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Olivia Holt as Pam Miller in Totally Killer (2023)
#olivia holt#oholtedit#oliviaholtedit#blondessource#horrorwomensource#filmtvdaily#filmtvcentral#cinemapix#cinematicsource#cinematv#userfilm#fyeahmovies#dailytvfilmgifs#mediagifs#femalegifsource#my gifs#people#myoholt#mytiller#mypiller
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i conduct important business from my pile #mypile
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[240921] Day6 'Forever Young' World Tour - Incheon Day 2
MyPiling | do not edit
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"The dysphoria I can do nothing about except obliviously make worse in the most bullheaded, misguided attempt to cage it entirely seems to be what is making me escalate to feeling legitimately suicidal for the first time in years" and other such really obvious things that make me go "How does this at all make sense and who could have even foreseen this?".
#I will take the L on this one.#However I find myself wanting to dust my hands off and go ''Well now that I've solved it I will never do it again ever'' which is another—#—trap I fall into. I have this belief that once I understand something about myself I shouldn't end up ever repeating the behaviour.#I end up very agitated when it does happen because I should—quote—''be over it''.#The latter is just appeasement behaviour. I know what it is.#The need to be normal and acceptable and not bother anyone.#That one also kills the soul because I am always thinking of it.#Whenever I have a problem it feels like I am gambling abandonment to ever talk about it.#I've managed to curb it but it stays there deep down.#Asphyxiates me like no other.#<- Kind of a hot sentence not even going to lie. Sorry.#Regardless I feel better. Or less-scared. Or unburdened or something.#I don't know. I still feel nervous deep down.#However it is 10pm and now the actual time I am supposed to take my pills. Hashtag mypills.#So I am going to become slug-mush for real—#—and have a normal time with a normal drawing because I am no longer insanely stressed.#I will draw pictures and it will be great.
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having. a tea party!!!in my mind🙂 everyone is invited there will be Ant
#rainer rambles#imagining a tea party in my head its so joyous and wonderfulb!!!#i just took mypills#lalalalal
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home and doing spasmatic Elvis type of moves in my own home (you can’t get in) listening to built to spill, roky erickson, modest mouse, et cetera and waiting for my pills and my wine to subdue and knock me out #mypills #mywine
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hospital updates: i got to make bracelets for patients today and it was awesome

all of the beads were in one bag so it was a fucking nightmare trying to find the colors i wanted. ended up just taking 45 minutes to sort through them all and cry over the colors that were close enough to each other that normal people probably wouldnt notice. but i was noticing it and not sorting them into their own piles made me want to kill myself
they had sparkly transparent ones and some of them had this sort of marble effect going on? it was cool. they were cool
i hope you guys like my piles #MyPiles (ignore the one white bead)
here are the fruits of my labor

do NOT put my autistic ass in charge of bracelet making i cannot and will not be normal about it
top to bottom, left to right we got: smarties, discopop, mafuena, kanamizu, and give em hell kid from 3 cheers (emos can get hospitalized too, BIGOT)
oh also i talked to the office today and they said i could move out of wayfinding so YIPPEEE!!!! dont get me wrong i love doing that but the recent surplus of volunteers means that 2-3 of us are just standing around doing nothing 💔 so ill be working at the staff recharge lounge on thursday and transitional care on friday UNTIL ☝️ august, where ill do emergency unit training and move there
ok i think thats all for hospital updates goodbye
#hospital bugdates#(bug updates)#this tag is NOT staying forever it just popped in my head and i had to get it out much like a demon or spirit of sorts
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Olivia Holt as Pam Miller in Totally Killer (2023)
#olivia holt#oholtedit#oliviaholtedit#blondessource#horrorwomensource#filmtvdaily#filmtvcentral#cinemapix#cinematicsource#cinematv#userfilm#fyeahmovies#dailytvfilmgifs#mediagifs#femalegifsource#my gifs#people#myoholt#mytiller#mypiller
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at work rn dreaming of my blanket pile…. #mypile
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#mypill :)
#inside joke i feel like would do a singular number on tumblr#i feel like someone may have done this before but oh well
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and here's my pile of shaved fur to sew together! #mypile
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i have even more ancient unfinished sketchbooks at my mom's place. there's probably even more laying around somewhere completely forgotten. and yet when i see a blank sketchbook for sale i'm like oooh a little treat for meeeee <3 more paper to add to my pile <3 #mypaper #mypile
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