#my skin is much lighter than my dad's. Darker skin can be a factor too. Sunlight absorption

[death-rebirth-senshi]

I don't remember if I reblogged it but I saw a post that was like "the placebo affect isn't something people manifest within themselves with the power of their brains it's just bad self-reporting" that concept has been driving me crazy it seems so obviously true when you say it and mostly I've been thinking about how fucking difficult it is to keep track of your health and moods and energy etc. and what a bitch it is to have to self report these thing to a doctor.

[sawyer-is-unisex]

those cutesy qs are all good and i cant devide specific ones so do every 3rd one pls /'A`\

Cutesy Q’s

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

@mcnuggyy

@potatotomato-chan

@weedle-testaburger

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

I’m not sure, most of the time I see someone and went like ‘omg she’s so pretty’ or ‘he is so handsome’ stuff like that

but i have this thing for cute girls in guy clothes.

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

It depents on different factors

Who am I talking too

The kinks

My mental state

How old is the other person

Does this person respect that I’m a virgin

Do they respect that I was a victim of abuse

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? 

Scarlett Johansson / Ash - Set it all free

Grey’s Anatomy Cast - How to save a Life

Rag’n’Bone - Human 

Marina & the Diamonds - Homewrecker

The Amity Affliction - Pittsburgh

15. What good thing happened this summer?

I think the best thing happened to me is that I finally found the courage to tell @mcnuggyy everything I haven’t, because i didn’t want to bother her.

We are finally close again!

I missed her so much!

Thanks to @weedle-testaburger

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

My first real crush was Tom and yeah. 

We’re still good budds

21. What are you bad habits?

Ripping on my lips

Sometimes i even pull out some flesh when my mental state isn’t the best

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

Drinking my fav energy! :D

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

Darker!

I have very light skin & a pigment disorder 

so I can’t leave the house without 1000 layers of sun blocker

I also always get sun burned

30. Do you ever want to get married?

Yepp

33. Spell your name with your chin.

What? (explain it to me & I’ll add it

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

I don’t think so…I guess

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

Probably Media Markt or Thalia

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

My mental issues become stronger and worse

or I get sick

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

probably my headache, because of the lack of coffeine

48. Have you ever been drunk?

Nope and I’m proud of that

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

Yeah, because of the bullies in my school time

54. Favourite store?

Still Thalia or Media Markt

57. Favourite food?

Everything with Noodles

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

I think this one time in school I won Mathe comepetition

I won a Class trip to London but it was already the end of the school year so the class under us got it.

I’m still pissed about that.

63. Ever been in love?

yes

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

A few of my Tumblr friends belong to be best Pals so yeah.

69. Are you watching tv right now?

nope

72. What colour are your towels?

Orange , red and grey

75. Favourite animal?

the wolf

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

probably Straciatella

81. Favourite tv show?

Grey’s Anatomy

Gotham

The walking Dead

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

neither

87. First person you talked to today?

My oldest sister called me

90. Name a person you love?

what kind of love??

@mcnuggyy

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

3?

96. Favourite actress?

@camrenbicondova

99. Have any pets?

nope my dad hates pets

but when I move out I can finally get a dog

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

that i trusted the wrong persons (send an IM when you want to know more)

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

Does the Summercamp count?

We had this bonfire for the older ones

108. What should you be doing?

Converting Episodes, 

doing a MEP Part 

Making a MEP Sign up

111. Do you have trust issues?

I’m not sure

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

I’m from Germany so we have 16 federal states

several times in Berlin & Brandenburg

Düsseldrof NRW

Rügen

Usedom

Sylth

Amsterdam

Poland

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

depents on who made it

120. Are you afraid of the dark? 

Nope.

I’m more afraid of the light, because of the sun allergy

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

Nope, that’s why i never buy white shoes

126. Are you currently bored?

a little bit

129. What your zodiac sign?

Scorpio

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

@mcnuggyy & @weedle-testaburger

the same time, the same topic 

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

I can’t remember

138. Curly or Straight hair?

both

141. Night or Day?

Night

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

Dark!

147. Mars or Snickers?

neither. Milky Way :D

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

“Harry leapt into the air - he’d trodded on something big and squashy on the doormat - something alive!”

Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone

[chiripepe]

I’m instantly defensive when I see a post on here attacking gay men or lesbians or whatever when you literally have an entire fucking homophobic ass society to blame for shit.

Work up the balls to confront your homophobic parents.

Work up the balls to confront your homophobic friends and acquaintances.

Shut the fuck up about gay people this and that.

Valid criticisms of the gay community involve the intersection of other markers, like class, race, nationality, etc... Class being the biggest factor. A racist white man that doesn’t wanna fuck you is not a fucking problem. These arguments about racism in the gay community; people can refuse to fuck you for ANY reason, all of them are valid. If they’re racist, they’re racist. Why are you so concerned with bagging Ryan? Is it your own racism? Fuck Ryan, he’s racist :/

Deal with your racism, absolutely. But this EMPHASIS on that, when there’s much bigger problems? No.

Honestly, I meet so many brown men that tell me in confidence ‘oh, I’m into guys lighter than me’. Okay, you have no right to complain about getting your monkey ass rejected when you’re racist, against darker men, yourself.

Fuck you. It was simply your turn on wheel.

Boohoo, your blue-eyed prince doesn’t wanna fuck you cuz he’s racist. Bitch, so are you for idealizing a white man for his skin and eye color. Grow the fuck up you stupid bitches. Your mom was a whore for instilling that racism in you. Go tell her she’s a fucking cunt. Tell you dad the same shit too. Your eyes were not blue when you were born and turned brown you stupid cow. Whatever you gotta do just stop bitching about getting bit by racism when you’re playing a game you CAN’T WIN. If you’re not white you ain’t winning with racism. Arguably white people themselves don’t win either with racism but it doesn’t hit them in the face as often.

Also, white fags, every brown guy does not see you as a gift from heaven. That pompous up your own ass look on your face makes you look even fucking uglier to the rest of us. I don’t know how many hideous white men approached me in their 40s when I was in my 20s as if they were doing me a fucking favor. Drink some bleach so your insides will be white as well please.

HOMOPHOBIA IS THE BIG DOG. CAPITALISM IS THE BIG DOG. THAT’S WHAT’S KILLING US!!!