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dreamingofthedteam · 6 months

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catching on blueberry episodes took me like 1-2 months but I got hyperfixated.. I have never went further with lore tho and the most interesting stuff happens after I think. but then you need to watch whole vods and shit started happening then so I never went to it

yeah but the thing rn is...im not getting that hyperfixation on it. maybe all i want is the dnf lore on it idk

also yeah the prison stuff that im very excited about is so SO far in the lore that its just a distant dream that i'll ever be able to catch up to it and theres no way im going to go looking for full actual vods

and the thing about half the ccs on that server being like weird is that...i wanna create a divide between the cc and the c yk? but its so difficult to do when i can literally see faces in the episodes

#idk i feel like i need to watch the entire thing otherwise i feel like im doing myself and the dsmp fandom injustice #like if i wanna know about it i wanna know about it in full #my brain wont let me just have the overall summary and be satisfied with it #it wants the whole pain and joy and everything or it doesnt want anything #maybe im pedantic like that but idk what to do with this #ask.mandragora

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