#missdcalls

[bruiscdmouth]

Ben's trying to keep his eyes open but it feels impossible. He's so tired from the flight back in. He's spent it far far away from this city. Away from everyone he's ever known. Ben had to stay away. He needed to put those wounded feelings six feet under. He thinks he's nearly done it. Ben gets home but he's not alone. There's a new, firm hand there to bring him to bed. Someone to care for him in a way he thought no one ever would again. Training together, practically on top of each other for the past few months. Just them at the secluded training facility on the East coast.

They fall asleep together. Ben's stomach stopped hurting whenever he thinks about this city. He knows all his work could be reversed tomorrow when he sees Hunter. Hunter who's married. Ben won't let himself think about it too much. He passes out.

Ben's not even tense the next morning all wide smile and bright eyes as he walks into dev camp. He always feels the most at home when everyone knows his name. When everyone's excited to see him too. When they're happy he's finally smiling again. Ben changes quickly and can't resist the final kiss he presses on his boyfriends mouth. He knows how to be professional after all.

Out on the ice he can see the relief in the staffs eyes because Ben's not got a gloomy cloud following him for the first time in a long time. And then he sees him. And the world doesn't end. Ben doesn't feel like he's gotten the wind knocked out of him. Ben skates right up to Hunter.

"Hey Hunter." Ben grins easily, "Good break?" @missdcalls

[sxlcst]

starter for @missdcalls muse: rhylee ( dj who livestreams who is the son of a politician who is running for education. ) for: akila

finally managing to get a moment alone with her as he was gripped with slight anxiety which was provoked due to being caught last weekend when he was parked outside her home kissing her neighbour. it wasn't a big deal however at the time rhylee was dating someone but it was a need to boost his status of being something of an influencer striving to be popular however the relationship had petered out only for rhylee to be the thumbnail of a few youtubers who exaggerated the breakup. paying no attention to it. it was a complicated mess forcing him to cut off any form of interaction with the neighbour yet he was worried still that akila if she were so bold could have her fame by leaking what she had witnessed.

he came up beside her when he would rest his back against the wall with eyes diverting down to the ground. " this is a nice party by the way. " starting with a compliment towards the party she had thrown. her husband absent suspecting he might have been busy working. her husband knew his father. " look let's get this out of the way. " pushing himself off the wall when he turned his body to face her properly eyes instantly glued to hers as he paused for a moment as if he hesitated becoming distracted by finding her to be beautiful - - but that was irrelevant as he regained his thoughts and then stated. " i know you saw what happened but i just want to say that me and her nothing is happening between us. it was just a kiss and i don't know why i did it. " he explained thoroughly although shame would be present in his voice. " i decided to cut that off. " his voice stirred a sense of nervousness when he then drew in his breath shakily. " i just wanted to know why you hadn't told anyone? i mean you had every right but why'd you keep silent? " he queried as his eyes squinted studying her properly with his head leaning off to the side.

[scbrvght]

closed starter ♡ for missdcalls. ♡ liked for a starter (  ♪ lose control by teddy swims ) ' I lose control -- when you're not next to me. '

" where have you been ? " the words blurted out before she could even realize she was saying them. was she entitled to an answer ? not really -- she probably shouldn't have asked in the first place but it had been unraveling her sanity.

[rosesblush]

◝  ♡  𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑟 .

" i took the miracle move-on drug , the effects were temporary . "

[gloomysummers]

''look into my eyes and tell me the truth. for once, tell me the truth. i can handle it.'' @missdcalls

[swtsours]

“   i   don’t   like   them   all   looking   at   you   .   ”

[grcveyacd]

🖤 Guin and Jacob

send 🖤 and my character will answer about yours.

attractiveness:

repulsive / hideous / ugly / not attractive / unappealing / not unattractive / meh / no preference / ok / mildly attractive / nice looking / cute / adorable / attractive / pleasant on the eyes / good looking / hot / sexy / beautiful / gorgeous / hot damn / would tap that / perfect / godlike / holy fuck there are no words.

personality:

grating / irritating / frustrating / boring / confusing at best / awkward / unreasonable / psychotic / disturbing / interesting / engaging / affectionate / aggressive / ambitious / anxious / artistic / bad tempered / bossy / charismatic / appealing / unappealing / creative / courageous / dependable / unreliable / unpredictable / predictable / devious / dim / extroverted / introverted / egotistical / gregarious / fabulous / impulsive / intelligent / sympathetic / talkative / up beat / peaceful / calming / badass / flexible.

how likely they would have sex with them:

not if they were the last person on earth and the world was ending / fuck no! / never / no way / not likely / not sure / indifferent / I’m asexual / maybe / probably / it depends / fairly likely / likely / yeah sure / yes / would tap that / hell yes / fuck yes! / wishing that could happen right now / as many times as possible / we are already having sex.

level of friendship:

never in a million years / worst of enemies / enemies / rivals / indifferent / neutral / acquaintance / friendly toward each other / casual friends / friends / good friends / best friends / fuck buddies / bosom buddies / practically the same person / would die for them / true friends / my only friend.

first impression of them:

i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.

current impression of them:

i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.

[angelsdvsts]

˖ ࣪ . ࿐ ♡ ˚ . ↪ closed for @missdcalls | inspo ♡ ˖ ࣪ . ࿐ ♡ ˚ .

"stop staring at me like that, i need you to focus on your studies."

[rennisaturate]

" how long have you been sitting there?? be honest, " || @missdcalls

[kneesbruised]

◝ ' closed for @missdcalls :

                   ❝    just    say    what    you're    thinking    ―    i    can't    read    your    mind   .    ❞

[bruiscdmouth]

Ben's happy and very drunk. Anyone can tell by looking at him. His cheeks flush and he's stumbling over nothing. It might look like a display to someone who doesn't know him. Someone who doesn't know Ben loses every ounce of grace he has on the ice when he's had enough drinks. People have been steering him from the open bar all night. Perhaps looking to avoid a collision. Ben's still very good at being sneaky. Finds people he doesn't know to do shots with, sipping his friends drinks before joining them on the dancefloor. His favourite thing about hockey weddings in that he gets to see everyone. Buddies all the way down to juniors. Ben's usually tarps off before the mother son dance.

Ben's been finding any old lady to dance with. Until the songs get too slow and sappy. He snatches a drink off a table before he's distracted by dark hair and heads bowed close. Ben's vision snaps right to it. Of course it's Hunter. Of course Nana is by his side. Just how it should be. They fit together in a way that Ben never could fit by Hunter's side. He knows that. Ben swallows the lump he hadn't known formed in his throat. He rubs at his face before he has to look away. It's too much. The anger has simmered away into misery. Ben's familiar with that. He can handle it well. Masks it so easily. No one has to know. Ever since they left their mark on each other that night Ben's avoided Hunter even more. Can walk past him like he's a stranger.

Ben feels sick the more he imagines that this is their wedding. There's no way. Ben has to stop. He finishes the drink in his hand before setting it back down. He needs to move. The music began to crescendo and he can't breathe. Ben's vision blurs as he finally turns away. He needs to find somewhere to hide. He thought he would be okay, he doesn't know why he thought he would be okay.

Ben finds the back door of the ballroom. Not even the cool breeze off the lake can save him. His legs feel like lead as he tries to get down to the beach. Ben wants to go home. He shouldn't have come. Ben sits in the sand like some pitiful child when the shores washes away their sand castle. It's cold. He doesn't know what to do with himself anymore. His chest is aching. No one's going to find him. @missdcalls

[svftlove]

@missdcalls ♥

as the delicious aroma of her mother's beloved cookie recipe fills the kitchen, lyanna finds herself immersed in a comforting wave of nostalgia. the familiar scent transports her back to cherished memories of her childhood, spent baking with her mother and siblings. just as she finishes adding the final touch of chocolate chips to the dough, a gentle knock on the door interrupts captures her attention. "just a second," she calls out as she quickly rinses her hands under the running tap, and with a flicker of the towel, she wipes away the remnants of her baking endeavor and walks to the front door. "hey," a smile tugs at the corner of her petals at the sight of him, pearly whites sinking into her full bottom lip.

[scbrvght]

closed starter ♡ for missdcalls. ♡ liked for a starter (  ♪ forbidden fruit by j. cole ) ' took a little trip, down to the garden, took a little dip -- oh no. '

" we can't keep doing this. " the conviction in his words was so deflated -- and yet he said them out loud almost as an attempt to scold himself. there was nothing wrong with a little sip but he was getting close to half a glass now.

[muchallure]

closed starter for @missdcalls

based on: this

the lengths he'll go to to see his friends happy is unparalleled, but this might be a step too far, even for him. bear had never attempted to disguise his frustration with his best friend's fiance's best friend in front of his best friend - which was quite a mouthful to say, but he couldn't ever find it in him to use their name. his friend often opted to tease him over it, questioning as to whether there was any chance that there was an ulterior means to his frustration that wasn't deep, dark hatred. he always countered - a bit too boldly - that it was nothing but pure, unadulteratred hatred frustration. nothing more, nothing less. he's grumbling under his breath when he reaches his room and realises who his neighbour is. he forces a smile; lips pursed uncomfortably, as he throws them a glance. "hope you don't make too much noice," he jokes, without really joking - a glimmer in his eyes that exposes the earnest within his words.

[gloomysummers]

''since you don’t want to tell me, you leave me no choice. if you don't want to tell me, i'll find someone who will.'' @missdcalls

[swtsours]

“   we   can’t   be   together   .   not   now   ,   not   ever   .   ”