#multiple expensive streaming services. therapy for my sister and i. dental and eye appointments for all three of us. a hard drive for our -
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im such an anxious person and i wish i wasn't
#like... my mom's been spending a LOT of money recently and its making me anxious#she got an inheritance from her recently deceased parents who were pretty rich so idk how much she got but. its still making me anxious#she bought a new dryer which was necessary but she's planning on making so many big purchases that it's making me anxious#some of the things she's planning to purchase are:#a high speed laptop for me that can handle my art programs. tickets to cali in the spring. a gym membership for my sister.#multiple expensive streaming services. therapy for my sister and i. dental and eye appointments for all three of us. a hard drive for our -#- xbox. pricey flannel sheets for whoever in the house wants them.#its making me anxious!!! we've never had this kind of money in all my 17 years of life!!!#we've spent the past few years struggling to make ends meet and even before that we still weren't super well off. but all of a sudden we -#- apparently have the money to buy and do all of these things after years of barely being able to cover both groceries and bills and it -#- scares me bc im scared we'll lose it. im scared something's gonna go wrong and my mom would've spent too much money to fix it#i know thats irrational and i know that shes a grown woman who knows how to budget much better than i do bc im only 17 but im still anxious#idk. after years of instability we finally have stability and it freaks me out. it was so sudden and i dont know what to do about it.
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