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ruffgem · 4 months

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im literally incapable of setting small goals so i get sad when i dont accomplish them. theyre insane shit like "fully craft 12 songs as a self-taught musician playing every single instrument and recording entirely by yourself AND do it all within the span of three weeks." like BRO??? did I know I can just make one or two. its ok. hold my hands....

#but the problem is i get 75 percent done with one song and then im like already over it im like ok time for the next one #like bro....... CHILL #OR i'll like pour my life blood sweat and tears into some shit and then listen to it back and be like #mmm... derivative. mediocre. Simply Lackluster #what do I want from me!!!!!#its about the joy of creation. Bitch #thats literally my life philosophy why am i forgetting her when i need her most #tomorrow im locking myself in my room and im only allowed to work on one garagebandTM project file until its DONE #to the fullest extent that a DIY garageband song recorded on my laptop can be done #IDK IDK im used to going big or going home i dont know how to be normal when i had an assignment to make a comic i made it 100 pages #SELF INFLICTED #i have to turn normal now

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