#monmonchamcham

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Never let your fiancée stop you from finding your wife

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not me having 99% of the chapter done and then deleting 97% of that bc I hated it 😭😅

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Mantra 🤝🏼 FreenBecky

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Hear me out

what if I told you I did a one shot of Mon and Sam adopting a dog together bc I needed my own break from the angst y’all will read soon.

should I post it??

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Chapter 16: I Bet We'd Have Really Good Bed Chem (Sam's POV)

Summary:

Sam is stunned when Mon suddenly reappears, sparking an intense and emotional reunion. As they navigate the complexities of blending their personal connection with professional demands, they grow closer, adapting to a new rhythm together.

Note

Much smut ahead Chapter title from "Bed Chem" by Sabrina Carpenter

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Chapter 15 of So What Now?

Should I do a Drunk!Mon scene?

Yes or yes?

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Chapter 9 - Let the Rain Fall Down, I'm Coming Clean (Mon's POV)

And just like that… chapter 9 is up at 12,302 words

Summary: Mon wrestles with the quiet shift between her and Khun Sam—the texts, the calls, the weight of everything unspoken. A conversation with her dad forces her to confront what she already knows, while Char refuses to let her deflect. And Khun Sam—Khun Sam keeps showing up, in ways she never has before. The distance between them is still there, but it feels different now. Something is coming, and Mon isn’t sure if she’s ready for it.

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A little teaser for chapter 14! Should be out in the next couple of days.

My grandpa died on Sunday and it’s hit me a little harder than I thought it would, so I’m just *gestures vaguely*

But our girls will be going to Pride!!!!!

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Chapter 11 - I'm So Chill, But You Make Me Jealous (Mon's POV)

Summary: Sam's arrival in London reignites everything they left unresolved. Tension underlies each moment they spend, fueled by lingering attachments and doubts. Their wary closeness leads to a charged, intimate encounter, revealing how much they both still care. Where they stand remains unclear, but it’s evident they can’t let go just yet.

Our losers are losering... and... uhhh... other... things

https://archiveofourown.org/works/61510801/chapters/161372221#workskin

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Chapter 12: Your Love's a Blessing, It's Armageddon (Sam's POV)

Summary:

Sam wakes up with the past and present pressing against her, forcing her to face what she can no longer ignore. An unexpected reminder of what she left behind threatens to pull her back. In a space filled with unspoken truths, emotions come to a breaking point.

Notes:

Grab some water. Grab some tissues. Take breaks. I'm warning you now. Chapter Title from "Save the Bullets, Baby" by Xana

https://archiveofourown.org/works/61510801/chapters/161881279#workskin

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I miss them 😭

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Chapter 4!

Happy Weekend!

I present to you Chapter 4: “I Blamed It On The World Like It Owes Me”

Sam do be going through it, but she’s learning!

Summary: Struggling under the weight of expectations, Sam’s frustration boils over as she confronts the life she’s been forced into. Memories of what she’s lost haunt her, deepening her sense of regret. A conversation challenges her to face hard truths about her choices and their consequences. In the aftermath, she begins to question the path she’s on. A spark of determination flickers, hinting at the possibility of change.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/61510801/chapters/158391073

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So What Now?

Chapter 19 - My Wet Dream Is Your Face On A Missing Poster (Mon's POV)

I don't know what to tell y'all. This one hurted my brain so much.

Summary:

Mon and Sam are caught in a media and legal war, forced to protect their relationship from corporate and family threats. Every move they make is under scrutiny. What was once private now feels like a battlefield.

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Chapter 8 - Just An Appendage, Live to Attend Him (Sam's POV)

Besties, buckle up bc this is a loooooooong one (12,949 words to be exact - oops). There's much that needed to happen, so get some water, a snack, go to the bath room, or take a break while reading!

I promise it's worth!

Title from Labour by Paris Paloma

Chapter summary: Sam is trying—trying to move forward, trying to heal, trying to regain control of her life. But old betrayals surface, forcing her to confront everything she’s lost and everything she’s still fighting for. And just when she thinks she’s steady, instinct pulls her back to the one person she was never ready to lose.

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how much do you hate kirk? yes

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Just want to say you’re the best. “So What Now?”is what keeps me coming back to read all over again. You got this.

stoooop😭😭😭 you’re so sweet 😭😭 I am crying why are y’all so sweet to me 🥹

I am hard at work on the next chapter, but idk a set date it’ll be fine. fingers crossed for sunday tho 😭