#met my one of my two former best friends today ๐ถโ๐ซ๏ธ๐ฅฒ
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#met my one of my two former best friends today ๐ถโ๐ซ๏ธ๐ฅฒ#i just didn't know how to react or what to do#she sat in the same train i went home with and unexpectedly i passed her while rushing the train cabins to find a free seat#she was sitting with some other girl in a seat group of four so two other seats were free#and she just said hi like nothing happened or idk maybe she found it just as awkward as I did#i also said hi as cheerful as i could maybe because i was a bit happy to see her but also i wanted to look as happy as i could idk#i was thinking what do i do now should we chat or sit with her but then she never reached out to me in 3 years so i don't need her now#as a friend in my life#but ngl i was tempted ๐ฅฒ#so i just passed by#it would have been awkward anyway and apparently she thinks everything is cool or idk why she never reached out#i still do miss the friendship sometimes :(( and them or maybe it's just the memories i miss#we had been friends for like 10 years#it was the weirdest end of a friendship there was nothing no fight nothing#nothing happened#it all started with me inviting them for my birthday and them ditching me for some neighbourhood feast/party ouch ๐ฅฒ#your best friends birthday is not more important than that hurts but i would have forgiven them for that#i texted them okay maybe celebrate it another time reach out to me#well they never did...#they never reached out to me again about anything i still wrote them merry christmas wishes birthday wishes whatever so maybe they remember#didn't get anything back other than a thanks or likewise#they just ghostet me like we weren't friends for so long#i guess i could have asked what's wrong but i doubt i would have gotten an answer#they are not confrontative people they probably would have been too afraid to tell me they'd rather tell me nothing#anyway i'm forever wondering what went wrong and why they did this#long time i was wondering if i did something wrong if i was a bad friend#so this might have been just as painful as a big fight to end a beautiful friendship especially the uncertainty#still miss the friendship however i don't think i need them as friends anymore#i just think it was awful from them at this point if something was wrong they should have rather told me#it's also weird now they still act friendly towards me but it feels forced to me we still follow and like each others posts on social media
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