#mega busy all the time lately hehehe

[inkykeiji]

Clariiiii hiiii!! I just finished all my finals and I haven’t been on this blog in a while, so I’m planning on catching up on ur recent writings but I had to come in here and talk about the anon u just answered about the movies that inspired your works!! Cause I’m obsessed with like genuinely every single one of them and I can SO see how ur inspired by them. Goodfellas is one of my fav movies ever and the comparison between Henry and Tomura...wow. Like u got it...like Henry is ultimately unstable especially by the end of the movie and that kind of thing is already happening with Tomura based on the recent installments of bmb so yeah I absolutely see that. (Also the shinning inspo? Making me very nervous for what is to come but so so excited!) ALSO??? Reservoir dogs holy shit Dabi is absolutely reminiscent of Vic Vega that is driving me insane!!! Dabi dancing and singing as he tortures someone??? Many thoughts head full. Anyways I love the inspo for poison as well cause I’m genuinely so obsessed with like lovers on the run or criminal lovers who would kill for each other...Just like such a good trope. That was so interesting to read and now I’m gonna go catch up on ur writing and I’ll probably come back and praise u for it lmao hope ur day is going well hon!! 🕊🕊🕊

HELLO DOVE BB <333

first of all, congrats on finishing your finals!!! i hope you feel a little lighter and have some time to pamper yourself and relax now <33

HAHAHAHA AAAAAAAAAAH DOVE THANK YOU THANK YOU EEEEEEE i love film so so soooooo much so pls feel free to come chat with me about it any time!! YES RIGHT????? like i said, henry and michael both remind me of tomura in different ways, but he’s absolutely more henry than michael hehehe <33 i’m so glad you agree tho!!! goodfellas is one of my all-time favourite films as well!!

LMAO don’t worry, it’s more uhhhhh like a FEELING/concept from the shining than a plot point...kinda, hehehehe oop

YEAH YEAH YEAH LIKE YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND I HAVE SUCH A MASSIVE CRUSH ON VIC AND HE REMINDS ME OF DABI SO MUCH???? or i guess, more appropriately, dabi reminds me of him hehehehe <33 they both have that sociopathic killing-is-fun vibe yk??? like they’re so SADISTIC ugh i love it sm  <333

SAME SAME like literally yes omg yes i love that type of love that seriously borders on obsession from BOTH sides, from BOTH parties, yk? and it’s just so unhealthy and so co-dependent but they’re SO in love????? and then adding the whole ‘lovers on the run’ trope where it’s quite literally them against the world and all they need is each other???? ugh i love it <333

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HEHEHE YOUR SECOND ASK CAME IN AS I WAS HALFWAY THROUGH ANSWERING UR FIRST SO I’M JUST ANSWERING THEM HERE TOGETHER <33

first of all, my gosh no of course it’s not annoying!!!!!!!! dove babie if anyone ever tells you that your asks or your compliments are annoying then they’re a fucking asshole who does not deserve your attention or interaction. i am so thankful that you drop by to share your thoughts, i promise!! so never be shy! <33 it may take me a few days to answer but i try my best to answer everything i receive! <3

AAAAAAAH HEHEHE THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! yeah i really picked like,,, the most side side character for that piece ahahaha but i love naoya so much and i felt like he was so perfect for the concept!! but i’m super duper happy to hear that you enjoyed it!!! <333 when i heard that u were looking for my recent stuff i ran to edit my lil navi hehehe even tho my masterlist rn is missing like,,,, five pieces or something ridiculous like that :// rly gotta update that...maybe i’ll do that today hehe

YAAAAAAY EEEEEEEEEE I LOVE THE TWINS SO MUCH I CAN’T EVEN BEGIN TO EXPLAIN IT TO YOU!!!!!!!!!! i’m SO ridiculously excited for their fic series aaaaaaaaaaah but thank you, thank you! it really is so much fun to take one of my favourite characters ever and seriously examine him and split him into TWO people ehehe <333

of course i don’t mind!! nothing happened to it bb i just haven’t been working on it! the tag is still linked, but y’all stopped sending me asks pertaining to the AU so i haven’t written much for it since the last ask i got!! i do still have the reader + dabi fooling around at the back of keigo’s classroom ask in my drafts, and i am still planning on turning that into a oneshot, and i also have an ask from the anon who sent in the prof keigo dumbification + manipulation ask pertaining to how touya + tenko would react when/if they found out, and i still plan on writing a lil drabble for that as well!! i just haven’t gotten around to working on them yet <3

aaaah thank you again my sweet lil dove bb!!!! <33333 i really appreciate you stoppig by to share your thoughts with me and i’m so so so happy that you enjoy my work and that it brought you a bit of entertainment hehehe <33

[amenomiko]

First of all Thank you again for the request and Thank you for waiting. It took me a while to think of the best ideas that I could as Zallina is not the first one to request for this storyline ι(´Д｀υ). I wanted to give my best for this so I hope you like it!

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IkeSen Daddies and Their Daughter's Boyfriend : First Time Meeting the Parents of the Girl.

ODA FORCES

Spring has come to serve as the best season of the era. Flowers bloomed here and there, coloring each castle of both Azuchi and Kasugayama. Not only that, spring can serve for other meaning such as.....

Love.

____ were having tea with his wife. What a blissful moment to be drinking with the love of your life, sitting side by side,

"Father, Mother. I've returned."

A soft voice echoed at the other side of the door screen. It was his beloved daughter has came back from her walk in town. Ah, she is really beautiful, just like her mother. She would always be adorable in his heart; she would always be his baby girl. His daughter smiled shyly, saying something of "There's someone I want you to meet. This is ___, he is.. my beloved."

Nobunaga

His carnelian eyes widen the moment this so called beloved of his precious daughter entered the hall.

Just.

Who.

Is. This.

Barbarian.

Of Barbarian among Barbarian.

He didn't say anything. There's no words came out from his mouth but..

"...!!" A surprised gasp escaped from her beloved's throat. He suddenly fell on the floor, shaking.

"____? What's wrong??"

MC look from her daughter's boyfriend to her husband.

Nobunaga is in his Devil King mode. "Kill" is the only word written on his face.

"Anata..?"

Even his wife's voice couldn't reach him.

'Ah.. The following days ahead will be tough on this boy (*´﹀`*)..' MC sipped her tea peacefully.

Hideyoshi

The tea that he sipped paused mid air.

His daughter has brought home a man. A man that he didn't know of.

Wait

Since when-

So all of the reason she's been busy going out lately is to see this man.

"My, isn't he a nice man. Right, Anata--"

MC and her daughter froze. Hideyoshi is already shaking from anger.

"F-father?"

"____. Follow me to the next room."

His daughter were confused but very obliging to her father's sudden order. Especially the change in his gentle tone.

"Anata." His wife's firm voice stopped both of them. When they turn to look at her, she give the best smile that will not scare her daughter's lover. "....Don't do what you plan to do."

"But she brings a- a- man! A man, MC! For all these months that she said she has been busy is actually all about--"

"If you are going to nag from A to Z, your daughter will not be getting married in the future, Hideyoshi."

"...I don't know what 'A to Z' means.. But no means no!"

"Uhm.. Are we okay?"

Their daughter smile to her lover, "It's alright. I have two moms after all."

"????"

Masamune

Splat!

The mochi in his hand fall flat on the tatami.

"Oh- oh! Welcome, have a sit."

MC surpressed her giggle when she saw his only eye twitch to the unknown man in front of them.

They started with a small talk of.. Where did he come from, how do they met, where does he live.. Until..

"So tell me. Do you cook?"

"Ah, to be honest.. I'm embarassed to say this but no. You see, my family runs a restaurant and I have no interest in cooking because I have my own goal when it comes to-- HIIIIIIIII!!!" He went pale immediately the moment Masamune drew his sword and point at his neck.

"F-Father! Stop it!!"

"How dare you say no to cooking. If you won't cook for my daughter who's going to feed her?" He glares as he drew another of his sword.

"Anata, he is more to making desserts. Is that acceptable?"

"What- oh. Oh..! AHAHA I see, I see, you are a particular one huh??" He smack the man who's hakama pants has been tear into half and only his fudoshi left.

Ieyasu

His smile disappeared in instant.

*super mega salty contrary porcupine mode ON*

"....What is this?"

"Ah, it's ____, my-"

"I don't care what's the name. I never asked "Who" is this, I'm asking "What" is this."

MC clears her throat, and his contrary level lowered slightly.

"Welcome, ____. Here, have a sit--"

"You are not a maid here, why should you entertain this.." He look at the man, up and down with the most disgusted look. "...raw cabbage."

"Anata..!" / "Father!!" Both of his wife and daughter said in unison, where he rolled his eyes and pour himself another cup of tea, sipping it to ignore the man completely.

But then again..

"Your father is really nice, ____. I can't believe I'm facing with the most idolized warlord in front of me..!" He beamed a smile.

CLATTER.

The cup in his hand fell and roll on the tatami.

He thought he can live away from Mitsunari after he got married and live in his own castle. But to his dismay...

This man is like a TWIN TO THAT AIRHEAD!!!

His soul fly away in instant.

Mitsunari

His daughter's lover were astonished the moment his eyes look towards Mitsunari.

"Oh? Come in, have a sit." Mitsunari angelic smile fill the whole room like any other usual day.

When suddenly the man bowed in front of Mitsunari and said "It's my honor to be here!! To meet with the mother of my beloved lady, she is indeed got her look from you!"

MC who's about to enter the hall (after excusing herself to get some more dango just now) heard their conversation. "Is it me or I heard he called my husband "mother" (ㆁᴗㆁ✿)?"

The moment she entered the hall, a surprised, high pitched gasp came from the man. He abruptly look from MC to Mitsunari and to MC again.

"Eh- wh- y-you got 2 mothers?? Are you adopted??"

Daughter: H-hey, calm down..! You are being nervous again! The one that you greet just now is my father, ____.

"Eh-" He went pale. "OH GOD..! FORGIVE ME!!!"

Mitsunari: Hehehe isn't he hilarious?

MC: *ara ara noises* (*´﹀`*)

Mitsuhide

Both of his daughter and her lover were having palpitations.

The moment they came in, Mitsuhide didn't say anything but smile.

Creepily.

Like he could take anyone's head off from their neck in any minute.

MC whispered to her husband. "Anata, don't do this okay? Be nice." She entwine her hands with his, and he lean into her touch.

"Ah, of course, of course. So, ____. You like my child?"

"Y-yes..!"

"Are you sure?"

"Yes!! I am sure I'm in love with ____, My Lord!"

MC could feel her husband's hand twitch.

"I see.. Even though.." He pull out his hand, and suddenly a man in ninja suit entered the hall, handing him a scroll. MC feels bad about this. "Don't tell me... Oh gosh."

Mitsuhide opened the scroll. "Even though you are actually a spy and pretend that you work at a small restaurant?"

His daughter gasped. "F-father- you are spying on him??"

He continued, "So.. Are you using my daughter?"

He shakes his head. "M-my Lord! I am indeed a spy, but I am in love with your daughter! And- I'm not a spy for bad things, I'm just a--"

BANG!

The man quickly dodge the bullet easily, protecting Mitsuhide's daughter at the same time with his body. This brought a smile on his lips.

"Hoooh. Not bad." He chuckle. "I know who you really are. I'm just testing what would you do when this thing happen and I know the answer."

"FATHER!!!! STOP IT!!"

"Relax, my dear. I approved your boyfriend. For now." He chuckled from his throat the moment his daughter pulled her lover to walk out from the hall.

"Ah, I'm hated now hm? Now, now MC, don't be angry." He grinned to his wife who had been raising her eyebrows at him the whole time.

[pinkchronicles]

2019 Recap

So, eto na naman po ako sa super-duper, ultra-mega late blog post ko noh! Hahaha! I was supposed to write something about my birthday but this year has been super crazy kaya naman failed ang goal ko to post here every month! Hahaha! And I'm not complaining ha! I'm actually super grateful because this has been one of the best years I've had. The best year I've had in a decade to be exact! I know sinabi ko din ito regarding my 2018 but tinalo talaga sya ng 2019. Hehehe! Today, I will try my best to go into details about the things that happened this year in every aspect of my life. So, let's start!

RELIGION

I want to start with this part because this is where I sucked at the most. And I admit it, okay. I've set myself a goal on finishing the Bible this year and well, I DID IT! August 26, 2019 was the date to be exact. And I finished it with the help of an app named Bible Reading Schedule. Not promoting the app. Ginamit ko talaga kasi sya. Kinda weird that I had to schedule things like this, I know. I'll explain why later. When it comes to my faith and such, walang nagbago. I'd like to say it has improved but I couldn't feel it nor tell myself na I've been more religious than the previous year. Hindi ako kuntento sa part na ito because I know I could've done better.

FAMILY

Best part of my life this 2019! I have nothing much to say here sa true lang kasi we all had a busy year. But despite of it, I can say na this is one of the best years for our family. Wala kaming naging major issue or problem, walang nagkasakit ng serious sa amin, our Tita was declared cancer-free, we did our first major travel together so yung bond namin this year is kinda different from the previous years. We're travelling again next month. This time mas madami na kami. I'm still super close to my parents. To sum it all up, very peaceful and balanced ang family life ko.

HEALTH

Another area where I always sucked at except this year. I honestly don't know if I am right in saying it because it's how I feel about it. The years of me being a super obedient patient is finally starting to pay off! I didn't have any serious problem about my health this year except for one thing that I don't really like discussing but fiiine, I will! I wanted this post kasi to be as raw and unfiltered as possible. I almost sunk into depression during the first quarter of this year. Keyword is ALMOST. Ayoko mag-open up about it because I know it's such a sensitive topic to discuss specially now that everyone seems to claim that they experience it at ayoko din namang ma-label as "bandwagoner". But I did a test last year. Ayoko na i-divulge kung anong test but it has something to do with radiations that brought a negative side effect sa body ko. That's where it came from. Thankfully, I was born a fighter. I'm not being arrogant or what but I guess through the years, I've learned how to take better care of myself. The moment I noticed that something is wrong with me or my body, I instantly go berserk. Hahaha! No kidding! Yun ang initial reaction ko all the time. That's why people say I'm maarte or that I'm always over-reacting especially when it comes to health stuff but that's MEEE! I don't think I would've survived and lived this long if I wasn't too paranoid about my health. Of course, another factor din na meron akong crazy but super supportive na family who are always there for me.

LOVE

Okaaay... Here we are with what I think is the biggest plot twist of my 2019! I won't try to sugarcoat things. There is a new person who makes me smile. Surprised!? Me, too! Hahaha! It feels weird kasi never in my wildest dreams did I ever think na I will like someone again. I mean, alam ko naman na dadating yung time na yun but I never thought it will be this year. I was giving myself kasi a 3-5 years of rest in the love department. But anyways, we are not in a relationship. NOT YET! Hahaha! And honestly, I prefer things this way. I know it's weird and people might say na I'm too old for the "no label" kind of relationship but I enjoy being single. Yung tipong hindi ka na-i-stress at umiiyak because your boyfriend is playing the ignoring game that goes on for days, weeks, months and so on. Nakakaloka! I may sound bitter (even if I'm not) but being single made me appreciate the stress-free life. And even if nakaka-miss having someone special in your life, I don't think I am fully ready to be in a relationship again. Feeling ko may kailangan pa akong i-confirm at ayusin sa sarili ko before I enter a new one. Actually, hindi lang naman para sa akin but for both of us (me and the new person). Gusto ko 101% sure ako sa feelings ko at sa kanya kasi ayoko namang maging unfair. Luckily, he's also in the same page as I am. We're both content and secured enough to know that we feel the same way about each other. That's the most important thing. WE BOTH FEEL SECURED KAHIT WALA KAMING LABEL. And even if there's no exclusivity in that situation, we both know we're exclusive to each other. Hahaha! Plus point yun for me because I don't like sharing noh! Bonus na lang yung knowledge nya about my medical history (he's my doctor) so he knows what he's about to get if ever we both decided to take things further.

MONEY

I won't go into details sa part na ito ha but this has been a very abundant year for me. Yung mga sales lang talaga ang naging problem ko dito eh! Hahaha! Yun na yon!

THOUGHTS AND REFLECTIONS

2019 has been a year of growth for me. It taught me a lot of things and I mean A LOT! I've learned to invest more in myself. To love myself more. I know it sound cliché but it's true. I've rebuilt myself this year. I'm slowly gaining my confidence back. I've always felt like I should adjust for other people but now I am slowly learning to ignore those whom I know isn't really good for my well being. I finally started mastering the art of dedma! Hahaha! Thanks to my special someone. Siya talaga yung palaging nagsasabi at nagpaparamdam sa akin na it's their loss for losing someone like you. Aaaw! At syempre naniniwala naman ako noh! Hahaha! Because of him I've realized that it's okay to leave and let the people that you love go. Like if the person that you love doesn't treat you well at puro stress and toxicity ang binibigay sayo, LET THEM GO. Walang mabuting maidudulot sayo ang pag-hold on sa mga taong ganyan. They'll just going to drain you. Why sacrifice your sanity and put your energy to people who doesn't give a fuck about you diba! I've honestly lost around 5 people in my already small circle this year and honestly, I never felt any regret that I lost them. Hindi ako bitter na nawala sila but life has been a lot easier since they left. As in nabawasan talaga yung problema ko sa life! Hehehe! If I knew this would be the effect of not being around their energies, I would've stayed away from them 4-5 years ago. Like seriously.

I've also learned to detached from people who only know me when they need something. The people who come to me when they have a problem but ignores me the moment they're doing better. I don't know how and why I've let myself get attached to them. Parang naging collection ko na nga sila sa dami nila! Hahaha! I don't know why I attract those kind of people kasi hindi naman ako ganon. But honestly, wala naman akong problem with those kind of people. Happy ako na I was able to help them in my own little way but unlike before where in sobrang affected at invested ako sa problems nila, hindi na ngayon. I've learned to put boundaries when it comes to my emotions. Kaya sometimes I kinda feel bad for Joven (my doctor) kasi this could also mean na he's in big trouble pag naasar ako sa kanya diba! Hahaha!

They say that you get what you put out into the world and I am now a firm believer of it. I believe in karma kahit ano pang sabihin ng iba. And I know I've been good this year kasi I was showered with good karma. But I've also seen a lot of people getting their bad karma served to them this year. I don't want to sound mean but it is what it is. I'm not happy about it. It's just that sometimes when they asked me for advice or help or when they come to me, all I wanted to tell them was to reflect on their past actions because it could teach them something. I'm not saying I'm clean and all but most people overlook these things. Or maybe it's just me because that's how I assess my life. Like if something bad happens to me or whenever I go through something, I know it's because I did something bad to other people. Yun yung parang wake up call ko na: "Girl, umayos at mag-behave ka!" Hehehe! But then again, I've learned not to meddle with other people's business and I've learned it the hard way kaya I prefer to zip my mouth.

Anyway, I also meditate now. The chakra healing, essential oils and stuff, I do and use all those things na. I know it's weird and very Tita-ish but it works for me. Para kasing nag-reset yung system ko after I started doing meditations. I couldn't function or stick to my goals without scheduling them kaya I now use scheduling and habit apps. Effective naman sya sa akin. Na-finish ko nga yung Bible diba! Hehehe! I've ditched the bullet journal because hindi sya fully nag-work for me. Like no matter what I write in there, nakakalimutan ko because I had to scroll pages pa just to find it. Naging visual ang brain cells ko this year. Sort of like out of sight, out of mind ako when it comes to stuff. And I've been super productive this entire year. I'm starting a new business soon (next week, actually) and I'm excited about it kasi ang daming positive feedback. Ayoko sya i-pre-empt kaya I won't talk about it na.

I celebrated my birthday in a very simple way again. Nag-mass lang ako then had dinner with my family. Pero parang 1 whole week tumagal yung birthday ko. Weird how people has been giving me food out of nowhere. I saw the old lady (the one I wrote about last year) in the church again. And she sat right in front of me again. As in parang naulit lang yung nangyari last year. Christmas has been amaziiing! First time ever ko nanalo ng bongga sa Bingo. There has been a running joke about me kasi when it comes to Bingo. They say I always pick the charity cards because I never ever win. Hahaha! This year I was able to finally say, "GANITO PALA ANG FEELING NG NANANALO!" Hahaha!

I think that's all I'm going to post about this year. As always, medyo hesitant na naman ako sa papasok na taon but I'm also excited for the new learnings, experiences and opportunities this 2020. I'm half-claiming it will be a good year for me kasi Rat is my Chinese zodiac sign and 2020 is Year of the Metal Rat. Para ano pa't naging Year of the Rat person ako diba! Hehehe! Anyways, as the new year begins, may we all use this chance again of pressing the reset button in our lives wisely.

Wishing everyone a Belated Merry Christmas and A Prosperous Wonderful New Year!!! Xoxo - Ayie