#mutual toxicity and self loathing all the more insipid and potent. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

raspberryjellybrains · 1 year

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remember when delirium was worried about destruction being gone and it was rooted in her loneliness and genuine love for her siblings and the other endless wanted to ignore her sudden upset over this because she's delirium and she gets this way sometimes, don't worry about it, she'll forget soon enough so it really doesn't matter at all. I should get to bludgeon all of them with a bat for that.

#no i am not sparing dream he was nodding along with them. eat wood you little cunts.#the value and intensity of emotions are never qualified by their duration. if someone feels something at a point especially over a #long standing subject then it is most likely that this is not new nor temporary sentiment but simply a flareup of existing emotions that #have become too large and intense to reasonably handle for any variety of reasons. just because shes only saying it now doesnt mean its not #always there but just that she now feels it umanageable enough to seek outside help which SHOULD be provided by an emotional safety net #COUGH COUGH HER FUCKING SIBLINGS.#their dismissal only exacerbated the problem and her inability to clearly articulate her distress only confirmed in their minds the wisdom #of the very action thats causing the fucking problem. which isnt her fault but theirs for assuming that because she wasnt performing what #they needed to see that it did not deserve to be seen at all.#the fact that this is the pervasive attitude of the endless explains so goddamned much about dream and desire while making their #mutual toxicity and self loathing all the more insipid and potent.#it lays bare a massive ill-functioning mechanic of their family unit and makes reference to real world issues in families with disabilities #so long story short i should get to beat their faces in with my therapy bat. called such because it is therapeutic. to me.#delirium of the endless #the endless #the sandman

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