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praublem-child · 1 month

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Me: This 🤏 close to a room destroying meltdown due to a lack of sleep

Also me: remembering weed can fix this without the meltdown and tearing through my bedroom to raid my mom's stash because I haven't been to the dispensary in literally months now

#seriously guys #it's almost 5am #I've been up since 8am #I wanted to go to bed at like 6pm #I actually went to bed at 2am #and then tossed and turned in the dark and quiet for three hours #I was already to the point of crying and throwing shit off my bed before I remembered weed existed #how can I be so exhausted I'm having a meltdown #yet so unable to sleep #and I always wait too long to get weed #always insisting that I'll fall asleep on my own #or that I *really need* that rem sleep tonight #ffs rem sleep doesn't fucking matter if I don't sleep at all #I probably don't even get much rem sleep when completely sober lets be real #I don't dream #I have bi-annual nightmares about my father #and that's it #It'll be like 5:30 before this gummy hits #I have cottage cheese and meme videos until then #maybe an excedrin for my exhaustion headache and my cat if she'll cuddle me #god I'm so fucking tired #I should call my grandma and see if her offer to hit me upside the head with a hammer is still available #She used to joke offer that to me when I was a kid and couldn't sleep #If only she knew the sleep disorders I'd be diagnosed with a few years down the line #I'm rambling now so I'll do the actual informative tags now and post #sorry to anyone who has to read this /hj #autism #adhd #medical marijuana #cannabis

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