#my self control is getting better ❗️❗️ using all my ed recovery skills to delay/avoid behaviours but this time for smoking instead | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

sunnybugz · 2 months

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why the fuck did nicotine withdrawals give me the smokers cough/chest tightness/general Disgusting feeling 😭😭 before i quit i was fine but NOW i sound like i smoked a pack a day for years

#my lungs r trying to hack up all the garbage ive been putting into them for months and i feel like shit #however its not as hard to avoid as i thought it would be like . i desperately want to hit my vape or have a cig but like .#my self control is getting better ❗️❗️ using all my ed recovery skills to delay/avoid behaviours but this time for smoking instead #the real test is going out with my friends later and not begging them for a cigarette or a hit of their vapes tbh #ugh

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