#meanwhile golden's (and bon's) presence is just there to remind them theyre being punished and have to behave accordly
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you know, golden probably gets very jealous sometimes of spring's relationship with the inmates, especially his Very Special(tm) group
#spring is allowed to have more fun with them because he provides them activities to do#like singing or painting classes and stuff#so of course the inmates like him; hes fun to be around#meanwhile golden's (and bon's) presence is just there to remind them theyre being punished and have to behave accordly#and honestly he sees the treatment the others give him vs the treatment they give to spring and feels jealous bc he wants that too#sometimes the fact hes just a toy the others use for their pleasure and take their frustrations out stresses him#especially fox; whom hes the most attached to for more than obvious reasons (they have a kid together!!!!)#i mean; fox acts EXTREMELY cold towards him after having seba; and he gets it they dont have to make it obvious#but some days hes especially sensitive and that treatment just... hurts coming from the father of their child#and it's even worse if we add fred's constant psychological abuse#sometimes he daydreams about at least being able to take care of seba (with or without fox) and feels very embarrassed#also he sees that at least fred and fox still act like friends even when they also have a kid together#and feelings win over logic and he wonders if hes actually the problem; rather than seba being an unplanned child#like he wonders if fox is cold/acts kinda angry towards seba when he visits because hes their child#and if he was 'someone elses' (so; spring) child then he would be a caring father#because at the end of the day fox did accepted to have eris for a year with him before she went to the orphanage#and as i said; feelings win over logic and he cant help but wish that was his case too#fred even got to name her!!! thing he didnt; he wasnt allowed to even name his child#and he cant help but find it unfair. he *tries* to remember is for the best but. you know.#man i went on a ramble lol sorry#au talk
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