#methinks growing up as poor as i did left a very deep impact on me :
Text
Crawling out of bed after an 11 hour shift only to realize that maybe. maybe I'm not exactly taking care of myself
#i can see what's happening i just don't know how to stop without feeling guilty#it's like. overtime is approved and i can pull in extra money + i have made NO financial recovery since getting my car#and it's like. oh I still have energy and feel good i can just help out :)#and then reply to my friend 6 hours after they messaged me and then go straight to bed and eat like shit bc im too tired to cook#it's like. i know what the consequences are but it feels like it'll be different every time when it really isn't#and now I'm building up the reputation of being the guy that stays late to help out and. this cannot be good for me 👁👁#and it's like. yeah I'm a little paycheck to paycheck and in credit card debt but I'm not *struggling* you know?#methinks growing up as poor as i did left a very deep impact on me :/#i. need to go home on time for the rest of this week. i hope. I'm. thinking out loud#shai speaks
3 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
projectrecoverysunshine
More Dignity, Less Bullshit
arcanaspazz
The Arcana Spazztastical Blog
wouldvebeensweet
sharp pen, thin skin, open heart
massivelyovergrown
Consumption
dbztoyreviews
DBZ TOY REVIEWS