#mydoctorsaid

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Another bad new from #mydoctorsaid to hurt more came even I thought my worth time over😪 just try laugh& still thanks God for whatever he sent me these days cauz I lost all pain feeling already , I just do charity pray 4 my support when I saw old pics on fb’s reminder - still think possible even what happens he’s still alive & heathy now help me take care BB & support me 12 years in US , this sick time scared me a lot more than 1st heart attack he got cauz I have to due with both : little BB & old DD, without any help even his kid live far kinda far but we’re service (I think most Americans’s child don’t have much reponsible like Asian , just visit & buy some food and they already done ) I remembered J back home right on Thanksgiving - thanks Cha gave him drive & my VN’s group help us carry him upstairs & my ex helping me around during 2 months after that crazy time but together we got over that like a lot other drama & hard time me & my DD been through- now I’m #free don’t have to worry about them anymore I’m sure new one lot better than me 🥳 so much appreciated to DD new love then I can relax don’t have to worry 4 big DD & another life will come soon ... I won’t be there with them anymore & maybe that’s not a good way to leave but I’m ok after my bad news came >< hope big DD can survive long time 4 my BB & he can live better life & meet someone nicer , it’s the last thing I can do . Gluck to all ! God will blessing me alive & after big rain we can see rainbow right 🌈 life still continue & people keep happy , hope we can have #covid_19vacccine soon. Too bad DD more lucky than me when I’m in hospital I will be alone , keep praying for me pls (at California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CICSV5KhNybqXw6FaklQq7ST6FlSbtljHjVLBw0/?igshid=jt963kwos9yg