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faaun · 5 months

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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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why yes, voices in my head, i Will take a nap at 3 pm

#snzzzzzz snz snzzzzzzzzz #if anyone tells you you cant take a nap at the worst time of day #they are lying. cut them out of your life. you dont need that energy #ruin your day <3 nap in the afternoon <3 doesnt matter if you already had a full 12 hours of sleep <3 #getting cozy is an all day event #and babeyyyy im about to Snuggle In #without a blanket because its hot up here but yk #the one con of having a loft bed smh... heat rises....#absolutely unprompted #hopefully i wake up before 10 pm! We Will See!!!!#at least im actually getting into bed this time instead of just laying on the floor #it fucked up my neck and back a lil too much last time so Mattress It Is #snz snzz snzzzzzzz eepy time #highschool me: no sleep ever. running on fumes always all the time #me now - unemployed and unenrolled: Sleeping Always #had a wild dream last night actually #it included an alien invasion / a timeloop (not mine) / building fire / endless museum labyrinth / the doctor & tardis for some reason #good times! very fun!#i vaguely remember there being a Horror element! my life was in danger! festive!#but it wasnt a death dream so yk. bonus! well. it wasnt to me #guy who lived the timeloop said we all died at least once so ig it was.... anyway! snzzz!

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cuttingpenisblackmetal · 8 months

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earlyklok mordhaus room configurations

stage I room 1: murderface room 2: magnus

stage II room 1: murderface room 2: magnus sofa: pickles

stage III room 1: murderface, skwisgaar room 2: magnus air mattress in the kitchen: pickles

stage IV room 1: murderface, skwisgaar room 2: magnus, nathan air mattress in the kitchen: pickles

stage V room 1: skwisgaar, nathan room 2: magnus sofa: pickles air mattress in the bed of magnus' truck: murderface

stage VI room 1: murderface room 2: skwisgaar air mattress in the kitchen: pickles

stage VII room 1: murderface room 2: skwisgaar air mattress in the kitchen: pickles sofa: toki

stage VIII room 1/office/storage: murderface room 2: skwisgaar, nathan air mattress in the kitchen: pickles also the air mattress in the kitchen: toki

#nathan's in and out bc he alternates between living at mordhaus and living with his parents #toki gets to move to the air mattress when he gets too tall for the sofa #murderface gets his own room at first bc he was on the original lease but this doesnt save him from having to store crap in it

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azrael-5 · 12 days

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my mattress just GOUGED ME

#a common occurrence. my mattress has exposed springs #the cover doesnt protect me anymore i guess #complete thoughtlessness

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saturniidd · 1 month

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whyy do random bruises periodically show up on my body

#it doesnt happen often and they arent very big #but idk why they are there #I suspect I slept in a terrible position bc my neck and arm have been sore ever since I woke up #(for context I have a new mattress that is the same consistency of a brick and idk if that has any correlation)

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boimgfrog · 10 months

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if anyone's curious I'm currently trapped in a love triangle between me (a trans man), a straight (?) guy who vapes (thinks I'm a girl), and my childhood best friend (male, has a crush on the straight guy). how I got here is unimportant all that matters is I was invited over to the guys house tomorrow and he apparently sleeps on the floor. not even a mattress. by choice.

#jay says a thing #im going 2 tell him im trans b4 we kiss dw im not trying 2 pull the wool over his eyes or anything #hes cool except 4 the vaping #he said he'd 'put the mattress down' for me so he does have one he just doesnt use it #scared 4 my life. i was thinking w my dick while we were making plans and now my brain has caught up and im like. damn.#this is the life i live. this is the path ive chosen.#boytoy tag

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aahsoka · 1 month

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forgot how gross college age mens living spaces are. why does my brothers new place have no toilet paper OR hand soap

#jordan talks #its also just very grimy.#my sister was staying w him while visiting and hes like in the middle of a move #at one point she took a nap w a towel i took her to buy on a sheetless mattress…….:…..#like maybe this is the motivation to clean my room so she doesnt have to suffer like that #we had to buy a travel body wash too bc he doesnt have any AHHHHH

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made-nondescript · 2 years

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so enchanted by scar still sleeping in the middle of main street under the open sky despite having like, a hotel. several stores. places he could sleep inside of.

#nondescript post #suggestive ->#imagine being invited over and he doesnt even have a room #just a mattress on the ground #in the middle of his theme park

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oh-gh0st · 1 year

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no cause sleeping on a twin mattress sucks. when i got my full-size mattress it was so fucking amazing like wow. more space to hog up the entire bed!!!!

#ghosts rambles #plus i get to put a bunch of shit at the top of my bed like plushies and blankets and pillows...#living the life <- mattress doesnt fit my loft

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classicjdiesandgoestohell · 3 months

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My final night sleeping on the worlds most uncomfortable bed. Thank the lord.

#me and my friend are both sleeping on the same bed but have opposite issues its fascinating #i thought the mattress was Way too firm. Like my back fucking hurts #but they said it sunk down way too much like u barely touch it and you're down 5 inches #but to me. this thing is like a wooden plank it doesnt sink it doesnt form to you Nothing #either way we both hate it and we'll be free TOMORROW!#lucky strike

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idontwanttospoiltheparty · 4 months

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ACTUALLY taylor changed the better than revenge lyric so i can more easily imagine the song as being Paul's POV Re:JohnandYoko

#paul doesnt care if someone is known for the things she does on the mattress #but he WOULD call john a moth (affectionate)#fiona.docx #swiftles

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machinedramon · 7 months

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u ever make a decision that feels so divinely influenced it almost makes u believe God exists and sent an angel down to you specifically

#massive tmi and unsanitary in the tags #but oh man #ive been feeling sick all day right? so ive been laying around.#i turned and felt a rumble in my lower intestines that i assumed was just gas. i nearly trusted it.#but a voice in my head said ''that doesnt feel right you should go to the bathroom''#and man oh man. am i glad i did. bc if i had ignored that voice and trusted my guts then the result would have been CATASTROPHIC #like buy a new mattress levels of catastrophe #thank u guardian angel i am on my knees kissing ur feet for getting me out of bed #fun fact: i feel a LOT better now lmao #not 100% but better #its super weird too bc these kinds of issues are usually preceded by gut-ripping pain #so its odd to me that the only warning sign was mild discomfort #but im p sure i emptied all the fluids ive drank today in that one go #its definitely up there in my top ten most vile shits

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lesbonoi · 1 year

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i was gonna say “optimus prime would change his sheets instead of sleeping on crumbs” he really wouldbt though

#being so normal in tags #g1…u kno the ark is dirty as FUCK #tfa optimus just sleeps on the part that doesnt hace crumbs and tells himself hell chansge the sheets later and theb 2 weeks pass #tfp op thinks crumbs on bed is divine punishment for failing his people #i think cv optimus lseeps on a bare mattress on the floor #oh yeah and armada im not convinced they dont all just sleep ob top of shipping crates and rocks

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toytulini · 6 months

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but also @ prev post dont care for the shaming. have you maybe considered the correlation of depression and not changing sheets often might have a Different Connection?

#toy txt post #'no wonder yall are depressed' you mean maybe 'youre all depressed no wonder its hard to change your sheets!'? maybe? just maybe?#that said i beg you dont do a bare ass mattress. if nothing else try a mattress protector please #it doesnt have to be a crazy one like i now have that encases the whole bed you can do one thats just like. a fitted sheet #i just have had my pets be so so gross and then on top of that my fucking wall????? gets wet?????? in the winter??????????????#so. full mattress encasing waterproof mattress protector it is #no but i really should do laundry today #and if our guest is gone i should strip the bedding on that bed and wash it so its ready for my friends to visit. unless my brother comes #home? still unclear on that. boy what are you DOING.

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storm-of-feathers · 1 year

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christ.

#i love joe i do #but the fact that i can hear his snoring through earplugs closed doors AND while in a separate room is #its takin a toll #i think its getting worse tbh but i cant like tell for sure bc its always been super bad and loud #before people start ab sleep apnea: healthcare is a nightmare rn and he doesnt seem to want to see anyone ab it #which. idk i guess its not that serious?? the most it affects him is i dont sleep in the same room anymore #bc i have real bad misophonia and snoring is one of Those Noises #plus like even if they invent the worlds best earplugs that block out all sounds forever #he snores so bad it vibrates the mattress #so... now we got our own sleeping spaces #but hes still like snoring really bad #connecticut was kind of hell bc theres only so much anyone can do #he's also a very heavy sleeper so its not like i can wake him up #and im a very light sleeper #so even when i go to bed first and get to sleep alright when he comes in or lays down i wake up #we've tried like #a wedge pillow some weird mouth guards this chin trap thing some nose strip things #i do genuinely think its sleep apnea so we need a cpap machine i think but those are expensive as fuck #and im not even sure if you can get one without a diagnosis??#well. thanks for reading my vent #i promise our marriage and relationship is fine and tbh better than a lot of other people we know's...#its just this one thing #:(

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thelaughingmerman · 7 months

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i bought new bed linens (cute green color~!) and clened everything and piled alll the blankets in the area i sleep to maybe give a little cushion since the mattress is going bad. i cant wait to crawl into bed

#i turned the mattress over so maybe it wont be as bad?#the green doesnt match my sonic blnaket and pillowcase but its ok lol #the sonic blanket is sooooooooo soft

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