#my precious baby with the shittiest background ever

[poisonedsimmer]

☀️ my only sunshine ☀️

[nyamvember]

TAG MASTERPOST

I was tagged by @mochikissme (sorry it took me so long to do it)

No Hallyu Tag

10 groups/artists you like besides Kpop/liked before Kpop: (IM LITERALLY THE WORST PERSON TO ASK THESE. IF IT ISN’T KPOP, IT’S MUSICALS OR MOVIE SOUNDTRACKS RIP)

Beyonce

Ariana Grande

Adele

Christina Aguilera

Fergie

Fifth Harmony

High School Musical Cast

Hairspray Cast

Into The Woods Cast

JoJo

10 favorite non-kpop songs:

Into You- Ariana Grande (The whole Dangerous Woman album tbh)

All I Ask- Adele

Bootylicious- Destin’y Child

Look But Don’t Touch- Serayah

Fergalicious- Fergie

Step Up- The Cheetah Girls (DONT JUDGE ME)

Can I Have This Dance- Vanessa Hudgens and Zac Efrom

Yoga- Janelle Monae and Jidenna

Too Little, Too Late- JoJo

Heartburn- NLT

10 favorite movies:

ALL THREE HIGH SCHOOL MUSICALS

Hairspray (The one with Zac Efron)

Bratz

Johnson Family Vacation

She’s The Man

The Lorax

Horton Hears A Who

Into The Woods

The Cat in The Hat

Mean Girls

10 favorite tv shows, including anime & cartoons:

Friends

The Office

Ouran Host Club

Haikyuu!

Kuroko no Baske

Bob’s Burgers

Working!

Modern Family

Black-ish

American Housewife

10 favorite manga/comics:

I don’t read Manga or Comics

10 things you enjoyed before kpop/enjoy besides kpop, that won’t fit in the lists above:

Baking/ Cooking

Singing

Reading

Photography

Hair/Make-up Tutorials

THE SIMS 4 OMG (my best friend got me HOOKED)

Watching Movies

Hanging out with my friends (since college, we spend majority of the year away from each other, and during the summers we all work so time together is precious)

Watching TV

Crafting

Ten Tag

last movie you watched: High School Musical 2 (but let’s be honest, I performed that movie)

last song you listened to: HER- Block B (it’s playing rn lol)

last show you watched: Mr. Young (it’s on Netflix and I really just play it as background noise when I sleep lol)

last book you read?: Last Year’s Mistake

last thing you ate?: Cheddar Blasted Goldfish

if you could be anywhere in the world right now where would you be: Wherever my husband Namjoon is

when would you time travel to: The world has been fucked up, so I’d just stay here. The past was shit and I’m scared for the future of my country.

first thing you would do with lottery money: BUY A CAR OMG. Not even a fancy one either, I want the Nissan Murano

 character you would hang out with for a day? I don’t think I have one :/

time right now: 5:39 pm

first letter of your name tag

What is your name? - Caitlyn

A four letter word? - cool

A boy’s name? - Caiden

An occupation? - Chef

Something you wear? - Clothes lololol

A color? - cerulean

A food? - corn

Something you find in the bathroom? - cold water

A place? - College aka DEATH

A reason for being late? - couldn’t find the keys

Something you shout? - CAN YOU STOP (me @ bangtan)

A movie title? - Clueless

Something you drink? - Cola

An animal? - cat

A type of car? - carolla

Title of a song? - Can’t by GOT7

fave kpop songs of 2016

Blood, Sweat, and Tears by BTS

Fire by BTS

Hard Carry by GOT7

Boombayah by BlackPink

I’m Jelly Baby by AOA Cream

Boom Boom by Seventeen

Highlight by Seventeen

Lie by BTS Jimin

Begin by BTS Jungkook

Reflection by my husband BTS Rap Monster

MAMA by my second husband BTS J-Hope

Stigma by BTS V aka Kim Taehyung

Awake by BTS Jin

First Love by BTS Suga

Monster by EXO

Lucky One by EXO

Hey Mama! by EXO- CBX

1 of 1 by SHINee

Prove It by GOT7

Rewind by GOT7

Honeybee by Hani, Solar, and Luna

Firetruck by NCT 127

The 7th Sence by NCT U

I’m gonna stop here cause this could LITERALLY go on forever.

url tag (kpop edition)

o- Oh!: SNSD (Girl’s Generation)

v- Very Very Very: IOI

e- Embarrassed: BTS

r- Russian Roulette: Red Velvet

t- TT: Twice

h- Hard Carry: GOT7

e- Expectation: Seventeen

m- Monster: EXO

o- Outro: Wings: BTS

o- OMGT: Madtown

n- Not Today: BTS

j- Jam Jam: Seventeen

o- Only You: Miss A

o- One Of These Nights: Red Velvet

n- No More Dream: BTS

kpop tag

who was your first female bias? - Sunny (SNSD)

who was your first male bias? - Namjoon (BTS)

who are your current biases? (other than the ones above) - Hoseok, Minseok, Kyungsoo, Minho, Kibum, GOT7(nope, still can’t choose one), Hoshi, Heechul, Momo, Wonho, Jooheon, Hyungwon, etc.

in the entire kpop industry who is closest to your ideal type? - KIM “automatic dick” Namjoon

have you ever attended any kpop concert/fan meeting/fansign? - no TT

if yes, which group/artist? how was the experience? - N/A :/

which group/artist would you like to see live? - BTS, GOT7, Monsta X, Seventeen, Twice, Block B, SHINee, SNSD, EXO, etc.

how did you get into kpop? - I saw IGAB years ago and liked it but then it left my brain and then a friend on Snapchat posted herself rapping Hoseok’s part in Boy in Luv and I was curious, fell in love with Namjoon and I’ve been sucked down the rabbit hole since.

who are your otps? - ALL OF THEM. I’M NOT EVEN KIDDING. I SHIP EVERYTHING (except minors and my children)

when did u start to ship them? - Idk, it just happened

what is your favorite fanfic genre? - I don’t have a specific genre, but I only read Kiwi’s fics and I love all her writing (PS, you should check her out here)

what is your favorite music genre? - I like romantic songs, or rnb, or pop, or just whatever catches my fancy.

five things tag

5 things you’ll find in my bag

Lip balm

Wallet

Candy (of some sort, my friends enjoy that part)

Keys

Portable charger

5 things you’ll find in my bedroom

A shit ton of electronics

glitter

pillows

Paint

Books (OMG THE BOOKS)

5 things I’ve always wanted to do in my life

Travel overseas

Go on a Girl’s Trip

Have a “Treat Yo Self” Day

Go to a concert

Meet a Celebrity I actually like

5 things I’m currently into

Kpop

Kdrama

Photography

Crafting

Make-up

5 things on my to-do list:

Finish all the work for March in my online class

Organize my attire for Spring Break

My Korean Lessons

Idk lolol

5 things people may not know about me:

I care for friendship more than anything because friends are people who choose to be in your life so I appreciate my friends above anything.

I’m really shy and awkward but I’m super fun and chill once I get used to someone.

Sometime’s I don’t reply in groupchats not because I don’t want to, but because the service in my dorm is literally the shittiest so I don’t get things until late if I’m in my room (which is where I am 90% of the time) and I feel really bad or sometimes I’m sleep or in class (where I can’t be on my phone)

I like learning new things and trying new things, so I’m open to most things (unless I’m allergic)

I love musicals, like, ALOT

random k-pop

rules: go to this website: www.random.org/lists/ and pick 15 of your bias/faves.

mum/dad: Taehyung

sibling: Jackson

grandma/grandad: Yoongi

haunts you: Minseok

boyfriend/girlfriend: Hoseok (DEAR LORD IM IN HEAVEN)

your ex: Jin

your bestfriend: Jooheon

proposed to you: Namjoon (BLESS YES)

your boss: Kibum

random person you meet at a bar: Momo

rival: Sunny

first kiss: Jimin

drunk and singing karaoke: Jungkook

played 7 minutes in heaven with: Wonho

gave you your favourite dessert: Minho

This was long but I enjoyed it.

Idk who to tag, so if you see this and we’re mutuals....TAG YOU’RE IT!!

[mikeandmaddie-blog]

Special!

You make me feel so fucking special. And nothing you say or do can change that, You are a smart smart girl that does everything for me, I am going to marry you one day, and I know there is a lot of pressure behind that so I want to tell you that as seriously as I can without making it sound scary. I love you. You make my heart die, decide it wants to live again, and then keep pumping all of these emotions into my system. This little note is going to give me mad carpal tunnel but I love you too too much to let it slip from my mind right now! You are my entire life right now and I can’t help but feel that you are going to be in a couple years and so on. I look forward to spending the rest of my life with you, and when we are together everything in life will make sense to me. I LOVE YOU. I can’t stress that enough, from you telling me you can’t date me until you wanna marry me, from you telling me that I know you far better than you know yourself, You make me feel special! I love you, I miss you so much already, and you have been gone for a total of 60 minutes when I start writing this. You give me the air that I need to breathe and I always feel like any and everything I say is understood, and I never feel out of line for it, if we have a disagreement on something its brought front and center and then mutually respected by both parties and that is something I have never really felt before you. You make me feel special. I feel like I matter, and that all of my thoughts and ideas are stored in your brain in a similar manner to how I occasionally write things like this to you on my phone. I love you! You are such a beautiful girl and you make me feel so fucking sexy! You touch me so delicately and I never feel up to par on where I should be around you but you constantly let me know that you feel I am. I can preach to you all the time, about anything and I know its heard. I fell in love with my best friend and I would not have it any other way. Thank you for always understanding me, thank you for always wanting to be around me, even till 4:30 AM. You make me feel so so elaborate. I feel so sophisticated, a word I used tonight was “three-dimensional” That is completely the case. YOU LITERALLY SAID YOU LIKE MY ARMS and its something that I feel so strongly about because everything I hate about myself, you help me find value in because you like those things, and the way I like to look at it, and the conclusion I have come to is that if you like it, and you are the most perfect, most right human being in the world, then I have to come to appreciate such things to. I know this is rambling and I know this is dumb to write so much, but you make me feel like I can do no wrong, I don’t feel like this is coming on too strong. I know it is a lot to read and I promise that I’ll read it for you one day if you ever feel like you don’t want to read a book about my feelings for you, but I don’t feel out of line for writing this at all. I don’t know if you know this about me but I really like writing, and a lot of people have told me to not because it gets me in all of my feels and makes me really depressed sometimes, but this is happy writing, this is wonderful, lovely you we are talking about here. For the most part I know I won’t be shunned for sharing my feelings for you in this manner and its really something else to me. You are such an interesting human being and you make my heart jump at the thought of me being in a relationship with you…Mike and Maddie really does have a good ring to it, like as much as I hate to think about that because of how that idea was brought up, I can’t deny it. I love you beautiful. You make me feel so special. I can only really write this keeping in mind the fact that you do love me so much and you do care about me so much. There is nothing I would rather do than be around you every second of every day. Maddie at this point in our life you have only known me for three months, one summer. I know this is cheesy to say and I know you hate cheesy but god I feel like I have known you my whole life. Or honestly at this point, I feel like I am starting a new one. You make everything better. You make it easy to think about where I am gonna be in another three months, you make me think about how much I need you. You make me think that there is nothing I would rather do than spend the rest of my fucking life with you. I love you so much. I hold such a special place in your heart, I know I do, I know you can't bear to lose me ever and it is one of the most enveloping feelings I have ever been graced with. Nothing in life seems hard with you around. I will do whatever I can to make Mike and Maddie a thing forever. You are completely worth it, you are kind, sexy, attentive, careful and safeguarding, but still understanding enough to make me truly believe that you want what I want with you. Madison Ellen Sims you do nothing wrong. I will never find bad in you because you exceed excellently every one of my expectations for someone that I look for. I think that you are beautiful and more than anything Maddie I believe that you are going to be mine. You are the most precious thing I have ever come into contact with, and you make me well aware that the feeling is mutual. You said today "what is team garrick" and that meant to me that you are completely invested in me. My wrists are really hurting right now but I know I want to keep talking to you. I love you so much you make me so fucking happy, everything you say is so tenacious and steadfast. You are so strong girl! I love what you do, like yeah you are this white girl that works at starbucks, and yeah water doesnt burn you because you are used to it, and yeah I view you as wealthy from my standpoint but I can't stress enough that you have only surprised me more with how (and I'll say it again") three dimensional you are. You are such an in-depth book that I want to read over and over again. The story is literally perfect, it talks about this homeless kid finding the love of his life, and that girl really disregards his financial situation, and disregards his shaky background, and disregards how he literally just got out of the shittiest relationship he has ever been in, just to fall in love with him too. I say disregard, but I should say that you not only don't disregard, but you consider these things when talking to me, and when deciding what you say about how I feel about you and how you feel about me. Because that is who you are Maddie, a thoughtful, generous, kind-hearted individual (and a broken record I am but) that has everyone's best interest at heart! I love you baby. I think this is all I'll write for now You make me feel special.