alr tagged mary i'll also tell u what i like about her and hope she also reads this part ! hehe she's a really good listener and really patient (very needed for me n my nonsense), always checks in w me (currently have unanswered text sowwy), i never feel like i'm being ridiculous when i'm telling her abt anything, from what's bothering me to what i'm obsessed with she always meets me with the needed understanding, enthusiasm, etc . and she's fun and funny ! wow ! how does she do it

11. a random thought/memory of a millie random memory of when u were in the airport but it was like . closed . even though they had told you that you needed to be there really early ... that was a trip (she says like she was there). random thought i think it's like really really cute that you have playlists for ur biases and what songs u associate or want them to cover like that's so . cute wipes tear and also ik i've said it but i'm so happy that lotu is coming back just for YOU it's making me so much more excited for crabback ... n also i love u !

friendship asks 💘

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mmmmmwhile i think of smth better what abt all time favourite gg mv

oh hewwo . hmmm iz*one la vie en rose 🫶🏻 iz*one in general has really visually stunning mvs but i find the minimalism + use of contrast to be so just . striking that I would choose it over their flashier mvs any day

send an ask to make me choose ...

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CRYING …………

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zigzags towards u to hand u ballet slipper, fuchsia & rose

ballet slipper— with only one word, describe how you feel at this moment reeling ... still can't accept the ending we received

fuchsia— describe your personality in three words! do i have a personality . ASDJGB i'd say . adaptable, positive, and caring

rose—do you believe in soulmates? why or why not? answered here

pink asks <3

[xiaojuun]

okay wait all time favourite vity moment . ure welcome. (also yours wanji OR overnight jungmo?)

cracks knuckles ur about to get more than or perhaps precisely what u signed up for ... it actually didn't take me very long to decide when i thought abt something that pertains to ot9 . cravity park ep 13 my beloved // specifically when it's seongmin's turn bc i feel like the entire like . unfolding of that was what really cemented that this was going to become an ult group for me ... u get to see so many of the dynamics play out over the course of a few minutes. gosh where to start like ... you see each and every member kind of have their own reaction to what's going on, and they are all giving space for the Emotions™️ ... like you can tell it's a bit distressing for them to see seongmin cry like that, but they don't brush over it or rush him through getting out what he's really trying to say. but they ARE able to still add bits of lightness and humor without discounting or taking away from focusing on his moment to talk out what he needs to and it is just so indicative of their group culture. like the back to back "we shouldn't have done this" from minhee, "if we'd known, you would have gone last" from woobin and then seongmin continuing to talk about how he's so grateful for wonjin and then taeyoung, COMPLETELY seriously, is like "i'm jealous!!!" so seongmin then takes the time to also seriously address their relationship (no matter how much he cringes through it) and everyone is just like . helping to facilitate / rephrase / interpret and supporting the whole thing the whole time . and then seongmin goes around the entire circle and hugs them all ... god i love one big healthy happy family called crabity

and for ur second question . yours wanji there is no competition

send an ask to make me choose ...