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slutdge · 2 months

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im having a fibrocsystic flare up and cramping and depressed cause therapy days are always bad and i had another revelation that something i thought was just silly that happened to me as a kid was actually abuse and i wanna scream and cry and throw up WHEN DOES IT GET EASIER

#let me fuck that old man for my mental health pls im gonna have a breakdown #anyways the ''when does it get easier'' is a rhetorical question i know the answer is when i stop having to deal with violent people daily #but that day is not going to be soon or maybe not even ever so #idk just shoot me lads im tired i wanna go to bed ive slept like shit for the past week #maybe ill log of and just read a book for a bit instead of doomscrolling #i hope yall are having a good day #anyways can we talk about how much doctors and just people in general downplay fibrocystic breast disease?#like i genuinely thought i had breast cancer before i was diagnosed its painful and scary

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