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harmcityherald · 23 days

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I can attest that the moon is grey. Went there last night. Remind me not to do that again. Paying the price today. Laughable but uncomfortable. Part of me needed it. part of me is spanking myself. Part of me don't care what nobody thinks.

What the hell did I eat? whatever it was it was unacceptable. That was after we splurged and bought ourselves take out last night. You don't know how much you miss those sloppy burgers and fries until you go a few years without them.

alcohol was the mistake. One damn wine cooler lol. But mixing that with my long list of meds of course I know Is complete fuckery. So its a rough start waking up at 2 in the afternoon. Throwback to my old days.

#At least im a cheap drunk #i know i should be treating myself better #sometimes you just wanna get tore down #so one wine cooler is the limit #the doctor would smack me i have a absolute no alcohol rule #its easy to see why im on serious medication #i do not endorse this behavior in anyone else #mixing alcohol with meds such as mine becomes a cocktail for death #mixing medications and adding alchol can be fatal #so yes i was wrong to drink that on top of my already strong medications #i was neither depressed or upset. it was purely the desire to reach inebriation #which is just as wrong as it sounds #but I think its my right.#having a terminal disese gives me that right.#and no one was harmed during this production #so if i want to smoke my cigar i do. if i want to get fucked up i get fucked up. might as well. and you just dont fret your pretty head #im a vetern at this #its my life #and its my death as well #i shall experience it my way and my way alone #so i do not apologize #feel honored im bringing you along for the ride #you wont get this Schizophrenic content anywhere else

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