thoughts about midnights
fave songs (honestly i love them all) (not in any order)
You're On Your Own, Kid (fave)
The Great War
Maroon
Lavender Haze
Anti-Hero
Bejeweled
Labyrinth
Karma
Sweet Nothing
High Infidelity
Mastermind
Would've, Could've, Should've
some relatable lyrics
- You're On Your Own, Kid
"I waited ages to see you there. I searched the party of better bodies. Just to learn that you never cared." Hits home because i have literally lived this.
"you're on your own, kid. You always have been" No need to explain
"From sprinkler splashes to fireplace ashes. I gave my blood, sweat and tears for this." Feeling like i waisted my childhood being obsessed over being the best at ice skating and school. And now it was all waisted because i no longer skate and i am not doing very well in school.
"- and starved my body" LOL
- Anti-Hero
"I wake up screaming from dreaming. One day i'll watch as you're leaving. 'Cause you got tired of my scheming. For the last time" Hits home
"I wake up screaming from dreaming. One day i'll watch as you're leaving. And life will lose all its meaning. For the last time." Same as above
"i'm the problem, it's me""Everybody agrees" yeah.
"I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror" Because of my ed and body dysmorphia but also because i sometimes blame others a lot and should maybe look in the mirror.
"Did you hear my covert narcissism. I disguise as altruism" above.
- Bejeweled
"Putting someone first only works when you're in their top five" I put her first but i wasn't in her top 5.
- Labyrinth
"It only hurts this much right now. Was what i was thinking the whole time" I used to think that the pain is only temporary and it would get better. It didn't.
"I'll be getting over you my whole life"
"You know how much I hate that everybody just expects me to bounce back
Just like that" I feel like people don't realise how hard some things are for me.
"Never trust it if it rises fast. It can't last"
- Karma
"Ask me what I learned from all those years. Ask me what I earned from all those tears" Nothing? Something?
- Sweet nothing
"I'm just too soft for all of it"
- Bigger Than The Whole Sky
"Every single thing i touch becomes sick with sadness" My dad got depression because of me
"So i'll say words i don't believe" I will get better. I didn't cause this. I am enough. I hate you....
- High Infidelity
"Put on your records and regret me"
- Glitch
"we were supposed to be just friends" her
"Five seconds later, I'm fastening myself to you with a stitch" I feel like if i have a friend, i have to either be their best friend or nothing to them. Not anything in between.
- Would've, Could've, Should've
"And now that i'm grown, I'm scared of ghosts. Memories feel like weapons"
"And now that i know, I wish you'd left me wondering" When you really want to know something and then you find out and you really wish you didn't.
"God rest my soul. I miss who i used to be" Before i ruined myself
"I regret you all the time"
"I can't let this go. I fight with you in my sleep" All of them
"The wound won't close" I can't let it go. Also literally..
- Dear Reader
"My friends found friends who care"
- Mastermind
"No one wanted to play with me as a little kid
So I've been scheming like a criminal ever since
To make them love me and make it seem effortless" Well ;()
Lyrics i just love
- You're On Your Own, Kid
Everything you lose is a step you take
So make the friendship bracelets
Take the moment and taste it
You've got no reason to be afraid
- Labyrinth
I thought the plane was going down. How'd you turn it right around
It only feels this raw right now
Lost in the labyrinth of my mind
Break up, break free, break through, break down
You would break your back to make me break a smile
You know how much I hate that everybody just expects me to bounce back
Just like that
- Karma
My pennies made your crown
Karma is a god
Karma's gonna track you down
Sweet like justice, karma is a queen
- Sweet Nothing
All that you ever wanted from me was sweet nothing
- Bigger Than The Whole Sky
You were more than just a short time
- Paris
I'm so in love that i might stop breathing
- Glitch
A brief interruption, a slight malfunction
I though we had no chance. And that's romance, let's dance
- Dear Reader
If it feels like a trap. You're already in one
Never take advice from someone who's falling apart
You don't have to answer just 'cause they asked you
- Lavender Haze
I just need this love spiral
- Maroon
How the hell did we lose sight of us again?
The lips i used to call home. So scarlet it was.
- Snow On The Beach
And it's fine to fake it 'til you make it. Til you do. Til it's true
- Mastermind
Once upon a time, the planets and the fates
And all the stars aligned
You and I ended up in the same room
At the same time
Checkmate, I couldn't lose
What if I told you none of it was accidental
And the first night that you saw me, nothing was gonna stop me?
What if I told you I'm a mastermind?
And now you're mine
It was all by design
'Cause I'm a mastermind
Overall I am so in love with this album and i have also finally made my parents become swifties :)) @taylorswift @taylornation
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