#meh_

[runningoncoffeeandbaddecisions]

would you guys like to see some of my poetry? probably not? meh_

ik this sucks but go easy on me pls

She was beautiful,

Not in the way that a poppy is, not in the eyes of an observer,

Not in the aesthetic value or perception, no,

She was beautiful in the way that she was,

She was like a bright sun in June, emitting rays of charm,

A way that would inspire awe and melt one’s hearth,

One to die for,

And for a moment I wanted to dissolve,

And slowly seep into the pores of her face,

Be a part of something greater and to fit in the perfectly imperfect bumps,

To be total, whole and so totally engrossed that reality could collapse,

And the world could swirl into a well of chaos,

And the universe could dwindle and die out,

And the worst could come, the four horsemen with their steeds running high,

Yet I wouldn’t care,

For I was everything I wanted, in another person, and I had found home so far away

[actual--satan]

generally I dislike those hour long character playlists on yt but some of em ain't bad actually

[silent---eyes]

I over think.I over love.I over feel.I'm sea or I'm nothing.

-> meh_🖤