#murayama brain rot rn

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"Just a dream"

murayama yoshiki x reader

warnings: usual hnl fic violence, mentions of dying and just hurt to comfort

Murayama was walking around the streets of oya when he saw a bunch of guys crowding an area and beating someone up, but it seemed like the one they were beating up was not fighting back.

He didn't like one sided fights because that would be considered as bullying, he didn't like bullies.

He got near the group of guys and told them off. They turned to him, and he recognised their uniform as part of a rival school gang. The group of men turned to murayama turned pale and cowardly ran.

Murayama went to see who they were beating up. He noticed a familiar shine on their fingers, as he got nearer and nearer. There, he was faced with the sight that he feared he most.

There right infront of him was your bloody, bruised body, a plastic bag covering your head, your breathing was stuttered, it was clear that you were struggling to even breathe let alone with a plastic bag covering your head.

Murayama slowly took another step towards you , kneeled down, and took off the plastic bag that was covering your head, and it revealed the sight that he dreaded the most.

There. Right in front of him was his lover's bloody, wounded, bruised face, and there was a large gaping wound on the crown of their head, he coudnt even recognise them without the ring that the he gave them.

Murayama was slowly filled with rage as he watched his lover struggle to even breathe. He clutched their body into his chest and shouted, his shout was full of nothing but grief and anger.

"M-murayam-ma..." They tried to speak but their voice came out as nothing but a hoarse whisper.

"Sshhh baby, s'okay, I got you" murayama held them as if they're this fragile, porcelain doll.

"I lo-love y-y-you y-y-yoshiki, I-i-i love you t-too m-m-m-much" once again a hoarse whisper came out of them, they gave one last breathe, still happy that they get to die in the embrace of the man they loved the most.

Murayama felt their body go limp in his arms. He quickly checked on them, but it only just confirmed that they're gone.

Murayama broke down, sobbed and sobbed until the sun came up, just holding onto their dead body, still not accepting that they're gone.

He wished that this was all a nightmare. He wanted to wake up now, so he did.

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Murayama woke up in cold sweat and soft hands rubbing his back.

He quickly looked to who it was to his relief and sanity. It was none other than his lover.

Before murayama woke up, you were already awake due to him thrashing around and his whimpers.

You tried waking him up, but no avail. You were gonna try on waking him up again, but he already shot up, awake in cold sweat and breathless.

"Yoshi, you okay-," you were cut off with murayama throwing himself to you, hiding his head on your chest, "WHOA okay you are definitely not" you continued to rub his back for comfort.

You didn't need to or want to ask if murayama had his moments like this. You knew he just needed you to be there for him, and you were okay with that.

You moved murayama to lay down with him still on your chest, still quietly sobbing. You still just end stroking his back and head occasionally whispering assurance and sweet nothings.

Murayama kept trying convince himself that it was all just a dream, that the reality is that you're here, you're alive, you're breathing, that his laying on your chest and listening to your heartbeat while feeling your stomach raise up and down gave him slowly the assurance that youre well, you're okay, though I don't think that the scar on the crown of your head will ever dissappear.

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Abditory

Pairing: Murayama Yoshiki x f!reader

Summary: domestic (and nsfw) Murayama headcannons

Warnings: fluff, swearing, NSFW (18+) at the end (oral, petnames, tit sucking, vaginal sex, head (m and f reviving), hair pulling, voyeurism maybe?)

Authors Notes: I haven't seen this yet so I gave it a shot :D this was on a WHIM after watching End Of Sky again

Request: my heart. I made it melt.

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Yoshiki is awful at waking up. Puppy boy has his head nuzzling in your shoulder, hands firmly around your waist and leaving lazy kisses on your neck. This goblin boy is mumbling "stay" and "5 more minutes" into your skin before getting up and sulking into the bathroom. A cute little pout on his lips to try and convince you stay in bed with him

This man will 100% listen to your problems and try his best to help, even if it's not that great - he's doing his best and that's the solution🥺

When at home, he's nothing but a big baby. He LOVES cuddling, he likes holding you close, especially after a rough day. Even you even try to squirm, he's whining and tightening his grip to keep you on his lap or chest, he's making the most of the moment

Definitely has this ongoing worry that you'll leave him bc of S.W.O.R.D business. Fears that you'll grow tired of him and that there's someone better for you. It'll keep him awake at night and needs reassurance

Average cooker tbh. Not Michelin good but not setting the kitchen on fire bad. Though, he definitely prefers your cooking bc he can stand behind you with his hands on your hips, feathering kisses and whispers on your neck

He's a messy lil shit. Has zero concept of a tidy living space. He's lived on his own for a while, he never had to clean but when he moved in with you? He's never had such an ass kicking in his life. We are talking like, clothes are abandoned literally everywhere, you cannot even shower without finding his boxers somewhere. He's gradually understanding the purpose of the laundry hamper. And let's not get into canned beverages

Only agrees to watch films with you bc he knows it'll result in making out. Every. Single. Time. Will purposefully book cinema tickets in the back row so he can kiss you without commotion. You both actually couldn't go the cinema for a few months bc someone saw you, the confrontation was embarrassing 💀✋️

Date nights are usually a disaster. Baby boy try so hard to make it perfect, you're his everything. But somehow, someone from Oya always interrupts and ruins his plans and he won't stop apologising to you :( he's so sweet though so it's easy to forgive

ADORES his hair being played with. He'll fall asleep to it, he finds it relaxing. After a long day he'll definitely crawl into your lap and wait for you to run your fingers through his curls, sometimes even giving his best puppy eyes to persuade you (spoiler it works)

However when you've had a long day, he's making you dinner, running a bath and stripping down and waiting for you. He'll massage your back, shower you in kisses and generally ensure you're smiling

You are his world. His rock. He'll drop whatever he's doing for you. He spoils you as much as possible, he doesn't have a lot of money, but tries his best to get a decent job to contribute for you both. He sees you as a king and queen (so much so that the guys at Oya have been strictly told to respect you as they respect Murayama)

He's a hand holder, pda is his thing he's so proud to have you

You always shower together, always feeling your bodies close, running fingers gently over your skins and washing each other's hair

He's so gentle, he never wants to leave a nasty bruise on you. He'll caress your cheeks and hips with so much love and appreciation. Usually does this to fall asleep

Interest👏copying👏This sweet boy will try to mimick your actions bc he sees you as an idol: if it's important to you, it's important to him. He thinks you're incredibly clever and trusts your decisions, will always want to learn off you😭🥺

He is always smiling with you. He just can't help it, he just loves you so much and ever since you told him he looks more handsome when he smiles, has hasn't stopped. It's a sweet, dopey smile, those lovesick ones where you don't even feel yourself smiling but you're genuinely smiling with happiness

Yoshiki is heads over heels for you but also a pervert - at home, he'll do his best to get you to agree to take your clothes off with him, bend over so he can see your cleavage or arse, or give him a lap dance or do even dance with him until you're both in the bedroom

Will leave hickeys, but not nasty ones, maybe one or two just to mark you up but he always wants your nail marks down his back

He'll take any opportunity for a kiss but make-outs? It sends thrills through his bones, he enjoys it more than fighting

Blowjobs are his thing, he loves them. You love giving them. You love the way his whines leave his throat, how his chest rises when he pants for more. He rarely gets rough, he just lets you do as his princess pleases

Babygirl, Princess, baby, good girl - he praises you bc you deserve it. Never wants to make you feel stupid

Very vocal and not ashamed of it. He'll groan and moan in your ear, ask for more shamelessly it's a huge turn on. He says it makes it more fun

Adding to that, he LOVES your mewing, moaning and screaming when he ruts his cock into you. He gets high off the feeling of being inside you, completely bottomed out. Missionary and cowgirl are his faves, he likes being able to see your face and tits bouncing

Tits, arse, thighs - he loves everything about you. Can never keep his hands or mouth off your tits, can't resist kneading your arse when you're riding him dumb and almost faints when he's buried between your thighs eating you out dry

This man has stamina holy fuck. You never have just one round, if he doesn't fuck you again in the bed, it's in the shower or sofa. Fuck, he might even fuck you in his base at Oya if he feels like it

Pull his hair. You'll get the heftiest, most guttural moans from his chest. It's like releasing a wild animal from a cage; he goes feral

Overall Murayama Yoshiki is a horny simp and proud. He'll do anything for and with you, he's just the cutest 🥰

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