#nick: whatever you say beautiful 😍

[lauradonnelly]

HEARTSTOPPER 2.05 | 2.06

[0nlythrowharrybeaux]

Pleeease do 4 with 6 or 11 youre such a good writterrrr 😍😭😭😍

4. “Nobody’s watching, we’re good.”, 6. “You have no idea what I’m thinking about right now.”, 11. “Fuck you have no idea what you do to me.”

Thanks so much! Hope you like it!!! :)

The last person Harry expected to see at Nick’s birthday party was Y/N. He dated her briefly when they were twenty; it was just a few months though. It was sad because they worked rather well as a couple, but he was chasing his dreams and she was chasing hers of becoming a chef. She managed to get into Le Cordon Bleu in France, who could say no that? So they went their own ways. Nonetheless, Harry was surprised to see her because he figured she’d stopped talking to his friends after they broke it off. I mean, her and Nick would have to be pretty good friends still if he invited her to his birthday party, right?

It was a destination weekend of celebration in the Bahamas, a place Harry is familiar enough with. Seeing as it’s August, hot, and humid, he wouldn’t expect her to wear a parka, but he also didn’t think he’d see her in a flow-y, floral minidress that was doing nothing to hide her assets. Harry looked down at his drink and swallowed hard before knocking it back. All of a sudden he was plagued with the memories of their brief time together. Honestly, it’s sad that it was maybe three months at the most. They had talked every now and again to say happy birthday, happy thanksgiving, & christmas… they were 25 now, for fucks sake, hadn’t seen each other once until now. He wanted to go talk to her, he was building up the courage, just then a hand landed on his shoulder.

“Harry, mate, can you help me with the cake?” Mesh asked and Harry turned towards him slowly as he nodded.

“Yeah, for sure.” He glanced back once more before following Mesh to grab the cake from inside. He put in the candles and lit them up, holding up half of it, everyone crowding around them as they headed towards Nick, everyone starting to sing that famous, old birthday tune, until Nick blew out the candles, everyone was cheering and that’s when he caught Y/N’s gaze.

Harry offered a small smile and she did the same. As soon as everyone was getting their bit he searched around, jumping when he felt a hand at his back. “Oh geez!” He gasped making her giggle, taking her in, the natural beauty that she was, was astounding.

“Hey, s’been what? Four, five years?” She asked and he nodded, hurrying to hug Y/N tight, “S’far too long.” She sighed, her eyes widening a bit at how muscular and taut he was now compared to before. He smelled delicious, whatever cologne he was wearing and himself paired great together. Harry was reeling, he had the same kinds of thoughts about her. She smelled amazing and her warm skin against his was something near perfect.

“So how’s school?” He asked and she smiled bright.

“I graduated two years ago actually and landed a job as an executive chef for a Caribbean cruise line the same year. I get free trips which is how I could make it to Grimmy’s birthday this year.” She said excitedly as they pulled away from the hug.

“That’s pretty sick, do you like it?” He asked smiling and she nodded.

“Y’know me, love adventure, love traveling, I mean it is a bit restrictive, but it’s amazing.” She beamed and he smiled. She looked good. He was trying to be discreet about checking her ring finger or for a sign of her being in a relationship, but she just asked like that.

“So what’s new? Seeing anyone? New tattoos?” She asked, pulling him along to a little table. They both sat, quite engrossed in each other.

“Ummm, nothing really, I mean, I did get a place in Japan, I really like it there. But other than that, no new ink, still single…” he chuckled and she smiled.

“That’s good-” she paused eyes wide, “Well not good, but if you’re happy it’s good.” She3explained through a nervous giggle and he chuckled.

“What about you? Anything, anyone, new?” He asked and she shook her head. The way his eyes were taking her in was doing something to her. Something that made her bite down on her bottom lip because the air seemed to be getting even thicker than it already was, “Let’s get a drink, yeah?” He asked and she nodded, he grabbed her hand and walked her towards the bar, he placed their orders and one they were in hand they found themselves sitting at the edge of the pool, feet dangling in the cool water, both a little tipsy and giggly, a little more touchy than they usually were and just basking in the natural chemistry they always had.

“Do you wanna get in… like, I know it’s nine at night, but it still feels like the afternoon.” She reasoned and he nodded, just tearing his shirt away from his body leaving him in his swim trunks. She stood, doing the same, throwing off her dress and he bit into his bottom lip at the way her swimsuit hugged her body so nicely.

Y/N was crouching down, to ease on in, but from one moment to the next she was falling into the water, breaking though the surface gasping for a breath.

“Harry!” She squealed as he laughed impossibly hard, clutching to his stomach, “You ass!” She laughed, splashing him, making him laugh even more as he just dropped himself into the pool, swimming towards her and she was evading him.

“C’mon, don’t be mad at me, was just having a laugh.” He pouted and she rolled her eyes.

“What if I didn’t know how to swim?” She asked and he scoffed.

“It was your idea to get in…” he reminded and she grinned mischievously.

“Maybe I just wanted to see you with your shirt off.” She quirked an eyebrow up, making him chuckle as a blush crept up his neck and onto his face.

He was a lot bigger than she remembers, some of the tattoos that used to look enormous on his skin were now taking up just a few inches. The difference only a few years make… he’s a full blown man now and he wears it well.

“What’s that smile for then?” He asked and she shook her head.

“S’just crazy… you look so grown up, like, compared to a few years ago.” She explained.

“So I look old?” He teased.

“Yes, ancient!” She said sarcastically, “You know what I mean…” she smiled down into the water. The pool lights were a lot dimmer than usual and she glanced over to where they can be controlled, Pixie was shooting a wink and a thumbs up before scurrying inside to where everyone else was doing karaoke, “It appears as though they’re trying to set a mood for us.” She giggled and Harry did so as well. They both wanted the same thing, but neither of them seemed to have the courage to say it. “Is that new?” She asked, making her way towards him and he looked around until she grabbed his arm, the eagle tattoo resting right at the top of his forearm was being grazed over by her fingers.

“Not really, s’been-”

“I know, you dummy.” she flicked her eyes up to his as she grabbed his hand, keeping it beneath the surface.

“I know what you were doing, just playing along in case we’ve got any eavesdroppers.” He defended quickly and she smirked.

“Sure you did…” she teased, “You’re losing your edge, Styles.”

“Am not, knew what you were thinking.” He defended himself and she giggled again.

“Really?” She prodded on and he nodded, his hand reaching for her hip beneath the surface, paralyzing her for a second as his thumb grazed her skin, “What am I thinking right now?” She challenged, quirking up her eyebrow and he smiled before furrowing his brows, as if concentrating really hard.

“You want another slice of cake.” He finally said and her eyes widened in shock and mouth fell open dramatically.

“Yes, oh my god! How did you know!” She gasped, feigning shock, the sarcasm dripping from her voice made him want her even more.

“S’just a gift, I guess…” he shrugged cockily and he grinned leaning in a bit, just a few inches from his ear.

 “You have no idea what I’m thinking about right now.” Y/N whispered. His fingers dug a bit harder into her hip and she whimpered as she pulled back, eyes locking with his.

“I want you so bad.” He confessed, as if in pain.

“Me too.” She whispered back. Her hands now resting against his bare chest, feeling his muscles, his warm skin, she wanted more.

“Fuck, you have no idea what you do to me.” He sighed hopelessly, and she bit her lip, her middle & index fingers walking down his abs along his happy trail.

“I have a pretty good idea.” Y/N smiled smugly, looking down into the clear water. His need for her was becoming pretty evident. She was about to trail her fingers back up when he grabbed her wrist beneath the water, their eyes connecting once more as he guided her hand down and pressed it against his hardening prick. Her mouth watered because he felt a bit bigger than she remembers, she rubbed him over his shorts, making him whine into the warm night air.

“Go under, please.” He whispered and she bit her lip looking around.

“There’s a bunch of people, H.” She reminded him and he pouted, hissing when she squeezed at his balls.

“Nobody’s watching, we’re good.” He moaned and she frowned, looking around again.

“They set fucking mood lighting for us. They’re definitely watching.” She giggled and he groaned in frustration, “Are you staying at this resort?” She asked and he nodded, “Me too, let’s just go to one of our rooms.” She reasoned and well, that wasn’t a terrible idea.

Harry mulled it over in his mind. They could have privacy to do as they pleased, he could make her moan and whimper as much as she wanted, he could take her in and make them both feel good. The last time he was with her they were twenty years old, he knows he wasn’t awful, he made her cum all the time, but now he was twenty-five. He was a grown man, he was less selfish, he was bigger and better than before, and he wanted to show her that. He wanted her to miss him after this, to visit him more, to talk to him more. He wanted her to see that there was more, that despite their work there could be more.

“Yes, fuck, let’s go to mine.” He mumbled, “Just gotta give me a bit.” He said and she shook her head.

“Just grab a towel, wrap it around yourself.” She suggested.

“Yeah, that’s good. Thas’good.” He repeated, she got out and wrapped herself up before handing him a towel. He did the same, picking up his discarded shirt and her dress as they edged to the darker side of the deck, towards the side door. He unlatched it and they quietly snuck away, a hand pressed to her lower back guided her through the resort until they were right at his suite’s door. He retrieved his key from the back pocket of his swim trunks and let them inside quickly. As soon as he shut the door Y/N turned him around, tiptoeing to kiss his lips.

They connected with a small ‘mph’ and god, he swears, that was the best kiss of his life. He’d never craved kissing someone the way he had her this night. Her lips were just so soft on his, they were sweet from her drink and swollen from her gnawing on them all night. His hands were holding her by the jaw, trying to control her hasty movements. But then her hands scraped down his bare torso and he couldn’t help but let out a gratified moan against her mouth.

“Let’s go the room.” He rasped and she nodded, pulling back and allowing him to lead her through the dark space. Once in the room she just let herself fall onto the bed as he scrambled around.

“What’re you looking for?” She asked, waiting patiently.

“My lighter… need a bit of light, wanna see you.” He said and her heart skipped a beat at that. Finally, two large candles were lit and he was making his way over, crawling over her body on the bed and kissing her with as much care and desire as he’d been craving to.

The way that she was so pliable for him made him even more hungry for her. Even in their kiss, what used to be them taking turns, she was now relinquishing all control, he had the most power and she recognized it and let him lead. It was encouraging to have her squeeze at his biceps or hips when he’s roll his tongue a certain way or kiss at a certain sensitive spot. Getting undressed was the easy part, they were enjoying each other so much that they were inseparable, neither of them is really sure how they were now stark naked, but they are.

“So fucking wet fo’me.” He hummed, his index and middle fingers becoming slick with her arousal as he rubbed them against her folds, avoiding her clit, which was torturous and had he bucking up again his hold in a fervent plea for more.

“Please, H. Do something, anything.” She pleaded.

Y/N was more turned on than she has been in a while. But he just had this effect on people… he consumed them entirely and right now she was drowning in everything that was him. His scent, his kisses, his grins and smirks, all smug and vexing. His teasing touches that had her begging for him to please make her feel good, because they both knew that he could. Her body felt sticky and muggy from the humidity, but it was also coming from deep inside, the frustration of feeling his fingertips right at her entrance without sinking deeper, just hooking in right at the entrance and drawing out, parting around her clit instead of going for a nice, hard rub. He was making her desperate, he was ruining her, but this was a night she was not going to forget ever.

“Fuck, always soaking, think you’re almost ready for my cock.” He mumbled against her lips, her lips pursing as he delivered a very light kiss against them, “still gotta stretch out your tight little cunt fo’me.” He whispered and she shuddered, feeling the need driving down her thighs, “D’you remember? Always so tight and small, couldn’t even fit all the way the first couple times.” He reminded her. He didn’t need to though, that wasn’t lost on her.

“Please, just get in me.” Y/N begged and he smirked.

“Patience petal, do you want half my cock or do you want to be squirming when you feel it right up here.” He questioned, his fingers drawing lazy circles against her tummy.

“Harry, please. My patience is wearing thin.” She warned and he smirked in amusement, pressing his hard cock right against her inner thigh.

“Is it now?” He teased and she knew better than to reach down and grab a hold of him. He was so big and she craved the burn of the stretch as he fit himself into her. She wanted to hear him praise how tight she’s remained for him, how good she’s taking him.

“Mmmm fuck!” She gasped as his fingers sunk into her gently without warning, allowing her to feel him sinking four delicious inches worth of himself into her.

“Better?” He teased and she nodded.

“Yes, thank you.” She panted and he chuckled.

He watched her closely as he pulled his fingers out a bit then thrust them back in. Her brows furrowed slightly and her eyes sparkled as he watched her reacting to him actions. He was drinking in the way she grew even wetter for him, how she squeezed him tight when he’d go particularly deep, and how she’d moan for him to go harder. He followed her requests, drinking in her praises of approval all while scissoring his fingers a bit, to get her a bit more open for him.

“Think you’re ready for me, petal.” He said softly, between kisses and she moaned as he hooked his fingers up, making her legs close around his wrist, “Nuh-uh, gotta get you extra wet for me, leave ‘em open.” He mumbled against her jaw. Her moans were so pretty and melodious, especially when his thumb came up and starting rubbing at her clit, making her legs jolt, “That’s it, Y/N… want you to soak my fingers with your cum.” He ordered and she whimpered his name, “C’mon petal, cum for me, can feel you squeezing you’re right there.” He encouraged.

“Fuck, m’cumming!” She whispered out in a squeal and she started pulsing around him, making his fingers warm and sticky with it. He was kissing sloppily at her neck and chest, loving her moans and yanks at his hair when his lips pulled her nipple between them, sucking hard as her hips bucked against his fingers, letting her finish herself off on his hand. She was buzzing and sensitive, still catching her breath.

“Did so good, Y/N. Taste so good.” He moaned as he sunk his fingers into his mouth. Her heady taste lingered in his mouth and made it water as he could smell her on his fingers, he’s not sure why that suddenly got to him, but he moaned against her lips, from deepen his chest, “I fucking missed you.” He confessed.

Harry suddenly felt this weight in his chest. He wanted her to miss him as much as he had her, because he had missed her a lot. He wanted her to know that, to feel that, to hold on to it. She had a way of bringing out the best in him. Some of his best songs are written about her, the ones that he’s kept to himself because he knows that if she were ever to hear them, she’d instantly know the effect that she has on him and he’s not sure if he wants that, she already has so much power over him.

“Hey.” She whispered, caressing his cheek, bringing him out of his thoughts, “We don’t have t’do this.” She reminded him and he shook his head.

“No, I want to, s’just good to be here with you.” He said softly, kissing her lips quickly, “M’gonna make you feel so good, Y/N.”

“Are you now?” She teased and he nodded frantically.

“M’all grown now, know what I’m doing. Know what you need.” He said softly, reaching between them for his cock. Y/N hummed through a smile as he pressed up against her pussy, bucking his hips up, letting his tip kiss at her clit without missing a beat, already building her up.

“And what do I need?” She asked, quirking up an eyebrow.

“Y’need a cunt full of my cock, dripping with my cum. Isn’t that right?” Her eyes fluttered shut at that, heart pounding, her body was covered in goosebumps and her face growing hot in a mili second, because he was right. Grown up Harry was here to ruin her, “Answer me.” He demanded and she nodded.

“Yes, please, H. Get in me.” She panted and she pushed himself down towards her entrance.

“Gonna be good for me and take it all?” He asked and she nodded, her back tingling with this assertiveness he had. He was pressing against her entrance, prodding at her gently, hoping that she’d accommodate his girth and slowly, she was was being coaxed open, both of them moaning from relief as her walls clenched tight around the head of. He kissed her languidly, coaxing her mouth open with nibbles and his tongue, much like his cock was trying to fit inside of her all the way.

“Just do it, H.” She moaned against his mouth, “I can take you.” She reassured him. He felt conflicted, but he could also feel her relaxing more. He pressed one of her legs up, pulling out for a moment to kneel, he was more control this way, and then pressing the tip back in.

“Ready?” He asked and she nodded, biting her lip and taking one more relaxing breath before he just pushed int the rest of the way, he groaned at the snuck fit and she moaned at the delicious little burn that came from the stretch of him inside of her, his balls were right up against her and just as he promised, she could feel him deep in her tummy, making her breathing shallow and erratic as he pulled out and then sunk back into her. “Fuck, you feel so good around me.” He moaned, sinking into her at a faster pace.

For her this was amazing, not having had a proper shag in what felt like years now that he was giving it to her. He was pushing into parts of her that had her gasping and mewling because she had no idea sex could feel like this. Maybe it was also the fact that she loved him, she always would. He was the one that got away. But he was here right now and she would make the most of it. Her nails raked down his back as he fucked into the deepest part of her and kissed at her neck. She moaned his name and myriads of praises against his ear, tangled her fingers into his curls as he went harder and harder, practically knocking the air out of her.

“You’re so big, H, I-oh fuck! Like that!” She gasped as he rammed into her g-spot, making her body quake.

“S’right there, ‘innit. M’favorite spot.” He panted and she moaned when he started rubbing against her clit, “Gonna cum around me, petal? Gonna give me your cum?”

“Yes, yes, please keep going like that!” She whimpered. The white hot coil of pleasure was winding up quickly as he thrust into her hard and deep, almost knocking the air from her lungs with every thrust until she couldn’t make a sound other than his name.

“Cum for me, Y/N. Give it t’me, love.” And just like that her back was arching and she was crumbling beneath him, “Mmmm, fuck that’s right, squeeze me, petal. M’gonna cum.” He warned and she pressed him tighter to her body, encouraging him to fulfill her deepest need.

“Fuck H, fill me up. Make me yours.” She whispered against his lips and his eyes fell shut and he was done, lunging forward and stilling in her as she pulsed around him.

“Oh fuck, Y/N.” He moaned, “Squeeze me like that again, take my cum, milk my cock, petal.” He panted, his tummy quivering as he gave her everything he had.

As soon as he was finished he kissed her slowly, hands holding her face, relishing in this moment that he knew would be over far sooner than he would like. He got a good taste of her, searing this moment into his mind. She was doing the same, running her hands along his skin, getting a good feel for him, there was now stubble on his chin and he was broader than she recalled. And before she could even register her words she was mumbling against his lips.

“M’gonna miss you so much.”

***** A Few Months Later *******

“Y/N!” She turned around quickly at the sound of her name.

“Yes, Mr. Tucker?” She asked and he was beaming.

“We have a very important guest on our cruiser! You will be cooking for him and his guests exclusively.”

“Yes, sir.” She agreed.

“They’ll have a seat in here, chef’s table! Now go fix your hair, it’s everywhere.” He urged and she chuckled.

“I know, I’ll be right back.” She promised.

By the time dinner rolled around she was waiting for her guest to arrive. She went to their lockers and applied some perfume, made sure her hair wasn’t a nest on her hair (the humidity fucked with her) and then stopped back out, ready to work when all of a sudden she was pulled around to a secluded corner, eyes wide until she was met with the prettiest, green eyes she’s ever seen. They were crinkled up, indicating that he was smiling, and her heart was pounding in her chest, she feared it would fly out.

“Harry, what’re you doing here?” She managed to get out somehow and he bit his lip, tucking his finger under chin lifting up so it was more level to his.

“I missed you.”