#nie answers 💕

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bucktommy + “come back to bed”

“Come back to bed.” Still half asleep, Buck’s morning voice is so thick, so rough that he nearly sounds sick, even to his own ears. “Too early,” he adds after clearing his throat, bullying the side of his face deeper into his boyfriend’s soft pillow.

Tommy chuckles from somewhere in the room, the sound just as soothing as the faint, sound of rare drops of rain tapping against the bedroom window.

“I was gonna make you breakfast,” Tommy tells him, a large hand sliding into his hair, combing it back towards the pillow.

“Really?” Buck blinks his eyes open, taking in the view of Tommy towering over him, eyes warm, a wide, close-mouthed - fond - smile on his face.

“Mhm,” Tommy hums, trailing his hand down the side of Buck’s face as he rolls over onto his back, casually allowing his eyes to drift up and down his body, appreciating his bare chest before they settle back on his face. “Figured you’d be hungry after last night,” Tommy says, raising an eyebrow.

“You’re sweet,” Buck hums, happiness fluttering in his stomach as he catches Tommy’s hand in his own.

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bucktommy + “you wanna come over later?”

“You wanna come over later?”

With a hand on his waist, Evan says the words with a smile and eyes so bright that Tommy thinks his mouth goes dry - only emphasized by the fact that they’re… standing in the middle of his station, the one-eighteen gathered all around, clearly trying not to pay attention - but they’re not fooling anyone.

Tommy had only come by to return a jacket Eddie left in his helicopter during their Vegas trip, he really hadn’t meant to do… this at all. They haven’t been seeing each other that long, and it’s the first time Evan is with a man - the last thing Tommy would ever want to do is push.

“I mean…” Evan starts to go sheepish when Tommy apparently takes too long to answer, his hand disappearing from his waist. “…unless you have other plans, I-“ Tommy cuts him off by catching his hand in his own before he’s able to rip it too far out of his reach.

“Yes,” he says, chest blooming with warmth when Evan ducks his head, grinning, returning the squeeze Tommy gives his hand. “But you, uh…” he says, then, not taking his eyes off of Evan’s. “…know everyone’s watching, right?”

“I don’t care,” Evan says. “I haven’t seen you in almost a week. Kiss me.”

And of course - Tommy does.

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there are 911blr users upset about bi Buck? Why?? I thought we were all gay here?

they’re queerphobic buck antis hiding behind being eddie girlies, and i’m really happy they’re showing their asses rn ngl. listen i am an eddie girlie to the core and i always will be, but this is still a monumental moment and as a queer person i am going to take my time to embrace it and celebrate it. my current happiness for buck and the excitement for his fling with tommy on his road to eddie takes nothing away from my love for eddie as an individual character or my love for buddie as a ship.

all of the anger stems from queerphobia, you can just tell. they’re so pissed that this happened at all, they never thought it would, and they didn’t want it to.

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Buck is going to give Tommy SUCH a run for his money. Once he gets the mechanics down and learns what his very hot older partner likes, Tommy is Done For.

oh absolutely. he is going to destroy that man. have some headcanons actually ♡

➤ when buck first learns how to suck dick, tommy always stops him whenever he chokes or coughs or pushes himself too far (and i don’t necessarily think that this has anything to do with buck being “new” i just think that tommy is someone who always wants to make sure that his partner is okay and wants everyone to be completely safe. lou said something about him putting his desires aside if something doesn’t feel right and i don’t think he was specifically talking about sex but it applies nonetheless) but when they finally settle in and grow more comfortable and tommy learns to trust that buck can handle himself? oh god, buck is choking, and crying, and gagging, and deepthroating, and moaning, and humming, and drooling - he destroys himself on that cock and tommy falls apart completely. every single time.

➤ buck has always loved eating pussy so when he learns just how much tommy loves having his ass eaten? god he fucking lives down there. honestly i could see him coming home sometimes, particularly on edge for whatever reason, to find tommy standing in the kitchen, and he just gets down on his knees and hooks his fingers into his sweats. maybe he says hello first. maybe.

➤ we talk a lot about how buck likes being manhandled and how he’s a big guy and he’s usually in charge and it’s nice to switch things up but i think this is equally true for tommy. i can’t see a lot of people be big enough to toss that tank of a man around - but buck is. when he feels like it. and he loves the sounds he makes when he hoists him up onto the kitchen counter, or pushes him onto the bed.

➤ morning sex is the best sex; buck usually climbs on top of him and rides him like his life depends on it. or he rolls him over onto his back and sinks inside of him instead.

➤ just like the blow job, buck fairly quickly figures out that tommy loves a good, rough fuck he just doesn’t quite let himself do it in the beginning.

➤ buck fucks tommy’s tits. a lot. it starts because buck wants to do it but tommy certainly doesn’t complain.

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bucktommy + "all i can think about is you."

"All I can think about is you."

Evan's words reach his ears with so much tenderness and certainty that Tommy thinks his heart doubles in size.

They're in Tommy's apartment, spread out on the bed in his dimly lit bedroom, covers pooled around their naked bodies as they quietly bask in the afterglow. The television murmurs on quietly about something Tommy can't bring himself to pay attention to - he doubts that Evan is watching all that intently, either. With Tommy's back resting against his chest, his head against his sternum, carding his fingers through his sweat-damp hair seems to be his main priority, and Tommy certainly isn't complaining.

"Yeah?" Tommy asks softly, absentmindedly massaging the forearm draped over his shoulder.

(They had this conversation earlier tonight - Tommy was the one to bring it up - about how he doesn't want Evan to get attached to him just because he's the first man he has ever been with. Tommy has certainly had his fair share of fun since he came to terms with his sexuality - it's only fair to offer Evan the same thing. Somewhere in between the dinner, and the smiles, and the kisses, though - they got off track - the conversation left unfinished.)

"Mhm," Evan hums into his hair. "So I don't, uh - I don't really wanna be with anyone else right now. Like... at all... if that's okay with you."

Tommy tilts his head up to meet his eyes, smiling softly.

"Me neither."

"Yeah?" Evan grins - that bright, blinding grin that Tommy just can't seem to get enough of. He's so beautiful. "So - so you and me?"

"You and me, Evan."

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nieeeee. i literally cannot stop thinking about of solace and amelioration. like. i've read it three times and i always skip to the end and cry because buck and tommy are. so full of love for each other, it literally makes me Ache. and. the little details you wove in there about tommy's backstory? just.. annihilate me. do you have any more tommy/bucktommy headcanons to share pls 🤲🏾🥺

jaaaack my loveee 🥺🥺🥺 yess of course anything for you!!!! ❤️❤️❤️

tommy spent a lot of time alone growing up so he can solve a rubik’s cube in like absolute record time. for some reason buck finds this just… so hot. he loves it when his man is capable and confident. (and he loves his hands.)

tommy doesn’t necessarily mind being alone because he is so used to it - spending christmas alone, watching love actually and cooking just for himself doesn’t make him sad. he’s certainly not someone who feels sorry for himself. but when he does have people around him? oh god he loves it so much. he loves taking care of people he loves loving people and he loves it when he gets the same right back.

buck is not a huge fan of muay thai either but he still learns a little bit - mostly because he likes seeing tommy all hot and sweaty (and capable) in as many situations as possible (and yes it always ends in sex, in fact i think eventually “muay thai” stops meaning muay thai altogether. it’s just code for dicking each other down.)

buck loves running his fingers through tommy’s hair and tommy loves it when he does it. after a bad day, he’ll just walk in through the door and drop himself on the couch with his head in buck’s lap.

a few years ago tommy went to the animal shelter to maybe get a cat cause he was a little lonely, but he came home with an irish wolfhound and he named her keira because bonus hc: keira knightley is his favorite actress. (buck and keira take to each other immediately, and since buck does more cardio than tommy, he takes up a habit of running with her whenever he has time - usually in the morning, dropping a kiss to a half-asleep tommy’s temple as he tells him he’ll be back in a bit.)

tommy loves buck’s ass (what he sees, i don’t know, there is literally nothing there) but by the time they’ve been together for a few months, he’s comfortable enough to stop holding back, and he’ll just fucking live down there. often it’s sexual but sometimes it’s also not - sometimes they’re having a sick or lazy day, watching the tv in tommy’s bedroom, and buck is fully dressed in sweatpants and a hoodie, and he always ends up on his stomach so tommy can use his non-existent ass as a pillow.

they shut keira out of the room when they fuck, but when they’re done they always let her back in to sleep in bed and she takes up 85% of the space but that’s okay ❤️

tommy meditates and buck tries too but his brain moves too quickly it doesn’t really work for him. when meditation doesn’t work for tommy either - he smokes. it’s a terrible habit left over from rebellious teenage years and stressful time in the closet, and he’s done a good job kicking it, but sometimes buck kisses him, and he can smell it on his breath and he just. sighs. and runs a hand through his hair and asks if he wants to talk abt it.

the longer they’re together the more “cracks” start to show in tommy, i think he’s a lot better at hiding it than buck is - but he struggles not only with ptsd, but with depression and anxiety and he has worked on himself and continues to do so, but he still keeps a lot of that stuff to himself - it takes a while but when buck starts opening up more, tommy slowly starts to do the same, and evan is the first person he feels he can truly rely on and trust, and he’s never really had that before, never felt as if he can be all of himself with someone - not like this.

tommy is plant dad. he has so many plants and he takes such good care of them, and of course, since buck loves learning things, it quickly becomes a shared hobby. their monstera is their pride and joy.

tommy drinks his coffee with so many extra shots of espresso that buck usually makes a little bit of a face when he kisses him right afterwards.

tommy has a lot of small skills he’s kinda good at but not really but kind of (usually, again, born out of boredom and/or loneliness) painting, baking bread, playing the harmonica. he knows how to do these things, but whether or not his own results will be great is… a toss up. however combined with buck’s love of learning and adhd brain, they learn a lot more small skills together. kind of. for a while. until they drop it and move onto the next thing.

tommy is really good at playing the guitar and the first morning buck wakes up in his bed, he asks him about it, and he plays for him. until buck wrestles it out of his hands and puts it to the side because his boyfriend is even hotter now and he needs to get dicked down again thanks. (when they’re done, buck asks tommy to teach him and they end up doing the classic “hands over hands” move and it’s very cute but tommy keeps pressing soft little kisses to bucks shoulder and telling him he’s doing so good and it’s hngggggg… very distracting.)

tommy used to be on the swim team in high school.

tommy is indeed abby’s tommy cause i think it’s funny. it throws them both off a little bit but then tommy says something so smooth that buck forgets all about it. it doesn’t matter. they are each other’s now, fuck her. (i think tommy ended things w her amicably probably cause he was figuring out he’s gay and doesn’t have any negative nor positive feelings abt her, but when buck eventually tells him how she ended (or didn’t) things w him, tommy decides that he does have decidedly negative feelings about her actually.)

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hello nie 👋

what is buck and tommy's first major argument about + how does it end 🎤

ohhhh jack this is such a good question!! ♡

i had to sit back and think a little bit, but what i came up with us that i think it would honestly just come down to both of them having a bad day and i think they deal with those in completely different ways. at this point, i think they have been together in a serious relationship for a decent amount of time - maybe six months or so? and i think they become very serious very quickly so six months is certainly long enough that they’re starting to feel more comfortable that the other person isn’t going anywhere, and you know how sometimes you lash out at the person you know is going to stay? yeah.

because of his childhood, i headcanon tommy as someone who finds solace in solitude, and while i think there are certainly times where he craves affection and company, i think it’s just as common that he just. needs to be alone. i think he knows that if he doesn’t get that alone time, his frustration is going to get directed at people who haven’t done anything to deserve it, and he’s certainly responsible enough to handle that and prevent it.

now, buck? buck is someone who we know to seek comfort in the people he loves. we have seen him go to eddie, to maddie, to hen, to bobby, and so on - he is just someone who needs to talk, and to feel embraced and listened to, and loved.

and tommy would absolutely be his first choice at this point - not only because he’s his boyfriend, but because tommy is tommy. he’s older, and he’s smart, and he’s kind, and he’s caring, and he always says what buck needs to hear. he never makes buck feel as if he’s too much, or too needy.

never.

until.

until.

their awful, terrible, nightmarish days happen to fall on the same day.

i don’t think either of them are awful to each other, there’s absolutely no name calling, or cursing each other out, but they just kind of… clash. i think buck really wants to just go home and sit on the couch with tommy and watch a movie (love actually is just fine because he loves watching tommy watch it) and it’s not that tommy doesn’t want that, he just needs to be alone first.

and i think this would be perfectly fine if they communicated - but they don’t. i don’t think they have the energy to do that, so it just kind of ends up being a mess where buck misses him and wants him to come over, and feels a little blown off (i don’t think tommy ghosts him but maybe his texts are a little more chilly than they usually are) while tommy feels frustrated because - he’ll be there in a few hours, if evan can just calm down and leave him alone, he’ll be fine and he’ll hold him because he needs that too, but just. not right now. (again, i think tommy isn’t as cold as buck feels he is, and buck isn’t nearly as clingy as tommy feels, i think it’s just completely exaggerated in their own heads because they’re already upset for reasons that don’t have anything to do with each other.)

this is just the pre-argument, though. i think the real argument comes later, when tommy comes over to the loft (and at this point, he’s calmed down, he’s fine, he just wants to have a good night with his boyfriend and listen to him talk about his bad day, because now he’s been alone for a while so he has the energy to do so.) and he realizes that there is still friction between them - because here’s the thing:

we have only really seen tommy from buck’s pov this go-around, and that’s why he feels so… perfect? in a lot of ways? and again, i don’t think that buck is in any way upset that tommy couldn’t come over the second he needed him - he’s a grown man, he’s fine - but i think it’s the way that he felt tommy kind of blowing him off, and not communicating. i think it makes him feel annoyed and ignored (valid) and i think it kind of drags tommy down from this pedestal he has had him on?

in the end, i think tommy snaps and i think that’s exactly what he says - something along the lines of “i’m not perfect” etc etc. and i think they argue for a while, but they ultimately end up working things out that very night. i think tommy genuinely apologizes, and so does buck - i think buck reluctantly confesses that although he has grown a lot, and worked on himself, and become more confident, he does still ultimately have this fear of being too much, and i think tommy’s face just. softens, and he tells him that he never wants him to feel that way, and that he wasn’t and would never be annoyed with buck wanting or needing him around - it was just… everything else, and terrible timing, and bad communication. and then i think tommy explains some things about his childhood that helps buck understand why he may need to be alone sometimes, and how that’s how he finds comfort and makes peace with a bad day.

in the end, they ultimately know and understand each other so much better, and they make a vow to just. communicate. and they’re falling even deeper in love with each other.

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I feel like Tommy probably shows up randomly at the 118 firehouse to surprise Buck first and more frequently, but do you have any thoughts about the first time Buck turns up at harbor (obviously after his first little tour) for Tommy?

i think i talked about this weeks and weeks ago but i keep thinking that tommy’s co-workers are bullies (affectionate) and i think that’s even more true after the last episode - this man had them drop him off at the hospital, in his turnouts, covered in soot, after hours of actively fighting a fire - because he had a date? whipped.

i think the first time buck shows up, it’s probably like. a month into their relationship, and maybe tommy is on a 24-hour shift and it’s early in the morning and it’s buck’s day off and he misses his boyfriend so he buys some breakfast (probably for tommy and for everyone else) from their favorite place and drives over, and i think tommy is just. so fucking smitten. and he kisses him about it, and then the team walks up behind him and they’re like “oh so this is the boyfriend” and they’re bullying them (however affectionately) but then they realize that buck brought them all breakfast and they immediately switch up like damn tommy you got a good one i would be whipped too tf

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hiiii nie will you tell me a bucktommy headcanon? 👉👈

hiiiii jess anything for you beloved. you can have more than one, even ✨💫

buck assumes that tommy is somewhere around 40-43 years old and when he finds out how old he actually is (48-51ish) he has a visible reaction because he is into it. and tommy teases him about it a lot.

buck gets tommy into tattoos and they both go on to look like oliver, and once they have been together for a few years they probably have a few matching ones. once they’re married i think they have each others names or initials somewhere - probably pretty small but they’re there.

tommy is saved in buck’s phone as “my hot pilot” (tommy sneakily changed it to “hot pilot” after a conversation with maddie where she let him know just how fucking whipped her brother was from the very beginning. but buck hasn’t changed it more than adding “my” because 🥰🥰🥰 that is his hot pilot thank u v much 🥰🥰🥰)

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what are buck’s thoughts/actions when tommy whips out the aarp card?

he jumps on that senior cock and fucks himself so hard they both pass out

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At this point we should start placing bets on what happens first: Kenny/Angela/Ryan leave the show or it gets cancelled

ngl i think it’s gonna be jennifer because she already said a couple seasons ago she was considering leaving if maddie didn’t get more interesting storylines. i think kenny would leave with her because they care about their characters and would want to see them drive into the sunset.

angela (and peter if bobby is alive which i still think is possible) have flourishing careers, but they seem to enjoy the people so i think they would hang around a season or two maybe.

ryan has two kids and isn’t a huge celebrity with a ton of offers so i think he’ll stay for the steady paycheck which is a very sound decision. at this point i believe buddie would be canon and oliver seems kinda done already at times but he’s in a similar position minus the kiddos plus they care about buddie so i think they would hang around a couple of seasons after that.

but i mean. yeah. that’s assuming the show isn’t cancelled, but i do get the feeling it will be one of those shows clinging to scraps. unfortunately. so that’s my prediction. sigh.

aisha idk. i could see her kinda popping in and out like some actors do after they “leave”.

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i'm sorry but you really think all these interviews, including with angela, are bullshit and they're lying?

if there’s one thing you need to know about interviews with the cast is they be lying.

i mean it’s possible he’s dead fr and if so it was beautifully done, but i also wouldn’t be surprised if he comes back.

my personal theory if he’s not dead is that we’ll go through a few episodes where they all think he is and then we find out he’s being held hostage as a lab rat or something i don’t know. it’s going to be an incredibly heartbreaking arc regardless.

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bucktommy + “i wouldn’t mind if you stayed. if you want to, i mean.” 

“I wouldn’t mind if you stayed. If you want to, I mean.” Evan says the words with so much hope in his voice - so much light in his eyes - that a part of Tommy wants to drop to one knee right then and there.

“Are you sure?” he feels the need to ask him, regardless. He’s still blocking the doorway to the loft, but Tommy can hear his parents asking him who’s at the door. “I’m the one who mistook the day, you don’t have to-“

“-Evan?” The woman’s voice comes closer, and Evan steps to the side to let her through, the man following soon after.

“Hi, Mr. Buckley, Mrs. Buckley - it’s so nice to meet you - I’m Tommy,” he shakes their hands. “I’m sorry I’m interrupting, I thought I had plans to grab a beer with Evan, but it turns out I have the wrong day, that’s my bad.”

“Date,” Evan’s voice suddenly cuts through - and Tommy snaps his head up to meet his eyes. He has never seen him look more sure of anything - has never seen his eyes softer or harboring more love. “We had a date. Tommy is my boyfriend.”

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What does Tommy have Buck saved in his phone as? 🥺🤲

“my man ❤️” bc tommy said it off handedly to a friend on the phone at some point like “i have plans with my man tomorrow so i don’t have time for [x]” or whatever he didn’t really do it on purpose and didn’t think about it but buck heard it and this was after tommy went into his phone to change his own contact name to “hot pilot” (headcanon here) so buck got revenge <3

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Okay yes Buck/Tommy flirting but can we also talk about how Tommy LIT UP when he saw Eddie coming 😭 The love triangle is triangle-ing

i know it was all so insane this is what i mean when i say canon is, has always been, and will always be better than fanon. they’re batshit crazy.

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re: the anon that asked why there was so much sex talk in season 1 and it got less and less in later seasons. I have a friend who works with a guy who was a background actor on a couple eps of the show, and he’s a friend with another guy on the show (basically a guy that knows a guy…I have photo proof, so it’s legit) he said that basically the mayor of LA got upset about Buck stealing the firetruck to fuck in it and was worried it would paint the actual LAFD in bad light, so they had to tone it back.

Basically, Buck slutted it up too much and made the mayor uncomfy.

hilarious if tru

+ @starkguzman’s comment when i sent the gc a screenshot of this